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| Author: | moyoaji [ Fri Dec 06, 2013 2:09 am ] |
| Post subject: | Time to Go (Poem) |
Time to Go It's that "click," either of the stone or of the mouse. No matter if I'm at my local club or sitting in my house at night when it's dark outside, or in the sunlight of the day, my mind is now aware that it is time to play this game. Brain cells charge up and my heart begins to race. It's that slight boost of adrenaline and it brings a smile to my face. Black and white the patterns begin to be all I can see as time slows down and with each turn I move to victory. Searching out for weaknesses and keeping myself strong, as he makes his first mistake, I say "That did not take long" "for him to give me what I need." And as the game goes on I just keep building up my lead. When he says to me "I resign" I can get such a thrill! How long has it taken me to build up all this skill? Yet so far I have to go 'til I can truly say that I am strong. So far to go before everything I do won't be wrong. And as I hear the next click go down before my sight I resolve that everything I do now will be right. The true war is not against the one behind the screen, but instead against the only person whose face I have seen when I look into the mirror. He is my only foe the only one I spend the time and rage against to grow in strength. But now I must put this man to the test. Has he truly gotten better? This game's not going like the rest. How far behind am I now? What ever shall I do? It cannot be the one I face is rated just 2 kyu... A struggle this will be, to find the only path to victory in-spite of blood and tears and ear-reddening and wrath. And still so often I find that no matter what I've tried, I lose in the end and feel so weak and sad inside. Why would I want to do something that can cause in me such pain when I know how true it is that all we do here is in vain? But when I fail to find the move that leads me to my win, this part of me down deep inside cannot hold back a grin. Kageyama got it right, all those years before I had even heard of this pursuit and it rocked me to my core. A decade would go by before I'd even grace this Earth, and try to understand if this was even worth my time. To study a thing that can make me feel upset and cold, this wise man did write a little book in which he told of those who chose to hate this thing that I love all the same: "Through choice they have abandoned the most interesting and enjoyable of all games." So when I find myself the next day seated on the floor preparing yet again to do the thing I love once more. My head and heart will race to see who wins this time, and a part of me must wonder how much farther I will climb... |
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| Author: | Bonobo [ Fri Dec 06, 2013 5:18 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Time to Go (Poem) |
Just “wow!” |
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| Author: | gomeditate [ Fri Dec 06, 2013 7:17 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Time to Go (Poem) |
Yeah, what bonobo said! WOW!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Author: | Bonobo [ Sun Mar 09, 2014 5:45 pm ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Time to Go (Poem) |
Since you mentioned it in that other thread I came back here and read it again, loud, to myself. Really, really, really wow. Thank you. Tom |
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| Author: | moyoaji [ Sun Mar 09, 2014 7:58 pm ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Time to Go (Poem) |
Thanks Tom. I'm glad you were able to appreciate this. |
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