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]GN[gotirol-oca(B) IGS]RE[W+Resign]PW[gotirol]WR[2k+]NW[27]PB[oca]BR[16k ]NB[13]PC[IGS:  igs.joyjoy.net 6969]DT[2014-08-04]SZ[19]TM[60]KM[-5.500000]LT[]RR[Normal]HA[9]AB[jd][jp][pj][dj][jj][pp][dd][pd][dp]C[
 oca 16k : Hi!
];W[nq]WL[59];B[oq]BL[54]TR[jp]C[
I kick when I have a stone like K4, mainly because white cannot make a two space extension.];W[np]WL[54]C[ok, that's what I excpected.];B[pn]BL[46]LB[po:a]C[this one seems important, I now that this is a joseki
I also allready see a game where black played something else... whitre played next"a" on Q5 and that was really a server attack...

so till there I'm fine.]
(;W[mm]WL[43]LB[lp:a][jr:b]C[this is the first unexcpected move. I excpected "a" or "b" before jumping out.]
(;B[lq]BL[36]LB[mo:a][no:b]TR[jp]C["a" and "b" went also into my mind but prefered that 6
in nine strone handicap, I always try to do something with the K4 stone as I don't like that kind of variation];W[lo]WL[42]SQ[np][lo][mm]C[I like this one. nice keima shape.];B[jo]BL[23]LB[jn:a]TR[lo]C[not sure... looks a bit small, maybe "a" is better... but I don't liked the proximity of the marked white stone...];W[pl]WL[41]TR[pn][pp][oq]C[I hate that ;-) ,
The corner looks small to me now... but I think it 's a wrong perception, I cannot have it all, I should just be more calm on this situation]
(;B[qm]BL[15]MA[ol][om][nl][nm]C[[ Edlee\]
Game 1. :b10: is the first move that stood out
as... not good. Don't you feel it's very submissive ?
Very soft ? Did you notice :w9: (Q8) is thin ?
That it's too far from its friends ? Did you consider
to split W and continue to attack ? Instead of backing down with :b10: ?

[oca\]
You are right... seems to be something to do to separate...];W[ql]WL[40]TR[qm][pj]SQ[pl][ql]C[[Edlee\]
Also, did you notice the :b10: - :w11: exchange makes
a kind of broken shape with your Q10 handi stone ?

[oca\]
now I can see that... and I think that's part of the problem I have with handicap game as during the game I was thinking that was "not that a problem as I have so many stones"... but that's wrong...

I remember that my next move at "a" was not an obvious choice... I wanted to attack white... but maybe a more defensive move like "b" or "c" was better...]LB[nr:a][qq:c][gq:b];B[nr]BL[12]TR[lq]C[[Edlee\]
:b12: ... :w15: same problems: you're in a 100% defensive mindset.
You're not thinking of attack at all.

[oca\]
sure, now I see that B12 is also really redondant with B6 on M3 which as the same purpose (avoiding white to make a base)];W[mr]WL[38];B[or]BL[7];W[mq]WL[38]SQ[mr][mq]TR[lq][nr]C[[Edlee\]
And the very clear broken shape for B — do you see it ?

[oca\]
Now I see it, but I didn't noticed that during the game when playing B12...];B[no]BL[714]TR[mq]C[[Edlee\]
:b16: basic wrong shape. Also related to the broken shapes.
This is currently a huge problem for you: basic broken shapes.

[oca\]
sure,B16 is not inpired at all... I somehow noticed during the game that I was losing my fighting spirit and I wanted to try something... getting back to fighting is a good Idea, but the move was definitly not the good one ...

