(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1500]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Hanezeki]PB[rinkuni]WR[3k]BR[4k]DT[2011-10-25]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]C[rinkuni [4k\]: hi
Hanezeki [3k\]: hi


How do they know my weakness all of a sudden ><
I fail at dealing with all the popular formations like high/low chinese, san-ren-sei, kobayashi etc.
I completely messed up on the right side, I feel that was the main reason I lost, aside from a bad early game, of course. I still felt ok during the game, I knew I was going to lose, but I felt I played some ok moves here and there. Though, after going through the game once, it would appear the mistakes are so... Glaring. Bad me, BAD.]RE[B+32.50]
;B[pd]BL[1498.587]
;W[dc]WL[1479.337]
;B[pq]BL[1493.691]
;W[cp]WL[1475.267]
;B[qk]BL[1489.665]
;W[nc]WL[1462.749]LB[jp:X][mp:X]C[I dare not do the "pro" style of dealing with chinese, which I recall to be around the X's. I don't remember the follow-ups, only remember they're complicated. And if he plays it, I suspect he knows them.]
;B[pf]BL[1484.261]
;W[jd]WL[1455.721]
;B[fp]BL[1479.205]
;W[eq]WL[1451.749]C[I actually don't know the follow-up to this move haha. The F4 E3 exchange happened in one of Lee Sedols games that I reviewed, but in that game black did not continue and white later got to play F3.]
;B[fq]BL[1475.898]
;W[ep]WL[1449.863]
;B[fo]BL[1472.625]
;W[en]WL[1441.705]C[My gut was telling me to play D6, but I'm not sure.. It felt kinda.. Off?]
;B[kp]BL[1461.688]C[Oh boy, here we go. The reason I cannot deal with games like this? I am awful at invasions. Both doing them and receiving them.]
;W[qo]WL[1434.426]
;B[np]BL[1456.757]
;W[qq]WL[1432.034]
;B[qr]BL[1452.709]
;W[pp]WL[1418.163]
;B[oq]BL[1441.279]
;W[rq]WL[1416.383]
;B[rr]BL[1439.228]
;W[qm]WL[1411.764]
;B[ol]BL[1435.757]
;W[rk]WL[1409.733]
;B[rj]BL[1432.037]
;W[rl]WL[1408.326]
;B[qj]BL[1430.441]
;W[nn]WL[1403.897]C[My main line of thought was: Don't get surrounded
But thinking about it now, I don't know if this was such a good idea, I am alive inside and he would still need to spend another move..]
;B[on]BL[1419.199]
;W[oo]WL[1400.803]
;B[pn]BL[1414.394]
;W[no]WL[1397.006]
;B[qn]BL[1409.239]
;W[rn]WL[1395.552]
;B[nm]BL[1406.484]
;W[mp]WL[1390.377]
;B[mq]BL[1404.292]
;W[lp]WL[1384.666]
;B[lq]BL[1401.096]
;W[ln]WL[1383.352]
;B[op]BL[1398.291]
;W[po]WL[1380.292]
;B[mm]BL[1395.457]
;W[mn]WL[1374.746]
;B[ko]BL[1391.495]
;W[qc]WL[1362.442]
;B[pc]BL[1348.587]
;W[pb]WL[1358.321]
;B[qd]BL[1346.368]
;W[rb]WL[1356.762]
;B[rc]BL[1344.129]
;W[qb]WL[1355.81]
;B[kd]BL[1337.089]
;W[ke]WL[1351.398]C[Again, not sure if my direction is correct here. L17 feels like exactly what my opponent wants. L17 - L15 and he has the startings of a massive territory on the right. Not something I am comfortable with.]
;B[jc]BL[1331.101]
;W[ld]WL[1349.408]
;B[kc]BL[1328.919]
;W[lc]WL[1348.033]
;B[id]BL[1326.372]
;W[je]WL[1345.313]
;B[hc]BL[1323.874]
;W[gd]WL[1342.061]
;B[gc]BL[1320.11]
;W[fd]WL[1339.753]
;B[fc]BL[1318.023]
;W[ec]WL[1337.971]
;B[hd]BL[1313.478]
;W[mf]WL[1334.106]C[I felt relieved here. I don't know if I should, but I did :)]
;B[hf]BL[1310.196]
;W[ef]WL[1328.413]
;B[cj]BL[1307.504]C[I considered playing C12 or C8, but they're both ugly moves in my opinion. Both of them are diagonal jumps from the nearest stone and just push black somewhere I don't want him to go.. 

