(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1500]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[White]PB[Brady]DT[2015-10-07]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[W+Resign]
;B[pd]BL[1494.062]
;W[qp]WL[1487.205]
;B[dc]BL[1483.942]
;W[dq]WL[1475.411]
;B[do]BL[1473.748]
;W[cp]WL[1461.502]
;B[co]BL[1411.446]
;W[ep]WL[1450.995]
;B[ck]BL[1409.71]
;W[eo]WL[1445.737]C[Too slow]
(;B[bo]BL[1373.946]C[Play faster, don't worry about these stones]
;W[bp]WL[1355.19]
;B[nq]BL[1333.336]C[good]
;W[pq]WL[1349.936]
(;B[jp]BL[1328.769]C[This is trendy, but not the best here.]
;W[lq]WL[1340.158]
;B[lp]BL[1311.883]
;W[mq]WL[1336.163]
;B[mp]BL[1298.901]
;W[kq]WL[1318.937]
(;B[jq]BL[1224.832]C[This creates a defect in black's shape. Maybe play safer here?]
;W[kp]WL[1313.783]
;B[ko]BL[1223.021]
;W[nr]WL[1312.04]
;B[np]BL[1204.009]
;W[mr]WL[1307.715]
;B[jo]BL[1191.998]
;W[em]WL[1299.317]
(;B[cm]BL[1177.617]LB[bo:B][bp:A]C[Too slow!

A is alive, so B isn't important.

Plus white can't even really split black if he tenukies]
;W[hq]WL[1263.635]C[big, but too small now]
;B[jd]BL[1135.264]
;W[pn]WL[1241.347]
(;B[jl]BL[1087.864]LB[mm:A]C[Okay, but A might be better]
;W[ek]WL[1230.212]C[So slow!]
;B[di]BL[1069.269]
;W[ce]WL[1225.094]
;B[cd]BL[1026.13]
;W[de]WL[1221.264]
;B[fd]BL[1008.402]
;W[bi]WL[1218.705]
;B[ci]BL[981.831]
;W[bh]WL[1210.667]
;B[bj]BL[972.729]
;W[be]WL[1203.759]
(;B[bd]BL[937.329]C[Big for points and more importantly to deny eyespace]
;W[fe]WL[1198.349]
;B[gd]BL[924.208]
;W[dg]WL[1183.678]
;B[qf]BL[883.116]C[good]
;W[lc]WL[1170.489]
(;B[oc]BL[822.554]LB[lc:A]C[I played this because it both attacks and secures the corner.

But I should be more severe against A.]
;W[jb]WL[1163.868]
;B[ib]BL[760.511]C[This is usually wrong.  And is here too.]
;W[ic]WL[1136.983]
;B[jc]BL[759.295]
;W[hb]WL[1135.078]
;B[kb]BL[758.323]
;W[ia]WL[1132.097]
;B[kc]BL[756.885]LB[id:A]
(;W[fb]WL[1130.646]
;B[id]BL[701.054]C[black might be okay with this.]
;W[ec]WL[1093.932]
(;B[dd]BL[606.059]C[This move is wimpy, wimpy, wimpy. 

I played it because i could read it, and I didn't try hard enough to read the othe variation. Plenty of time left, so no excuses.

See variation.]
;W[ed]WL[1087.36]
;B[bb]BL[603.839]
;W[db]WL[1071.315]
;B[cb]BL[601.394]
;W[hc]WL[1057.03]C[slow, gives black another chance
]
;B[pk]BL[568.285]LB[ed:A]
;W[pi]WL[1033.579]
;B[nk]BL[547.883]
;W[qg]WL[1027.697]
(;B[qj]BL[503.407]C[I felt that I was behind, so went all in to kill.

(Well, I didn't really count or anything, I just want to get better at killing.)

This is unreasonable.