I also noticed now that w15 on N3 is an attachement... and ignoring an attachement is generally not good...];W[kq]WL[34]C[once again,  ignoring an attachement is generally not good...
(but BTW, I like W17 very much ! ) My first idea was to try to help M3 but it' is really trapped !]TR[lq]
(;B[jq]BL[680];W[lr]WL[32];B[kp]BL[672];W[lp]WL[32];B[kr]BL[666];W[jr]WL[31];B[lq]BL[657];W[ks]WL[27]
(;B[ir]BL[648];W[kq]WL[26]C[[Edlee\]
Game 1: at :w27: , notice how you started to attack W on :b2: (which is good),
but the end result is W gets life and a huge broken shape for B (which is bad).
Globally, B is still OK. But you can study your moves
up to :w27: in this game. And see how you forced W
to get this result.

[oca\]];B[jm]BL[641]C[one space is never wrong... but no pressure at all against white...];W[fp]WL[19];B[en]BL[636]C[I whish I played "a" on the 4th line... too much space for invasion... even on the thirs line at "b"...]LB[dn:a][cn:b];W[gn]WL[17];B[eq]BL[622]LB[dq:a]TR[en]C[not sure... hesited with "a"... I was not confortable with the previous move at E6 and didn't know exactly what to do here...];W[iq]WL[16];B[hq]BL[612]TR[ir]SQ[jq][jp][jo][kp]C[this is one of the move where I can not find any justification...
- doesn't help J2, 
- doesn't make territory
- doesn't help the center group

This one is really "useless"];W[ip]WL[15]TR[hr]C[unexcpected... I was excpeting H2]
(;B[hr]BL[606]LB[io:a]C[let's connect first... but looks a bit small now, I prefer the turn at "a"];W[hp]WL[15]C[but he did... b36 was to slow...];B[gq]BL[586]TR[gq][hq][hr]C[hello empty triangle];W[in]WL[14]SQ[ip][in][gn][hp]CR[fp]C[and while I'm making empty triangle , he is making a table shape... that even works well with the  F4 stone !];B[jn]BL[582]C[I really start to worry about the middle group...];W[gp]WL[10]C[maybe I should have played B40 here  ;)...];B[im]BL[578]C[ok, I think this one is good (given the situation...)];W[fn]WL[6];B[em]BL[558]TR[cn][cm][cl][co]C[well, if only that was the 4th line... so many space under to invade...];W[gl]WL[4];B[hk]BL[544]SQ[im][jm][jj][hk]C[I would say... ok...];W[fl]WL[1]C[bamboo..]SQ[gn][fn][gl][fl]
(;B[hm]BL[539]LB[hl:a]C[dont peep at a bamboo ;) 
well peeping is not my intent here, I just want more room... but I should have played "a", has white can enter to easily with that shape...];W[el]WL[720];B[dl]BL[537]C[seems the only thing to do...];W[ej]WL[718]CR[ej]TR[el][fl][gl]SQ[fn][gn][in]C[I like this very horizontal construction... but there are not that much eyes potential...
now I think I should have played at "a" to remove eyes potential]MA[fp][gp][hp][ip]LB[hn:a]
(;B[dk]BL[521];W[gj]WL[715]TR[fk];B[gk]BL[511]C[eye space killed]MA[fk];W[fj]WL[713]C[still very horizontal...];B[ek]BL[502]LB[hn:a][hl:b][hj:c]C[

[Edlee\]
:b56: - :w57: exchange: in addition to the broken shape for B,
can you think of 2 other reasons this is bad for B.

[oca\]
- eye was allready killed by B54... 
- thank you move, just helps white to connect];W[fk]WL[711]SQ[fk][fl][fj]TR[gk][ek];B[hj]BL[499]C[this one is ok I think...];W[eh]WL[687];B[qq]BL[484]C[not bad I think... but that really shows how I'm on the defensive...];W[di]WL[682]C[hello Tiger]SQ[ej][di][eh][dj]
(;B[ci]BL[472]C[is that really urgent...];W[ch]WL[681];B[bi]BL[459]C[so slow...];W[cq]WL[680];B[dq]BL[704]TR[gq][hq][hr][ir]LB[cp:a]C[well I prefer the potential of the other side, but this one looked so weak to me... that's why I didn't blocked on "a"];W[bp]WL[677];B[cr]BL[699];W[br]WL[676];B[cp]BL[693];W[bq]WL[675];B[ds]BL[689];W[cn]WL[658];B[cm]BL[678];W[co]WL[650];B[do]BL[673];W[bm]WL[627];B[bn]BL[654]LB[bl:a]TR[cn][co]C[[Edlee\]
why is this wrong ?

