(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]HA[2]KM[-5.50]
PW[Amelia]PB[-Kolibry-]WR[16k]BR[17k]AB[dd][pp]RE[B+Resign]
;W[pd]WL[1804.698]
;B[dp]BL[1797.456]
;W[fq]WL[1806.374]
;B[cm]BL[1801.901]
;W[nq]WL[1808.867]
;B[np]BL[1806.619]
;W[mp]WL[1807.817]
;B[mo]BL[1814.924]
(;W[lo]WL[1794.491]C[That was probably an overplay. Normally I would have played at M3 but because of the burden of the handicap, I wanted to push around a bit more.

> I like P4.  Hard to say what's best.]
;B[mn]BL[1817.91]C[Possibly I could have tried to keep pushing at M6. But this cut looked too worrying to me.]
;W[lq]WL[1793.25]
;B[ln]BL[1826.657]
(;W[ko]WL[1794.073]C[I think that's a tolerable result for me.

> The P4 ataris is very nice for you now.]
;B[qf]BL[1828.519]
;W[qh]WL[1776.87]C[Worried about black's influence on the lower side. I'm unsatisfied with this pincer. Maybe the higher pincer would have been better. That stone would then not have been quite as vulnerable perhaps.]
;B[of]BL[1823.581]
;W[nd]WL[1762.166]C[I decided to take the top, despite the fact that I was more worried about the right side a move ago.]
;B[pi]BL[1831.612]
;W[re]WL[1750.359]C[At that point I decided to leave R12 where it was, as a threat to settle myself at the top.
]
;B[qi]BL[1834.059]
;W[rf]WL[1749.281]
;B[rh]BL[1841.311]C[Black's area of influence in the right side is plain worrying. I'm not desperate yet though. There's something to be done on the lower corner.]
;W[fc]WL[1725.96]C[Still trying to take the top. ]
;B[cf]BL[1838.622]
;W[fe]WL[1704.753]C[Trying to build a moyo to counter black's influence. Hoping to invade on the left side or the upper left corner later. Unfortunately, that's gote.

> You need to understand if you play this move that black has plenty of space to live on top.]
;B[oq]BL[1846.842]C[> If only white had played there....]
;W[nr]WL[1702.41]C[Tring to get sente back and failing.]
;B[ej]BL[1852.045]
;W[fn]WL[1682.566]
;B[kn]BL[1850.378]
;W[cc]WL[1661.389]
;B[cd]BL[1856.494]
;W[dc]WL[1664.295]
;B[bc]BL[1865.203]
;W[bb]WL[1667.559]
;B[bd]BL[1873.008]
;W[cb]WL[1673.778]LB[jd:A][mf:D][dl:B][cq:C]C[> Too small.  A, B,C or D look interesting to me]
;B[kc]BL[1872.528]C[If that invasion succeeds, there's isn't much left for me to do. Black has a lot of space and some friends to run to. So I try to strenghten my groups first.


> The top is so open I wouldn't even call that an invasion.  Black has plenty of space on either side.  That doesn't mean you can't put pressure on, though.]
;W[eh]WL[1633.5]
;B[dh]BL[1877.45]
;W[eg]WL[1631.238]
;B[dg]BL[1883.172]
;W[mf]WL[1588.861]
;B[fl]BL[1880.478]
(;W[em]WL[1568.861]C[Now that black has ignored a few moves I might try to attack the L17 stone.]
;B[el]BL[1882.739]
;W[jn]WL[1562.636]
;B[fm]BL[1880.739]
;W[en]WL[1566.759]
;B[go]BL[1889.149]C[This whole sequence (moves 50-71) is horrible for me.
I should have defended earlier, but I have no clue when I could have done that.]
;W[gn]WL[1561.709]
;B[jo]BL[1897.538]
(;W[jp]WL[1538.209]C[> I don't like this atari. Don't atari something just because you can.]
;B[io]BL[1905.303]
;W[fo]WL[1542.824]
;B[ip]BL[1864.935]
;W[iq]WL[1514.11]C[> Overplay by white]
;B[kp]BL[1870.165]
;W[jq]WL[1498.78]
;B[lp]BL[1878.318]
;W[mq]WL[1503.657]
;B[ho]BL[1879.914]
;W[gq]WL[1477.816]
;B[jm]BL[1878.575]
;W[cq]WL[1448.999]
;B[dq]BL[1882.487]
;W[dr]WL[1453.993]
;B[cp]BL[1891.411]
;W[eq]WL[1430.521]
;B[bq]BL[1896.615]
;W[cr]WL[1437.357]
;B[hc]BL[1882.662]
(;W[mc]WL[1412.861]C[Killing those stones is more or less my last chance, given the desperate situation on the rest of the board.