See variation]
;W[rf]WL[1024.99]
;B[qe]BL[501.56]
;W[rh]WL[1019.364]
(;B[re]BL[339.069]C[First ruin his shape]
(;W[og]WL[1008.918]C[Gives black a chance.]
(;B[mg]BL[298.259]C[wrong direction]
(;W[se]WL[1003.944]
(;B[ni]BL[223.109]C[misses the point again!]
;W[rd]WL[1000.294]
;B[rc]BL[209.435]
(;W[sc]WL[989.479]C[bad, this helps black. see variation for easy life for white.]
;B[rb]BL[189.554]
;W[qi]WL[985.399]
;B[rj]BL[175.331]
(;W[ri]WL[945.597]
(;B[sg]BL[75.529]
;W[sf]WL[941.206]
;B[ph]BL[74.023]
;W[oh]WL[935.43]
;B[pg]BL[72.189]
;W[pf]WL[928.904]
;B[of]BL[71.231]
;W[qh]WL[915.06]
;B[pg]BL[69.171]
;W[mh]WL[910.847]
(;B[nh]BL[58.376]C[All in!]
;W[ng]WL[904.696]
(;B[nf]BL[38.491]C[Maybe not the best.]
;W[oj]WL[899.507]
(;B[nj]BL[30]OB[5]C[Defends wrong side, but it felt necessary]
;W[ok]WL[896.12]
;B[ol]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[pl]WL[887.296]
;B[ql]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[pm]WL[884.227]
;B[qm]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[pj]WL[859.504]
;B[qk]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[nl]WL[835.51]
;B[om]BL[30]OB[4]
;W[rn]WL[798.718]
;B[qn]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[qo]WL[795.142]
;B[rm]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[ro]WL[785.504]
;B[nm]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[po]WL[770.97]
;B[oi]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[ph]WL[767.349]
;B[si]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[sh]WL[763.5]
;B[sj]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[sl]WL[754.326]
;B[qd]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[sm]WL[741.267]
;B[sd]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[rg]WL[734.739]
;B[pe]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[rl]WL[719.189]
;B[pg]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[rd]WL[716.677]LB[sd:A][pf:B]
;B[sb]BL[30]OB[1]C[don't play this. just leave it]
;W[rk]WL[709.108]
;B[gk]BL[30]OB[1]LB[nl:A]C[I knew that white could pull A out, but I thought the only way I could win was to encourage him to do so.]
;W[ml]WL[679.718]
;B[mm]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[lg]WL[668.765]
;B[mf]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[lk]WL[655.158]
;B[lj]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[lm]WL[649.817]
;B[ln]BL[30]OB[1]
(;W[kj]WL[601.725]
;B[lh]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[li]WL[553.608]
;B[mi]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[mj]WL[548.363]
;B[kh]BL[30]OB[1]C[now black has a chance]
;W[ij]WL[542.693]
;B[jk]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[jj]WL[538.063]
;B[gi]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[km]WL[524.527]
;B[jm]BL[30]OB[1]
(;W[hk]WL[492.115]
(;B[gl]BL[30]OB[1]
(;W[hl]WL[487.629]
;B[hm]BL[30]OB[1]LB[in:A]C[The double peep aji at A is very annoying.]
;W[gj]WL[476.343]
;B[fj]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[hj]WL[475.237]
;B[gm]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[fi]WL[352.058]
;B[gh]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[ej]WL[336.699]
;B[fk]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[dl]WL[332.466]
(;B[cl]BL[30]OB[1]C[losing move, but understandable due to SD]
;W[ih]WL[326.677]
;B[hg]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[ig]WL[312.001]
;B[hf]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[in]WL[272.637]
(;B[jn]BL[30]OB[1]C[correct defense]
;W[no]WL[255.18]
;B[mo]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[nn]WL[251.675]
;B[mn]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[im]WL[248.797]
(;B[hp]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[hn]WL[219.86]
;B[gn]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[go]WL[213.829]
;B[ho]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[il]WL[209.818]
;B[fo]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[gp]WL[206.487]
;B[fp]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[gq]WL[203.853]
;B[fq]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[fn]WL[196.645]C[b dies.]
;B[ei]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[fh]WL[192.746]
;B[fg]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[eh]WL[189.045]
;B[eg]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[dh]WL[184.85]
;B[fr]BL[30]OB[1]
;W[ir]WL[159.765])
(;B[ho]
;W[il]
;B[hp]
;W[hn]
;B[gn]
;W[go]
;B[ei]
;W[fh]
;B[fo]
;W[gp]
;B[en]
(;W[dn]C[if white tries too hard to kill black, it can be interesting..]
;B[fn]
;W[dm]
;B[fp]
;W[gq]
;B[fq]
;W[fr]
;B[eq]
;W[dp]
;B[er]
;W[gr]
;B[dr]
;W[cr]
;B[iq]
;W[ir]
;B[br]
;W[cs]
;B[bq]
;W[cq]
;B[ap]
;W[jr])
(;W[fp]C[But white can just say, "I win" this way]
;B[fn]
;W[jr]C[black dies. big win for w])))
(;B[ho]
(;W[jn]
;B[kn]
;W[im]
;B[il]
;W[kl]
;B[hn]
;W[kk]
;B[io]
;W[ki]C[Black lives, but so does white, and wins])
(;W[kn]
;B[jn]
;W[mn]C[White can also live this way.])))
(;B[ho]
;W[ih]
;B[hg]
;W[ig]
;B[hf]C[white can't live]
;W[bl]
;B[cl]
;W[bm]
(;B[bn])
(;B[dn]
(;W[en]
;B[bn])
(;W[bn]
;B[en]
;W[fn]
;B[fm]
;W[ei]
;B[fo]C[b wins])))
(;B[hp])
(;B[dn]
;W[in])
(;B[go]LB[ei:B][hm:C][en:A][jo:D]
;W[ih]
;B[hg]
;W[ig]
;B[hf]
;W[in]
;B[jn]))
(;W[kn]LB[gl:A]C[But A helps defend against this.]
;B[nn]
;W[jn]
;B[in]
;W[im]
;B[il]
;W[hm]
;B[hl]
;W[io]
;B[hn]
(;W[gm]
;B[gn]
;W[fm]
;B[hp])
(;W[ho]
;B[gm]
;W[jr]
;B[ll]
;W[kl]
;B[kk]
;W[ll]
;B[ki]
;W[lj]
;B[hi])))
(;B[hl]C[hane is better]))
(;W[kn]C[Annoying aji here]
;B[nn]))
(;W[li]C[pop quiz, can black live if white does this?]
;B[ll]
(;W[kl]
;B[mk]
;W[kj]
;B[ll]C[yes black can live, but it will be hard to capture white])
(;W[mk]
;B[kk])))
(;B[ok]
;W[nj]
;B[mi]
;W[mj]
;B[li]
;W[mk]C[Still going to be very hard to kill white])
(;B[oi]
;W[pj]
;B[ql]
;W[ok]
;B[ol]
;W[nl]
;B[om]
;W[nj]
;B[ph]C[black regains much of the top. Maybe good enough?

