(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[AGA]SZ[19]KM[7.50]
PW[dh]PB[tm 1k]C[Round 1]RE[W+22.50]
;B[cp]
;W[pd]
;B[dc]
;W[pp]
;B[eq]
;W[cf]
;B[cd]
;W[dj]
;B[cl]
;W[ed]
;B[ec]
;W[gd]
(;B[fc]
(;W[jq]C[Now this looks too loose but my mood was aggressive against a 1k]
;B[qj]
;W[ql]
;B[qf]
;W[qh]
;B[of]
(;W[rd]C[placing more importance on the corner]
;B[nd]
;W[nc]
;B[mc]
;W[oc]
(;B[ld]
;W[pi]
;B[fd]C[painful]
(;W[je]C[this felt like a serious overplay at the time and still does]
(;B[ef]C[The direction of this seemed a little off - C14 can be sacrificed, the fight in the top right is very important]
;W[kc]
(;B[lb]
;W[lf]C[ambitious - white has a lot of weaknesses, but it didn't seem easy to exploit]
(;B[ne]C[very submissive]
;W[ng]
;B[kd]
;W[jd]
;B[jc]
;W[ic]
;B[jb]
;W[ib]
;B[kb]C[white should be very happy locally. But the E14 stone is still proving its power and white's left is awkward. Also, white has a lot of cuts in the centre]
(;W[fg]C[I played this in a defensive mood but in hindsight it doesn't look good since even if black can't exploit the centre weaknesses/reduce the centre, G15 is very painful later.

It seems too direct and too small when black can easily enter the centre around K5]
;B[nb]
;W[ob]
;B[kf]
;W[ke]
;B[le]
;W[lg]
;B[ek]C[I liked this move and started to feel very uncomfortable with the game]
(;W[gj]C[but another move that doesn't look good in hindsight (i.e. really bad!)- too defensive of the little centre area I have arounnd L14. Just too small

I should not be sacrificing D10 as well]
(;B[nq]
(;W[mp]C[another strange move - this tournament I seemed to like my centre. But perhaps it is the only consistent play]
(;B[qq]C[simple and not bad for black - the corner is huge]
;W[pq]
;B[qp]
;W[po]
;B[pr]
(;W[or]
;B[qr]
(;W[qo]C[this seems to be a valid way of playing here but very painful]
;B[oq]
(;W[nr]C[I got confused and suddenly thought I could save these stones ...]
;B[mr]
;W[mq]
;B[ns]C[at least I didn't lose too much]
(;W[eg]C[I don't know if I had to play here

It is complicated but I don't see anything white should be terribly afraid of, but there could easily be]
(;B[jo]C[direction a little strange]
;W[hp]
;B[lr]C[strange timing - weakening the centre]
;W[kp]
;B[gl]C[calm]
(;W[ik]C[loose and bad shape as the centre isn't very big with G15, but I didn't dare to be more aggressive with H8

however, looking back, I had other options]
;B[iq]
;W[ip]
;B[jp]
;W[kq]
;B[im]
;W[fq]
;B[km]C[I felt very bad here - my territory is being annihilated]
;W[jl]
;B[jm]
;W[ll]
(;B[gq]C[ big mistake]
(;W[hq]
(;B[gp]C[big mistake]
;W[gr]
;B[fp]
;W[fr]
;B[er]
(;W[lm]C[this is solid but looks too small as white's bottom group is basically alive]
;B[ge]
;W[if]
;B[gg]
;W[ff]
;B[gf]
;W[hh]
;B[hd]
;W[id]
;B[cg]
(;W[df]
;B[ci]
;W[cj]
;B[bh]
;W[bj]
;B[bf]
;W[bl]
;B[cm]
;W[bm]
(;B[bn]
;W[ck]
;B[ej]
;W[di]
;B[co]
;W[ei]
;B[rh]C[a huge move]
(;W[rg]
;B[qg]
(;W[oh]C[big mistake. I changed my mind at the last moment about this stone, trying to get 1/2 point more locally