[oca\]
wanted to try that... but no value, I can take the marked two stones anyway...
so just playing "a" at B8 is better...];W[bo]WL[625];B[bl]BL[652];W[an]WL[625];B[cf]BL[614]C[try something else, playing an extension first before white approach];W[bh]WL[621];B[ec]BL[605]C[here I totally stopped to attack white, I'm just trying to make point...
so I think I'm really confused here.];W[dn]WL[617]SQ[en][em][cm][dl][dk][ek][dj][ci][bi][bl]TR[do][dp][eq][dq][cp][cr][ds]LB[dm:a][eo:b]C[arg... now "a" and "b" are miai to separate my two groups...];B[dm]BL[581]TR[cm]C[that still help C7 a bit...];W[eo]WL[614]C[and of course... separation...];B[ck]BL[576]C[make eyes...];W[bs]WL[609];B[fq]BL[556];W[cs]WL[606];B[dr]BL[549];W[is]WL[599];B[hs]BL[529]C[at least this one will live, 6 is alive... I allready lost one so now I now how to play if needed ;)...]
(;W[qo]WL[588];B[po]BL[518]C[only way to keep connected];W[rm]WL[586]C[I like this one...];B[rn]BL[514]C[try to seprate...]TR[qo][rm]SQ[rn];W[qn]WL[719]LB[pm:a][rn:b]C[fail...  "a" and "b" are miai now...];B[ro]BL[487];W[pm]WL[717];B[qp]BL[484]TR[qo][qn]C[atari...];W[pf]WL[715]C[and of course white don't care... and dont want to make a bulky shape at "a"...]LB[qm:a];B[qf]BL[472]TR[pj]C[that's a try to help Q10... which is a bit alone...]
(;W[qe]WL[714]LB[qg:a]C[I hate that (again)
my first guess was that white wanted  to do a more complex variation than just "a"];B[pe]BL[449]TR[qe]C[I really don't know how to play that R15... but... let's try...];W[re]WL[713];B[pg]BL[435]TR[pj]C[the intent is not to "just" atari, I still want to try to help that stone...
the atari helps me to play R13 next...];W[of]WL[712];B[qg]BL[430]SQ[of][pf][pe][pd][qf][qg][qe][re]C[complex ... I should have read that book about crosscut... ;)
anyway...];W[qc]WL[711];B[pc]BL[421]C[what else ?];W[qb]WL[711];B[qd]BL[415]C[that just doesn't separte anything...];W[rd]WL[710]LB[pb:a][rf:b]C[and there is still rooms for eyes... white can extends to "a" or "b"];B[pb]BL[712]LB[rf:b]C[now there is only "b" ;)];W[rb]WL[709]SQ[sb][sc][se]C[a good empty triangle that is making eyes shape]
(;B[mc]BL[707]LB[md:a]C[here I really have no idea how to attack white
so I played that one (or "a"... but at least not on the 5th line again...)];W[og]WL[707];B[oh]BL[698]SQ[qg][pg][oh][pj]C[seems ok...];W[nh]WL[707]
(;B[ph]BL[691]LB[oi:a]TR[pg][qg][qf]C[weird... why not  "a" ???
I remember I was affraid for the marked stone... but "a" is ok ... weird...];W[ni]WL[706]
(;B[rf]BL[687]LB[oi:a][nj:b]C["a" is better, or even "b" ?];W[mf]WL[692]C[nice, eye space " + support for invasion....];B[rk]BL[674]TR[pj][rk]LB[qj:a]C[I'm still concerned with that group...
but looks a bit weird too... maybe more "a"... not sure here...];W[rl]WL[675];B[qk]BL[670];W[ri]WL[672]C[that hurts... i really, really didn't excpected that...
I had the feeling that I had lots of space before that move...
but now that looks so small... 