Certainly better than dying.]))
(;B[mi]LB[jd:A]C[Again, this might be better. Force white towards A]
;W[nf]
;B[oe]
;W[mf]
;B[lg]
;W[lf]
;B[kg]))
(;B[mi]LB[jd:A]C[This might be better. force white towards the wall at A]))
(;B[ph]
;W[oh]
;B[pg]
;W[pf]
;B[of]C[This way might is about the same. There aren't two eyes on the right.]))
(;W[pf]
;B[sg]LB[rb:B][sc:A][qd:C]C[Now the A for B exchange creates a problem for white. C no longer captures white]))
(;W[qi]C[white should just live]
;B[rj]
;W[pf]C[now this works]
(;B[sg]
;W[sf]
;B[sh]
;W[qd]C[white captures the corner.])
(;B[qd]
;W[ri]LB[ni:A][qj:B]C[now two eyes. A is bad.

"But at least I will get compensation in the corner"

"No! When you played B, you comitted to killing white. This is not good enough."])))
(;B[qi]C[this is still the move!]
;W[qh]
;B[oi]))
(;W[qi]))
(;B[qi]C[This is still good]
;W[qh]
;B[oi]C[white has only half an eye]))
(;W[qi]C[white should play this straight away. He already feels alive.]
;B[rj]
;W[og]
;B[sf]C[if black takes away this eye, white still already has one, and plenty of room to find another.

Bad for black]))
(;B[qi]C[Ths is the move that takes away future eyespace]
;W[qh]
;B[re]C[Now save the corner and limit white to half an eye. Black should still profit enough]))
(;B[pg]
;W[qh]
;B[rf]LB[em:2][eo:1][hq:3]
;W[qk]
;B[ql]
;W[rk]C[Black's upper right is too big. Easy win.]))
(;B[ed]
;W[dd]
;B[db]C[I must study the carpenter's square.]
;W[bb]C[I thought this killed me and didn't read further.]
(;B[gb]C[This is the best, but i didn't find it until long after the game.]
;W[gc]
;B[fc]
(;W[hc]
;B[eb]
;W[ga]
;B[bc]
;W[hd]
;B[he]
;W[ge]
;B[ec]
;W[cb]
;B[ab]
;W[ad]
;B[cc]
;W[ba]
;B[ea]
;W[fa]
;B[ca]
;W[da]
;B[ka]
;W[ja]
;B[ca]
(;W[ln]
;B[aa])
(;W[hf]
;B[ie]
;W[da]
;B[po]
;W[ca]
;B[qo]
;W[qn]
;B[ro]
;W[qk]
;B[aa]
;W[ca]
;B[ee]
;W[ef]
;B[ff]
;W[gf]
;B[fg]
;W[if]
;B[jf]
;W[hh]
;B[jg]
;W[ih]
;B[ch]
;W[cg]
;B[bf]
;W[bg]
;B[eg]
;W[df]
;B[ai]
;W[ah]
;B[af]))
(;W[eb]
;B[hc]))
(;B[eb]C[but even this is good enough.]
;W[fc]LB[gb:B][ib:C][hc:A]
(;B[cb]C[I don't think black can turn this way.]
;W[bc]
;B[ba]
;W[ad]
;B[cc]
;W[ac]
(;B[hc]
(;W[ib])
(;W[ea]
;B[gb]
;W[da]C[Failure for b]))
(;B[gc]
;W[gb]
;B[hc]
;W[ea]))
(;B[bc]C[So this is forced.]
;W[cb]
;B[ab]
(;W[ba]
;B[cc]
(;W[da]
;B[ea]
;W[ad]
(;B[hc]C[black can make the ko bigger by killing the outside group]
;W[fa]
;B[ca]LB[dg:A]C[if white loses this ko, it's ridiculously huge. A isn't even alive yet.])
(;B[pl]C[black can even take a big move elsewhere]
;W[fa]
;B[ca]LB[kc:A]C[This ko is big for white, pretty light for black]))
(;W[ad]C[If white starts this way...]
;B[ea]
;W[ca]C[and white tries to make a dead shape]
;B[hc]C[black will easily win the liberty race.]))
(;W[ad]
;B[cc]
;W[ba]
;B[ea]
;W[fa]
(;B[pl]
;W[da])
(;B[hc]
;W[da])
(;B[gc]
;W[gb]
;B[hc]
;W[da]LB[bh:B][po:A]
;B[ca]
;W[ln]C[Even this isn't big enough]
;B[aa]
;W[lo]
;B[ch]
;W[cg]
;B[ai]LB[dg:A]C[A has only one eye and will be a problem]))))))
(;W[id]C[white needs to come out. Then the result will be bad for black]
;B[ie]
;W[he]
;B[hd]
;W[je]
;B[if]
;W[lb]
;B[ke]
;W[ka]C[b needs to let white connect in sente and isnt' satisfied.]))
(;B[nc]C[I was taught that this is horrible shape in the corner, so didn't play it.