> You're not strong enough to kill a two-space jump.  What about playing on the right side to reduce?]
;B[lb]BL[1886.87]
;W[mb]WL[1418.15]
;B[gb]BL[1894.456]
;W[fb]WL[1424.552]
;B[je]BL[1902.819]
;W[jg]WL[1412.788]
;B[lj]BL[1898.031]
;W[gc]WL[1401.191]
;B[ha]BL[1900.892]
(;W[fa]WL[1395.035]C[> Too small]
;B[ga]BL[1906.69]C[> Wow!  Black wants to give white free chances]
(;W[lc]WL[1389.916]
;B[la]BL[1911.035]
(;W[ma]WL[1391.435]C[> Noooo!  Don't help black make eyes!]
;B[jb]BL[1915.438]
;W[id]WL[1358.716]
;B[hd]BL[1918.618]
;W[ie]WL[1362.697]
;B[ic]BL[1921.539]
;W[ja]WL[1357.588]
(;B[kb]BL[1908.893]C[> Black wants to give you more chances....]
;W[ia]WL[1334.061]
;B[hb]BL[1881.336]
(;W[kd]WL[1322.296]C[> Maybe K16?]
;B[jd]BL[1850.947]
;W[if]WL[1307.787]
;B[ke]BL[1857.931]
;W[ld]WL[1310.814]
;B[kg]BL[1863.627]
;W[kf]WL[1299.039]
;B[lf]BL[1869.547]
;W[jf]WL[1295.199]
;B[le]BL[1872.661]
;W[lh]WL[1234.502]
;B[me]BL[1840.895]
;W[nf]WL[1216.602]
;B[oe]BL[1838.212]
;W[ne]WL[1212.237]
;B[lg]BL[1824.838]
;W[kh]WL[1175.943]
;B[mg]BL[1830.631]
;W[nh]WL[1179.536]
;B[ng]BL[1833.678]
;W[og]WL[1156.975]
;B[oh]BL[1840.092]
;W[pg]WL[1159.712]
;B[pf]BL[1845.353])
(;W[jd]
;B[kd]
;W[ke]
;B[le]
;W[kf]
;B[ld]
;W[lf]
;B[he]
;W[if]
;B[gf]
;W[gh]))
(;B[ia]C[> Easy life]))
(;W[ia]
;B[hb]
;W[jb]C[> Black is so dead]))
(;W[ia]C[> I'd play this atari immediately]
;B[hb]
;W[hd]
;B[ic]
;W[id]
;B[jc]
;W[ka]
;B[la]
;W[jb]C[Dead?]))
(;W[hd]C[> Here's bigger]))
(;W[mi]C[> Somewhere here to start?]))
(;W[in]C[> This feels good to me.  Haven't done a lot of reading though.]
(;B[io]
;W[ep]
;B[hn]
;W[hm]
;B[ho]
;W[im]
;B[gm]
;W[ik]C[Interesting?])
(;B[fp]
;W[ep]
;B[eo]
;W[fo]
;B[eq]
;W[gp]C[Maybe a ko?])))
(;W[jd]C[Maybe here?])
(;W[ic]C[Or here?]))
(;W[op]
(;B[ko]
;W[no]
;B[lp]
;W[po]C[This trade is great for white])
(;B[no]
;W[oq]
(;B[ko]
;W[oo]C[so nice])
(;B[oo]
;W[ko]))))
(;W[op]C[Maybe this way?]
;B[no]
;W[oq]
;B[oo]
;W[lp]))