but not dead yet... so let's fight and see...];B[rh]BL[661];W[oj]WL[671];B[qi]BL[657]C[ok but that cost me two moves...];W[jf]WL[662];B[ll]BL[654]C[the center is still not alive...];W[kk]WL[659]TR[ll][jj]SQ[kk]C[Hello elefant's eye...];B[jk]BL[640]C[bamboo is nice, but not that great for eyes... but no other idea anyway...];W[kl]WL[657]LB[hl:a][jl:b]C[now the problam is that "a" and "b" are miai reduce eye potential...];B[hl]BL[623];W[lk]WL[651];B[lm]BL[610]TR[ll]CR[mj][nj][mk][nk][ml][nl][ok][ol][om][nm][lj][mi][mh][li][lh][jj]LB[jl:a][kj:b][gi:c][kh:d]C[why to try to save this one...
because it somehow enter a white zone... but K10 somehow allready does that...
so "a", "b" or "c" or even "d" looks better...];W[km]WL[644]TR[jm][lm]SQ[km][kl]C[and that even don't work...];B[kj]BL[598]LB[jl:a]C[ok... but maybe "a" first...];W[lj]WL[642];B[hh]BL[594];W[gg]WL[606];B[kg]BL[574]C[a bit far...];W[jg]WL[600]TR[kg]C[now last move looks really wrong...];B[jh]BL[571];W[kf]WL[712];B[lh]BL[566]SQ[kg][lh][jg][jh]C[try a tiger shape];W[li]WL[706];B[ki]BL[560];W[jl]WL[702];B[il]BL[551]TR[ik]C[ok one eye... but I need another one....];W[ii]WL[699]TR[kg][lh]LB[lg:a]C[I really didn't excpected that !
now what ???

maked stones are just fake eyes... playing "a" won't help...
capturing 155 don't work... as that would be 3 in a row....

Here it's really difficult for me...

Resign went in my head... 
but come on that's not that often that I can play against strong guys so let's try a bit more...];B[ij]BL[546]C[if I can capture 155 that way, I can have two eyes... but I said "if" ;)];W[ih]WL[698];B[ig]BL[535]C[stop 155...];W[hg]WL[697]C[of course...];B[if]BL[531]TR[ig]C[cannot lose J13...];W[hi]WL[696]LB[gi:a][hh:b]C["a" and "b" are miai again good bye two eyes...];B[hn]BL[517]TR[in]C[still a chance here ? (of course not...but once again, I'm in try everything mode...)];W[io]WL[694];B[lf]BL[478]TR[jg][jf][kf]C[maybe here...];W[le]WL[694]C[no];B[lg]BL[711];W[ie]WL[687];B[hf]BL[705];W[je]WL[686];B[he]BL[662]TR[jg][jf][ie][je][kf]C[try that ?];W[id]WL[681]LB[ke:a]C[this ladder is not a ladder... there is a liberty at "a"...];B[ne]BL[641]TR[mf]C[let's try to attack N14];W[me]WL[671]C[of course, noway...];B[nf]BL[638]TR[id][ie][je][jf][jg][kf][le][me][mf]C[still no eyes... very difficult, but ... what else ?];W[ng]WL[636];B[md]BL[617]LB[mg:a]C["a" would be too obvious ;)];W[hd]WL[500];B[gf]BL[606]TR[hf][he][if][ig]C[just help that stones...after all, they are not dead...];W[gh]WL[499];B[ff]BL[597];W[kd]WL[489];B[kc]BL[576];W[jc]WL[486];B[jb]BL[566]C[this one is plain stupid...];W[kb]WL[470];B[ib]BL[529];W[lc]WL[468];B[mb]BL[525];W[oe]WL[460];B[nd]BL[506];W[od]WL[458];B[oc]BL[504]CR[nc][ob][oa][na]MA[nb]C[oh no ...bulky 5... and it's not my turn to play...];W[nb]WL[457]C[second group just got killed...];B[lb]BL[499]LB[ka:a]C[if I can connect at "a"... (still the try everything mode)];W[la]WL[451];B[ma]BL[464];W[ka]WL[445]C[no more connection possible

