(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2] RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.00] PW[White]PB[Black]C[A game where I let many opportunities go. I played as white.] ;B[pd] ;W[dp] ;B[pq] ;W[dc] ;B[qk] ;W[nc] ;B[nd] ;W[md] ;B[oc] ;W[qc]C[this was a mouse misclick.] ;B[qd] ;W[ne] ;B[od] (;W[mc] ;B[me] ;W[kd] ;B[le] ;W[pp] ;B[qp] ;W[op] ;B[oq] ;W[qo] ;B[rq] ;W[rp] ;B[qq] ;W[ql] ;B[pk] ;W[np] ;B[nq] ;W[mp] ;B[mk]LB[kc:B][ld:A]C[Not the best of openings. Black can also always push at A and cut at B to make life even worse for white.] ;W[de] ;B[hc]C[This was a thank you move as it let me defend my cutting point.] ;W[jc] ;B[fc] ;W[ie] ;B[gf] ;W[ge] ;B[fe] ;W[gd] ;B[fd] ;W[ff] ;B[ef] ;W[fg] ;B[ee] ;W[cf] ;B[id] ;W[je] ;B[gg] ;W[gh] ;B[fh] ;W[eg] ;B[ig] ;W[hh] ;B[if] (;W[hd] ;B[gc] ;W[he] ;B[cg] (;W[eh] ;B[df] ;W[ce] ;B[dg] ;W[fi] ;B[ci] ;W[dj] ;B[cj] ;W[dk] ;B[ck] ;W[dl] ;B[di] ;W[fk] ;B[ic] (;W[jh] ;B[kg] ;W[jg] ;B[ke] ;W[kf] ;B[jd] ;W[jf] ;B[kc] ;W[mf] ;B[ld] ;W[lf]C[this exchange was pretty darn awful for white. The territory at the top for black is a solid 30 points. The black stones on the right are hardly attackable as my group on the bottom right is not still fully alive yet.] ;B[kk] ;W[lj] ;B[lk] ;W[fq]C[This tenuki was a waiting game. I could have applied some more pressure to those black stones but I didn't think id be able to do much damage to them.] ;B[pg] ;W[of] ;B[pf] ;W[pl] ;B[ol] ;W[om] ;B[nl] ;W[bp] ;B[cb] ;W[db] ;B[cc] ;W[cd] ;B[bd] ;W[be] ;B[ac] ;W[bb] ;B[ba] ;W[ab] ;B[bg] ;W[ae] ;B[bc] ;W[da] ;B[dd] ;W[ed] ;B[af] (;W[ca]C[Missed opportunity 2.] ;B[bf] ;W[dd] ;B[eb] (;W[ad] ;B[hq] ;W[jq] ;B[lq] ;W[ip] ;B[lp] ;W[rn] ;B[sp] ;W[ro] ;B[pn] (;W[on] ;B[rl] ;W[rm] ;B[rk] ;W[lo] ;B[ko] (;W[ln] ;B[nn] ;W[nm] ;B[mm] (;W[pm] ;B[oo] ;W[qm] ;B[mn] ;W[mo] ;B[no] ;W[po] ;B[io] ;W[lm] ;B[ml] ;W[mq] ;B[mr] ;W[kp] ;B[kq] ;W[jp] ;B[hp] ;W[jr] ;B[kr] ;W[jo] ;B[kn] ;W[km] ;B[jn] ;W[ks] ;B[lr] ;W[in] ;B[jm] ;W[jl] ;B[im] ;W[il] ;B[hn] ;W[hm] ;B[in] ;W[gn] ;B[ho] ;W[hr] ;B[ir] ;W[kl] ;B[fp] ;W[eq] ;B[fn] ;W[fm] ;B[cl] ;W[cm] ;B[en] ;W[go] ;B[gp] ;W[gm] ;B[ep] ;W[gr] ;B[iq] ;W[oj] ;B[ok] ;W[qi] ;B[pi] ;W[pj] ;B[qj] ;W[ph] ;B[oi] ;W[oh] ;B[nj] ;W[qg] ;B[og] ;W[nh] ;B[ri] (;W[pb] ;B[ob] ;W[rd] ;B[rb] ;W[rc] ;B[re] ;W[rf] ;B[se] ;W[nf] ;B[qh] ;W[rh] ;B[qi]) (;W[qh] ;B[rd]C[Still game over but I should have connected at the very least.])) (;W[mn] ;B[pm] ;W[no] ;B[qm] ;W[po]C[this lives as well. This was my last opportunity. With this, I would have been up +20])) (;W[mn]C[This lives. This mistake was so critical.])) (;W[rl]C[This lives. This was pretty tough for me to find in 30 sec of byoyomi though (I didn't)])) (;W[mq]C[Missed opportunity 3. Once again, can tenuki.])) (;W[mq]C[I can tenuki.] ;B[ec] ;W[dd] ;B[bf] ;W[ca] ;B[aa] ;W[bb])) (;W[kg]C[had to go here]) (;W[ke]C[or here])) (;W[df] ;B[dg] ;W[eh] ;B[fi] ;W[ei] ;B[fj] ;W[ch]C[now black is dead at the top. Missed opportunity #1])) (;W[he]C[defend more solidly])) (;W[me] ;B[mc] ;W[lc] ;B[nb] ;W[mb] ;B[lb] ;W[nc] ;B[ma] ;W[mp] ;B[mc] ;W[po]C[I think this result would have been okay for white. I know that the moment I start the ko, I have to prepared to lose the 4 stones in the center for the rest of the game. This is why absolutely hate it when opponents play the attach-and-block joseki rather than the attach-and-extend. The profit that black gains in this var is too good in my opinion.]))