Jennie said, "Worry about the corner later. White doesn't have time to even think about it."]
(;W[le]
;B[jc]LB[ql:A]C[white white runs, he can't mess with the corner. A is huge now])
(;W[qc]C[Much later if white invades...]
;B[ob]C[This is the move to kill, but only if black has more stones outside.])
(;W[jb]
(;B[ld]LB[dg:A]C[black can consider just sealing white in and challenging him to live. Even if he does, black's outside should be awesome and A isn't alive])
(;B[hb]C[black can defend here]
(;W[le]C[I]
(;B[ql]C[if white runs, black can just play a big move])
(;B[pl]C[or here]))
(;W[ic]C[If white plays here]
;B[he]LB[hb:A][ic:B]C[This is the proper defense.

I would never have considered A, because B would make me nervous. Nothing to worry about.]))
(;B[ib]C[Ths would be bad.]
;W[ic]
;B[jc]
;W[hb]
;B[kb]
;W[ia]
;B[kc]
;W[id]
;B[ie]
;W[lb])
(;B[ic]C[This is fine]))))
(;B[cg]C[black can consider this, but white can make an eye in the corner]
;W[bg]
;B[dg]
;W[bc]
;B[bd]
;W[ad]
;B[cb]
;W[bb]C[So this is big for life and cash.]))
(;B[mm]LB[pl:A]C[This creates more eyeshape and has a followup at A]))
(;B[po]C[faster!]
(;W[cm]
;B[bm]C[black isn't even split])
(;W[cl]C[if white gets fancy]
;B[bl]
;W[bm]
;B[cm]
;W[dl]
;B[bk]C[This isn't interesting for white.])
(;W[qo]
;B[pm]
(;W[de])
(;W[cm]
;B[de]C[let white eat those small stones]
;W[bl]C[Is white really going to try to deny the connection? So slow!]
;B[jd]LB[ck:A]C[black will tenuki again. A is now small.]))))
(;B[kp]C[Simpler might be better here.]
;W[nr]
(;B[de]C[Play fast!])
(;B[np]C[Or this is likely sente]
;W[or]
(;B[de]C[fast])
(;B[po]C[Or this, push white down.]))))
(;B[kq]C[Play old style because white gets over concentrated.]
;W[iq]
;B[ko]C[All of white's stones are on the bottom, and he doesn't even own it.

]))
(;B[de]LB[jd:A][op:C][nq:B]C[If black plays a big move, what is the worst white can do?]
;W[cm]
(;B[oq]C[What if black tenukies again?]
;W[em]
;B[ek]LB[bm:A]C[White's opening is too slow. Plus there is still aji around A])
(;B[jd]
;W[em]
(;B[nq]LB[bm:A]C[White feels so slow!])
(;B[bm]LB[cm:C][em:B][eo:A]C[Plus there is still aji here, So A, B, and C are too slow. Don't play it now.])))
(;B[en]C[Best to tenuki, but if I play locally, this is more interesting, both sides grow.]
;W[fn]
;B[em]
;W[fm]
;B[el]
;W[kq]
;B[gk]C[Both sides grew.]))