(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[60]OT[3x10 byo-yomi]PB[Fractal]WR[2k]BR[3k]DT[2019-08-21]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[B+Time]PW[Me as white];B[pd]BL[55.784];W[dp]WL[51.642];B[pp]BL[54.141];W[dc]WL[49.916];B[de]BL[51.275];W[ce]WL[48.55];B[cf]BL[46.014];W[cd]WL[47.946];B[df]BL[45.062];W[fc]WL[47.299]
(;B[jj]BL[43.006]C[Interesting move by black, LZ alternatives are shown (-10% loss for black according to LZ)]
(;W[qq]WL[46.333];B[qp]BL[41.414];W[pq]WL[45.415];B[nq]BL[40.138];W[oq]WL[44.259];B[op]BL[38.131];W[nr]WL[43.722];B[pj]BL[37.467]
(;W[qc]WL[41.221];B[qd]BL[35.969];W[pc]WL[40.678];B[oc]BL[35.387];W[ob]WL[39.576];B[nb]BL[34.882];W[nc]WL[38.507];B[od]BL[34.07];W[mb]WL[38.049];B[pb]BL[33.475];W[na]WL[37.577];B[qb]BL[32.871];W[cn]WL[20.581];B[dr]BL[26.427]
(;W[dq]WL[17.239];B[er]BL[20.011];W[cr]WL[16.445];B[mq]BL[18.611];W[mr]WL[13.948];B[lq]BL[17.901];W[lr]WL[13.357];B[kq]BL[16.348];W[gr]WL[12.705]C[I don't know what has ridden me to play such move, -14% mistake according to LZ. Black should treat them as light stones and tenuki];B[me]BL[3.089]C[And exactly like LZ would play, this is also what black, non-surprisingly, does]
(;W[jc]WL[9.508]C[timid];B[bn]BL[10]OB[3]
(;W[bm]WL[7.561]
(;B[co]BL[10]OB[3];W[dn]WL[4.962];B[br]BL[10]OB[3];W[cq]WL[2.381];B[do]BL[10]OB[3];W[eo]WL[1.057];B[bp]BL[10]OB[3];W[bq]WL[10]OW[3];B[cm]BL[10]OB[3];W[an]WL[10]OW[3];B[bo]BL[10]OB[3];W[bl]WL[10]OW[3];B[en]BL[10]OB[3];W[dm]WL[10]OW[3];B[em]BL[10]OB[3];W[dl]WL[10]OW[3];B[fo]BL[10]OB[3];W[ep]WL[10]OW[3];B[fp]BL[10]OB[3];W[fq]WL[10]OW[3];B[gm]BL[10]OB[3]C[White is now given a 95% win chance at this point by Leela Zero.

Here we embark on the journey on how to lose a won game, with not knowing on how the hell to handle an invasion]
(;W[qj]WL[10]OW[3];B[qk]BL[10]OB[3]
(;W[nd]WL[10]OW[3];B[ne]BL[10]OB[3];W[rc]WL[10]OW[3];B[rb]BL[10]OB[3]
(;W[qf]WL[10]OW[3];B[qi]BL[10]OB[3];W[oe]WL[10]OW[3];B[rd]BL[10]OB[3];W[of]WL[10]OW[3]C[Brilliant... it is not even an excuse that it was a blitz game, just like throwing a whole game away

Just in a matter of moves, the win chance of white is now only 35%];B[ng]BL[10]OB[3]C[Black presents an opportunity, -32% loss for black, now white only needs to cut and sacrifice to get back into the game, obviously not what I did];W[kh]WL[10]OW[3];B[li]BL[10]OB[3];W[dh]WL[10]OW[3];B[ck]BL[10]OB[3];W[cl]WL[10]OW[3];B[ch]BL[10]OB[3];W[ci]WL[10]OW[3];B[bi]BL[10]OB[3]
