(;GM[1]FF[4]AP[Drago:4.21]SZ[19]CA[UTF-8]KM[6.5]PC[Dallas Go Club]DT[10-17-2014]PW[Mark Smith]PB[SamT]WR[8 kyu]BR[9? Kyu]RU[AMA]RE[W+32.5];B[qd];W[dc];B[pp];W[dp]
;B[de]C[Ironically, I had just studied this opening a few hours before in a Kim Jinseok game. It's one of the free samples from GoGameGuru's Baduk TV English.];W[ce];B[cf];W[cd];B[fq];W[cn];B[dg];W[fc];B[ck]
(;W[dq]C[Should be at D2 to be standard. My opponent did a really good job of making a perfect opening even though he was not familiar with it.];B[jp]
;W[qn]C[Now I am out of familiar territory. This is as far as I got into the game I was studying.];B[qk]C[I choose this pincer to lessen the effects of overconcentration if he invades 3-3, which I think he will. I still will end up overconcentrated, though, just not as badly. I ws tempted to go one further out, but I was afraid he might not go 3-3 then.];W[qq];B[qp];W[pq];B[op];W[rp];B[ro];W[rq];B[qo];W[nq]
;B[mo]C[This is a mistake, I think.];W[np];B[no]
;W[od]C[I don't know any 3-4 joseki that don't give him the whole side in an unassailable way. Time to make something up.];B[mc]C[Obviously if I want aji on the side, I will need to play a pincer of some sort. I kind of wish I would've done N16 instead, though.];W[qc]
;B[rc]C[I think I've seen this joseki before. I think I looked it up when I was commenting on one of Pak0's games? Is this the right move? At this point, I don't know.];W[pc]
;B[re]C[Probably should be R15, right?];W[jc]C[I seriously considered running with 31 at this point, and I think I should have. Running would simultaneously give 31 a chance, and put pressur on the top right white group -- it has no eyes!];B[pg]C[I was looking for a move that would seal off the bottom and still connecwith my other group. I don't think this is it.];W[md];B[ld];W[me];B[le];W[lc]
(;B[mf];W[nc];B[kg];W[on]
;B[pn]C[Too clever. Just connect.];W[pm];B[po];W[ol];B[qm];W[ql];B[rm];W[rl];B[oo];W[pk];B[sl]
;W[pj];B[rk];W[qh];B[qg];W[ph];B[oh];W[og];B[of];W[ng];B[nh]
;W[nf];B[ne]
;W[mg]C[I thought about sacrificing 43 to seal off this invasion, but it didn't seem right.]
(;B[nd]C[After the game, I thought this move was a big mistake, but looking at it now I'm not sure.];W[mh]
;B[pl]C[My thought process here was that I needed to make sure the group at the top had no where to run to, and couldn't make this group alive. I think this was a wasted move, though. 

I needed to play somewhere around N10, I think, is this right?];W[mb];B[oe];W[ni];B[mi];W[oi];B[li];W[ql]
;B[nm]C[I was really trying to kill this bottom group or sever connection, but now I see that ever since I sacrificed the O12 group, it's been impossible. 

I suspect not extending at N12 helped cost me the game. Am I right or wrong about this? I can't be sure. Just a feeling.];W[mj];B[mk];W[nk]
(;B[lj];W[nj];B[md]
;W[nb]C[At this point I became too defensive. I wanted to just take my territory and go home. 

I should have attacked, been aggressive. I don't know why I got so passive/lazy. I really gave up the initiative here, and it let my opponent win the game easily]
(;B[ml]
;W[dl]C[Ouch!!];B[eo];W[do];B[en];W[dm]
(;B[fl]C[I think this was a terrible choice. Moyo isn't big enough; I can't give up on the side.


This may be the losing move of the game.];W[ek]C[At this point, I need a magic move that helps both the side and the middle. And there isn't one.];B[fk];W[cj]
(;B[ej];W[dk]
(;B[ei]C[too timid. I gave his invasion WAAAAY too much respect.

Maybe this was the losing move? I seem to be on a roll, losing move after losing move.];W[ci]
;B[qb]C[too small. I got paranoid that I didn't have a corner. 