END OF COMMENTS - the rest of the game is still in try every possible thing...];B[gc]BL[444];W[gd]WL[713];B[fd]BL[440];W[ef]WL[626];B[ee]BL[427];W[df]WL[621];B[de]BL[422];W[fg]WL[619];B[fe]BL[419];W[bf]WL[618];B[be]BL[415];W[cg]WL[616];B[ce]BL[410];W[ai]WL[615];B[aj]BL[406];W[ah]WL[614];B[bj]BL[396];W[ae]WL[611];B[ad]BL[717];W[af]WL[610];B[bd]BL[714];W[ja]WL[609];B[hb]BL[706];W[pk]WL[602];B[qj]BL[698];W[nn]WL[573];B[on]BL[691];W[om]WL[557];B[mo]BL[672];W[mn]WL[552];B[mg]BL[651];W[ld]WL[545];B[ia]BL[644];W[kc]WL[545];B[nj]BL[630];W[oi]WL[490];B[mj]BL[626];W[mk]WL[476];B[nk]BL[617];W[ml]WL[449];B[mi]BL[590];W[ok]WL[429];B[gm]BL[535];W[fm]WL[426];B[go]BL[524];W[js]WL[401];B[ep]BL[511];W[fo]WL[395];B[ho]BL[504];W[hc]WL[383];B[fb]BL[499];W[sk]WL[714];B[sj]BL[494];W[sl]WL[712];B[rj]BL[480];W[sf]WL[695];B[sg]BL[473];W[se]WL[694];B[sc]BL[455];W[sb]WL[692];B[qa]BL[447];W[ra]WL[689];B[kn]BL[394];W[ln]WL[686]C[
 oca 16k : Thx for the game, i Will resign now...
 gotirol 2k+: hi
];OS[rocky858])
(;B[nj];W[oj];B[oi];W[ok];B[mj];W[pk];B[qj]))
(;B[oi];W[ph]
;B[qi]C[Q12 doesn't works...]))
(;B[sc];W[sb];B[qa]
;W[ra]C[now way I can stop white making two eyes...]))
(;W[qg]C[but now I see that more because he has not enougth place for making a base...]TR[pj];B[qe]
;W[pg]TR[pj]C[no potential for an extension near Q10]))
(;W[fr];B[fs];W[gr];B[er])
(;W[fs];B[fr];W[gs];B[es]))
(;B[gi]C[try to avoid eye potential...];W[cj]
;B[ck]C[better I think...]))
(;B[hn]
(;W[ho]TR[go]LB[fo:a]C[still one potential eye... as I cannot play "a" right now...];B[io]C[one eye...])
(;W[io]
;B[ho]C[no more eye potential for white...])))
(;B[hl]C[better I think]))
(;B[io]C[better I think]))
(;B[kq]C[[Edlee\]
:b26: do you see that if you don't connect on :b26: ,
and allow W to capture your 2 stones on :w27: (which W did),
then W instantly makes 2 eyes and lives ?

Whereas if you connect on :b26: , then W is still not alive ?

[oca\]

you right, that's better... white should still fight for making eyes...]))
(;B[lr];W[kr];B[lp]
;W[kp]C[no way...]))
(;B[om]C[that would be my choice to separate...]))
(;B[pl]C[variation that I don't like...];W[fq];B[eq];W[fp];B[dn]
;W[in]TR[jp]))
(;W[lp]C["a" variation];B[kq];W[lq];B[jn];W[mm])
(;W[jr]C["b" variation];B[jq];W[kr];B[ir];W[lq];B[hq]))