"When in doubt, tenuki"]
;W[re]WL[1282.085]C[I felt an opportunity on the right with my N14 group sitting near and Q8 area aji/cut possibilities and several peeps and probes in here. My real concern was not how he answers here, though, it was "What if he doesn't answer?"]
(;B[rd]BL[1300.016]C[...But he did answer.]
;W[ri]WL[1280.184]
;B[sk]BL[1288.394]
;W[ph]WL[1277.056]C[My plan was that I attack either Q17 stones or S10 stones, either way I SHOULD have a target with the cut around P9 if I can just get a stone there by running with him.]
;B[ng]BL[1282.225]
;W[oi]WL[1264.028]
;B[mi]BL[1278.996]
;W[ok]WL[1253.483]
;B[ql]BL[1271.091]C[white 84 appears to be a huge mistake, if black plays correctly.. was my plan doomed?]
(;W[pl]WL[1244.613]C[Since black 85 is an obvious mistake, let's see what he could've done without it.]
(;B[pm]BL[1264.919]C[I felt bad about this. It's obviously a huge mistake, but moreso it means I don't get to see if my plan would've worked. It's no good if it's handed to you like this.
]
;W[om]WL[1241.28]C[Well, mistakes happen.. And I did STILL lose, so, still things that are worth looking over.]
;B[nl]BL[1261.989]
;W[pk]WL[1239.477]
;B[qi]BL[1257.811]
;W[qh]WL[1237.872]
;B[rh]BL[1255.26]
;W[rg]WL[1236.916]
;B[si]BL[1252.829]
;W[qf]WL[1235.19]
;B[pg]BL[1248.381]
;W[qg]WL[1224.762]
;B[pi]BL[1239.527]
;W[oh]WL[1172.087]
;B[oj]BL[1234.17]
;W[pj]WL[1166.115]
;B[nj]BL[1231.086]
;W[sg]WL[1164.428]
;B[sh]BL[1228.308]
;W[sl]WL[1162.576]
;B[nk]BL[1218.623]C[not sure why he used one of his best ko-threats here, it's not like I can push through...]
;W[pm]WL[1160.166]
;B[qe]BL[1214.45]
;W[se]WL[1153.549]
;B[nf]BL[1207.465]
;W[nh]WL[1148.99]
;B[mh]BL[1204.212]
;W[mg]WL[1147.636]C[I was confident that I can win the ko since it is multi-step for him.]
;B[me]BL[1200.849]
(;W[kg]WL[1106.836]C[I completely misread here. I thought this move would prevent him from capturing any of my stones, but I missed the obvious liberty problem after N15.