(;W[cj]WL[10]OW[3];B[bg]BL[10]OB[3];W[bj]WL[10]OW[3]C[Brilliant move, it was very important to.. what exactly?];B[be]BL[10]OB[3];W[bd]WL[10]OW[3];B[dg]BL[10]OB[3];W[eh]WL[10]OW[3]C[I stop my commentary here, white has no real chance to get back into the game and I should have resigned here because I knew it.];B[mg]BL[10]OB[3];W[hk]WL[10]OW[3];B[il]BL[10]OB[3];W[ki]WL[10]OW[3];B[kj]BL[10]OB[3];W[ik]WL[10]OW[3];B[jl]BL[10]OB[3];W[hl]WL[10]OW[3];B[hm]BL[10]OB[3];W[jk]WL[10]OW[3];B[kk]BL[10]OB[3];W[lh]WL[10]OW[3];B[mi]BL[10]OB[3];W[ii]WL[10]OW[3];B[kf]BL[10]OB[3];W[if]WL[10]OW[3];B[jg]BL[10]OB[3];W[ig]WL[10]OW[3];B[jh]BL[10]OB[3];W[ih]WL[10]OW[3];B[ji]BL[10]OB[3];W[ff]WL[10]OW[3];B[ed]BL[10]OB[3];W[ec]WL[10]OW[3];B[ad]BL[10]OB[3];W[rq]WL[10]OW[3];B[rp]BL[10]OB[3];W[hp]WL[10]OW[3];B[jd]BL[10]OB[3];W[id]WL[10]OW[3];B[kc]BL[10]OB[3];W[kb]WL[10]OW[3];B[ic]BL[10]OB[3];W[jb]WL[10]OW[3];B[ie]BL[10]OB[3];W[hd]WL[10]OW[3];B[he]BL[10]OB[3];W[kd]WL[10]OW[3];B[gd]BL[10]OB[3];W[je]WL[10]OW[3];B[hc]BL[10]OB[3];W[fd]WL[10]OW[3];B[fe]BL[10]OB[3];W[gc]WL[10]OW[3];B[jd]BL[10]OB[3];W[jo]WL[10]OW[3];B[kn]BL[10]OB[3];W[in]WL[10]OW[3];B[im]BL[10]OB[3];W[ko]WL[10]OW[3];B[lo]BL[10]OB[3];W[ac]WL[10]OW[3];B[ae]BL[10]OB[3];W[bb]WL[10]OW[3];B[id]BL[10]OB[3];W[ke]WL[10]OW[3];B[fk]BL[10]OB[3];W[sp]WL[10]OW[2];B[so]BL[10]OB[3];W[sq]WL[10]OW[2];B[rn]BL[10]OB[3];W[rj]WL[10]OW[2];B[ph]BL[10]OB[3];W[ro]WL[10]OW[2];B[qo]BL[10]OB[3];W[lf]WL[10]OW[2];B[jf]BL[10]OB[3]C[After some desperate non-sense I finally let my suffering end here and the time runs out.])
(;W[bh];B[cg];W[bj];B[di];W[cj]
(;B[ke])
(;B[ed])))
(;W[pi]))
(;W[pi]C[Making light shape seems like a good idea, of course I didn't play that way];B[oj];W[rk];B[qi];W[rj];B[qh];W[ql];B[pk];W[rm];B[pm]
(;W[ol])
(;W[pl];B[ol];W[qm])))
(;W[mi]C[LZ move]))
(;B[cm];W[bl]
(;B[co];W[dn];B[cq]
(;W[bq];B[do];W[cp];B[en];W[dm])
(;W[cp];B[bq];W[br];B[bp];W[do]
(;B[bo];W[ar])
(;B[ar];W[bo];B[cs];W[fe])))
(;B[cq];W[cp];B[co];W[dn];B[bq];W[br];B[bp];W[do];B[ar];W[bo]
;B[bs]
;W[fe]C[reverts to the old one])))
(;W[cm]C[LZ move]))
(;W[kd]
(;B[lc]C[If black pokes immediately at the weakness like this, something of the following can be expected];W[ld];B[mc];W[md];B[nd]
(;W[kc]
(;B[lb];W[nb])
(;B[nb];W[pk]))
(;W[pk]C[LZ would want to attatch here];B[qk];W[oj];B[ok];W[pl];B[qj];W[nj];B[ol];W[oh];B[mk];W[li]
;B[kk];W[pm]
(;B[om])
(;B[ph])))
(;B[mj];W[jp];B[kn]
;W[qj]C[I have to study the invasion suggested by LZ here, and similar ones, I really have difficulty to imagine these as white])))
(;W[nd]C[LZ kind of wants to ignore D2 and play this move]))
(;W[cj]C[Also an option according to LZ])
(;W[cn])
(;W[cm])
(;W[nc]))
(;W[cj]C[LZ alternatives];B[ge]
(;W[cm])
(;W[ej]))
(;W[cm]))
(;B[cn])
(;B[fq];W[cn];B[nq]))