Korean proverb: If you have 0 corners, you lose.];W[pb];B[rb]
;W[kd]C[There goes my chance to attack and crush down the side. I did it in the wrong order. Should have started at L17];B[om]C[Tiny compensation];W[jf]
;B[fe]C[desperately scrambling, not thinking clearly];W[hd]
;B[pl]C[take profit while i can.];W[nl];B[pd];W[lq];B[kq];W[lp];B[mp];W[mq];B[ko];W[lr];B[lo]
;W[er];B[fr];W[hg];B[hh];W[ih];B[jg];W[ig];B[ii];W[ji];B[ij]
;W[jh];B[jj];W[gh];B[hi];W[gf];B[fg];W[gg]
;B[kh]C[I did a good job preventing thjis group from going farther forward, but it shouldn't have got to this point. I should have attacked at L17 earlier and crushed down his side and sealed off this side, and I didn't.];W[bg];B[bf];W[bh]
(;B[be]C[Conflicted about this move. I think I should have saved this for a monkey jump and taken sente elsewere?];W[bd];B[dd];W[ec]
;B[fi]C[lackluster. running out of creativity/ideas];W[gd];B[kf];W[je];B[ge]
;W[he]C[Right here I considered resigning. But I needed practice on the endgame, and neither of us are particularly good at counting, so I played on.];B[kr];W[oq];B[eq];W[ep];B[fp];W[dr];B[em];W[ks];B[js];W[ls]
;B[jr];W[gi];B[gj];W[rg];B[rf];W[ri];B[sg];W[rh];B[pa];W[oa]
(;B[qa];W[oc];B[lb];W[kc]
(;B[ma]
;W[kb]C[It was a "hail mary" pass, and it didn't work];B[rl];W[ff];B[ef];W[fd];B[ee];W[so];B[sn];W[sp]
;B[qj]C[I thought this was sente, but it wasn't.];W[fh]
;B[dh]C[Bad situation. I should have played over here instead of at 187. But really: I should have attacked way back, a whole lot earlier, then it wouldn't be this bad.];W[eg];B[df];W[eh];B[di];W[dj];B[ch];W[bi];B[ad];W[bc];B[ac]
;W[ab];B[ae];W[bb];B[sh];W[si];B[sf];W[qi];B[lg];W[ki];B[kj]
;W[ke];B[lh];W[fs];B[gs];W[es];B[gr];W[dn];B[el];W[ag];B[kp]
;W[rj];B[sk];W[sj];B[af];W[ed]
;B[cg]C[My score estimate: 

Black 67
White 99.5

Difference: 32.5])
(;B[kb];W[ma];B[jb];W[ib];B[ke]
;W[ic]C[waste of time]))
(;B[oc];W[qa]
(;B[od]
;W[ob]C[waste of time])
(;B[kb]
(;W[kc]C[He'd never do this.];B[lb];W[ma];B[od];W[jb];B[ob])
(;W[lb];B[la];W[ma];B[od];W[ob];B[kc];W[ka]))))
(;B[oc];W[ob];B[pa];W[oa];B[qa];W[lb]))
(;B[dj]
(;W[fj];B[ci])
(;W[ci];B[bk];W[dh];B[eh];W[cg];B[bh];W[ch];B[bf];W[bi];B[ai])))
(;B[dj]
(;W[dk];B[ci])
(;W[fj];B[ej];W[dk];B[ci])
(;W[ej];B[ci]
;W[fh]C[Looks like game over for me, even worse])))
(;B[dk])
(;B[ek];W[dk];B[dj]
(;W[cj];B[ci])
(;W[ej];B[ei];W[cj];B[di];W[cl];B[ci];W[bk];B[fj];W[em];B[fm]
;W[fl];B[el];W[gm];B[fn];W[fk];B[ej]
;W[hk]C[Maybe this invasion can work? It's already got most of 1 eye])))
(;B[kc];W[lb];B[kb];W[jb];B[jd];W[ka];B[kd];W[hc];B[ja];W[ia]
;B[la];W[ma];B[ic];W[ib];B[id];W[hb];B[pd];W[oc];B[qa];W[qb]
;B[rb];W[pa];B[ra]
;W[ob]C[So, basically, I should have attacked!];B[dm];W[dn];B[en];W[em]))
(;B[nj]
(;W[oj];B[nl];W[om];B[rl];W[pl];B[lj];W[nj])
(;W[lj];B[kj];W[lk];B[ml];W[ki];B[lh];W[kh];B[lg];W[jj])))
(;B[mh];W[lf];B[lg];W[mf]
(;B[oe];W[ke])
(;B[kf];W[ke];B[kd];W[je];B[mb])))
(;B[kc];W[lf];B[lb]))
(;W[dr]
;B[jp]C[Standard opening.]))