M15 seems to be better.]
;B[le]BL[1194.366]
;W[ne]WL[1104.912]
;B[lg]BL[1190.273]
;W[of]WL[1102.329]
;B[lf]BL[1186.832]
;W[og]WL[1100.05]
;B[nd]BL[1170.925]
;W[oe]WL[1097.399]
;B[od]BL[1168.84]
;W[md]WL[1082.423]C[Again, misreading things..M18 N17 O18 seems to just clearly capture me.]
;B[lb]BL[1164.473]
;W[mc]WL[1080.891]
(;B[ob]BL[1156.804]
;W[nb]WL[1062.131]C[I know O19 works, but this was just frustration and hope. He didn't see O18, maybe he doesn't see O19.. Stupid anyway.]
;B[na]BL[1144.394]
;W[sc]WL[1027.498]C[This was to capture at Q15 in sente to remove the ko]
;B[sd]BL[1130.138]
;W[pe]WL[1025.328]
;B[sb]BL[1123.812]
;W[lk]WL[1011.693]C[My brain was still doing something else I suppose, I somehow missed that N10 is not a bloody cut..]
;B[kh]BL[1113.767]
;W[cg]WL[997.309]
;B[cm]BL[1110.372]
;W[cn]WL[994.855]
;B[bn]BL[1107.827]
;W[dn]WL[987.082]
;B[bl]BL[1105.294]
;W[dk]WL[981.877]
;B[ck]BL[1102.123]
;W[bi]WL[979.292]
;B[ci]BL[1096.916]
;W[bh]WL[975.581]
;B[dl]BL[1091.832]
(;W[bo]WL[972.838]
;B[lm]BL[1086.539]
;W[kn]WL[969.401]
;B[jl]BL[1082.848]
;W[kl]WL[957.321]
;B[km]BL[1080.377]
;W[jm]WL[956.303]
;B[il]BL[1077.857]
;W[jo]WL[953.567]
;B[jp]BL[1075.418]
;W[io]WL[951.668]
;B[ip]BL[1073.594]
;W[er]WL[949.759]
;B[fr]BL[1071.336]
;W[fs]WL[948.341]
;B[gs]BL[1069.434]
;W[es]WL[947.521]
;B[hr]BL[1067.562]
;W[hh]WL[897.884]
;B[fg]BL[1059.856]
;W[fl]WL[893.869]
;B[el]BL[1051.469]
;W[fm]WL[891.952]
;B[fk]BL[1048.153]
;W[gk]WL[891.317]
;B[gl]BL[1040.498]C[Uh oh.]
;W[hk]WL[822.032]
;B[hl]BL[1033.283]
;W[jk]WL[817.47]
;B[ik]BL[1026.902]
;W[fj]WL[815.519]
;B[ek]BL[1023.676]
;W[ij]WL[813.477]
;B[jj]BL[1021.141]
;W[hj]WL[793.173]
;B[kk]BL[1018.293]
;W[fh]WL[781.782]
;B[eh]BL[1010.602]
;W[gg]WL[780.462]
;B[gf]BL[993.493]
;W[ei]WL[760.197]
;B[dh]BL[989.638]
;W[eg]WL[741.186]
;B[ff]BL[984.776]
;W[gi]WL[738.645]
;B[hg]BL[979.668]
;W[ii]WL[666.77]
;B[gh]BL[923.291]
;W[oa]WL[536.529]
;B[pa]BL[915.613]
;W[gg]WL[533.332]
;B[rf]BL[911.039]C[Living inside his territory vs. letting him have a chance at a multi-step go where if I win it after he ignores once I've already gotten even more in return? Yes please.]
;W[gh]WL[513.478]
;B[sf]BL[907.828]
;W[sj]WL[511.477]
;B[cc]BL[867.102]C[Reading this during the game I was certain that I could not play C18 without some losses because of all the D13s and E15-E16s I have laying around.. Looking at it better now, I'm not so sure. What is for certain though is that he would've gotten a wealth of ko-threats out of it.]
;W[cd]WL[489.381]
;B[sk]BL[863.98]
;W[re]WL[482.48]
;B[se]BL[859.232]
;W[sj]WL[479.851]
;B[cb]BL[854.973]
(;W[bd]WL[390.889]C[I think I could've blocked him and played B18 instead of block.. I missed that while reading. Dang it.]
;B[sk]BL[761.263]
;W[mg]WL[349.679]
;B[mf]BL[754.961]
;W[sj]WL[348.298]
;B[eb]BL[750.03]
;W[ig]WL[340.552]
;B[if]BL[735.551]
;W[jg]WL[338.531]
;B[sk]BL[730.164]
;W[ie]WL[213.31]
;B[he]BL[723.658]
;W[sj]WL[210.527]
;B[jh]BL[719.518]
;W[ih]WL[207.554]
;B[sk]BL[717.098]
;W[di]WL[61.288]C[I think he missed the fact that the point of this move was not to capture 2 stones,but to capture all of them. I spent over 2 minutes reading and I think he dies if I am allowed to play D10..]
;B[ni]BL[678.574]
;W[sj]WL[56.769]
;B[db]BL[662.37]
;W[ri]WL[18.207]C[I take because he has 2 places he needs to go to. Either he fixes the left and I fix his threat, or he takes his gote threat and I make my move on the left.]
;B[ch]BL[645.404]
;W[bg]WL[10.006]
;B[ed]BL[640.467]
;W[dd]WL[7.455]
;B[ee]BL[638.05]
;W[de]WL[6.438]
;B[fe]BL[635.907]
;W[dj]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ej]BL[633.551]C[Not sure why he chose to remove his own liberties.]
;W[fi]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[fn]BL[629.211]
;W[em]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[dm]BL[627.509]
(;W[an]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[am]BL[619.651]
;W[bm]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[dg]BL[615.325]
(;W[cl]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[df]BL[613.176]
;W[bj]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[cf]BL[608.555]
;W[bf]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[bk]BL[606.436]
;W[ce]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[bc]BL[603.288]
;W[ad]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[im]BL[599.421]
;W[jn]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[lo]BL[597.304]
;W[mo]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[sq]BL[595.102]
;W[rp]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ho]BL[591.725]
;W[hn]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[gn]BL[587.422]
;W[al]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ak]BL[585.025]
;W[ac]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ab]BL[581.046]
;W[sp]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[sr]BL[578.269]
;W[ji]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ki]BL[575.539]
;W[gm]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[aj]BL[569.334]
;W[ai]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[am]BL[567.134]
;W[hp]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[go]BL[563.734]
;W[al]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[eo]BL[560.741]
;W[do]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[am]BL[549.788]
;W[hs]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[is]BL[547.213]
;W[al]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[af]BL[529.36]
;W[ag]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[am]BL[526.233]
;W[gq]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[hq]BL[516.932]
;W[al]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ae]BL[510.346]
;W[be]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[am]BL[507.877]
;W[eg]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ef]BL[504.229]
;W[al]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[kf]BL[500.616]
;W[jf]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[am]BL[497.583]
;W[gp]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[gr]BL[494.751]
;W[al]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[dl]BL[491.484]
;W[cm]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[am]BL[489.306]
;W[kj]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[lj]BL[486.84]
;W[al]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[]BL[486.839]
;W[am]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[]BL[486.838]
;W[hm]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ll]BL[484.435]
;W[]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[]BL[465.136]TW[ae][af][pf][pg][ah][rh][sh][hi][pi][qi][si][ej][gj][qj][rj][ek][fk][qk][sk][dl][el][ql][dm][rm][sm][bn][on][pn][qn][sn][ao][co][ro][so][ap][bp][dp][qp][aq][bq][cq][dq][ar][br][cr][dr][as][bs][cs][ds]TB[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][fa][ga][ha][ia][ja][ka][la][ma][oa][qa][ra][sa][bb][fb][gb][hb][ib][jb][kb][mb][nb][pb][qb][rb][ic][lc][mc][nc][oc][qc][sc][fd][gd][ld][md][ge][re][eg][mg][lh][li][kj][mj][jk][lk][mk][kl][ml][gp][hp][gq][iq][jq][kq][nq][ir][jr][kr][lr][mr][nr][or][pr][hs][js][ks][ls][ms][ns][os][ps][qs][rs][ss]C[Hanezeki [3k\]: thanks
rinkuni [4k\]: thx


Maybe I had no reason to feel ok during the game, eh. So many bloody mistakes.. Big ones, too. Some of it was because I ran out of time at a crucial moment and had to make quick decisions, but that's not the whole reason. Some of them were just blatantly bad moves even with minutes of reading time. Must improve reading!])
(;W[df]C[Maybe I should've answered, he can't even live directly as far as I can tell.]
;B[bn]
;W[ao]
;B[bj]
;W[bm]C[Still ko? O.o

Do I have enough threats to kill him though, letting him live now is not an option.]))
(;W[ak]C[Seems to me I could've killed him without ko? This might've made the game winnable still..

What can he do..

Can't see it. He's dead? Damned byo-yomi.]
(;B[aj]
;W[bj]
;B[bk]
;W[an]
;B[am]
;W[ao])
(;B[am]
;W[bk])
(;B[bk]
;W[aj]
;B[am]
;W[al])))
(;W[db]
;B[bd]
;W[ce]
;B[be]C[What if don't block.. Is there even a reason to?]
(;W[bf]
;B[bb]
(;W[ae]
;B[ac]
;W[ca]
;B[ba]
;W[af]
;B[ad])
(;W[ac]
;B[ab]
;W[ae]
;B[bc]))
(;W[bb]
(;B[bc]
;W[ca]
;B[bf])
(;B[bf]
;W[cf]
;B[bg]
;W[ch]
;B[bc]
;W[ca]))))
(;W[lm]
;B[ll]
;W[kl]
;B[ml]
;W[jm]C[A way in? I don't think B5 is worth this. Always assuming "he will answer" is a bad thing to do.]))
(;B[nb]C[:/

CURSED L13!]))
(;W[le]
;B[lf]
;W[lg]
;B[kf]
;W[kg]
;B[jf]
;W[jg]
;B[if]
;W[ne]C[I disgarded this line because I was only thinking about the 5 stones on the outside being in a bad spot, but it seems so obvious now.. just cut.]))
(;B[pk]
;W[pm]
;B[om]
;W[rm]
;B[oj]
;W[nk]
;B[nj]
;W[mk]
;B[lm]
;W[km]
;B[ll]
(;W[kk]
;B[lk]
;W[lj]
;B[kl]
;W[jl]
;B[jk]
;W[kj]
;B[jm]
;W[kn]
;B[il])
(;W[lk]C[I don't think there's a lot of options for any of these moves, fairly forced.]
;B[kl]
;W[kk]
;B[kn]
;W[jm]
;B[jl]
;W[im]
;B[jk]
;W[ki]
;B[jj]
;W[li]C[I think I may have lost the game fairly early had he not made that grave mistake.. It's good that he won, then.])))
(;W[nk]
;B[pl]
;W[lk]
(;B[lm]
;W[km])
(;B[qi]
;W[qh]
;B[rh]
;W[rg]
;B[si]
;W[qf]
;B[pm]
;W[rm]
;B[nl]C[Gote life?]
;W[mj]
;B[nf]
;W[li]C[Maybe I had a chance to actually do something... It probably would not go exactly like this, but I think like this I could still attack him at least. With the actual 84 and black not making his mistake I just fall apart I think.])))
(;B[cm]C[I can't just play S16. I need to answer.]
;W[cn]
;B[cg]C[Again.. S16 does not seem appropriate. So, thinking about it in this light, it would seem S15 was bad timing?]))