losing 5 points or perhaps the game if black starts the ko]
(;B[rf]
;W[ri]
;B[sg]
;W[qi]
;B[oa]
;W[pa]
;B[na]
;W[qb]
;B[ho]
;W[io]
;B[in]
;W[ir]
;B[gk]
;W[fj]
;B[fk]
;W[es]C[uncomfortable for black]
;B[dr]
;W[ds]
;B[cs]
;W[fs]
;B[cq]
;W[gb]
;B[fb]
;W[ro]C[white suddenly got all the big points]
;B[hj]
;W[hk]
;B[hg]
;W[ig]
;B[fi]
;W[gi]
;B[gh]
;W[hi]
(;B[fh]
;W[dg]
;B[gc]C[black must have thought this sente]
;W[si]C[this is much bigger - black has lots of ko threats against the white left group and in centre]
(;B[ak]
;W[ee]
;B[am]
;W[bk]
;B[al]
;W[ce]
;B[be]
;W[dd]C[I showed off my l&d skill :) and black hit his head

B lost several points here, about 3.5?]
;B[ln]
;W[mn]
;B[lo]
;W[ko]
;B[kn]
;W[np]
;B[os]
;W[sr]C[6 points but it looks like there is a 4.5 move in reverse sente still. I didn't think much here, this just felt bigger, but I have done some analysis after.]
;B[mo]
;W[no]
(;B[rr]
;W[sq]
;B[kl]
;W[kk]
;B[il]
;W[jk]
;B[hb]
;W[ia]
;B[ga]
;W[bd]
;B[cc]
(;W[bi]
(;B[ch]
;W[ah]
;B[bg]C[unnecessary, this move worth less than 1 point]
;W[kr]C[4 points, not the biggest if H8 is sente on white]
;B[se]
;W[sd]
;B[hl]
(;W[ij]C[This is awkward. I didn't know whether I needed to protect or not - hard to read]
;B[rp]
;W[sp]
;B[ag]
;W[ja]
;B[pe]
;W[qd]
;B[ks]
;W[js]
;B[ls]
;W[pg]
;B[og]
;W[ka]
;B[la]
;W[dk]
;B[dl]
;W[mf]
;B[me]
;W[sh]
;B[op]
;W[oo]
;B[rs]
;W[hc]
;B[ha]
;W[he]
;B[gd]C[stopped recording

count was W+22.5


Relieved to win by plenty, very tense all the way through, not sure if I was winning or not.

Felt good about my life and death on the left])
(;W[ag]
;B[mm]
;W[nn]
;B[lk]
;W[ml]
;B[mk]
;W[nl]
;B[ih]
;W[ii]
;B[jh]
(;W[kj]
;B[ji]
;W[ij]
;B[jg]
;W[ki]C[W loses 3 points in sente - G16 becomes an eye though white doesn't waste a move protecting])
(;W[ji]
;B[kh]
;W[ki]
;B[lh]
;W[li]
;B[mh]
(;W[mi])
(;W[kg]
(;B[jg])
(;B[mi]
;W[lj]
;B[jg]
;W[jf]
;B[mg]
;W[mf]
;B[nf]
;W[mj]
;B[me]
;W[kf]C[B gets 2 points in sente - G16 becomes an eye])))))
(;B[ah]C[this seems better?]
;W[ch]
;B[bg]))
(;W[ah]C[mini tesuji]))
(;B[kl]
;W[kk]
;B[jj]
;W[ji]
;B[jk]
;W[kj]
;B[il]
;W[ij]C[This looks a bit like 4.5 points in sente which is normally a bit bigger than 6 point gote (4.5 point reverse sente normally same as 9 points gote assuming, as if next largest gote move is worth n points, the sente to get that move is worth n/2 points, e.g. if remaining moves are worth 4, 3, 2, 1, sente is worth 4-3+2-1=2)

However, after the 6 point monkey jump move the next largest moves are a miai of 4 point moves: L2, A12 and all remaining moves are less than 3 points, e.g. H18 is 2.5.

So in this abnormal situation, getting to the 6 point move is very important, perhaps bigger than 4.5 in reverse sente.

Anyway, in this case this isn't actually 4.5 I think as playing this way loses 2 points for black if H8 was sente on white (in the game I did protect). If so it is only 2.5 in sente.]))
(;B[ee]
;W[bi]
;B[ch]
;W[ak]
;B[ai]
;W[am]))
(;B[dg]
;W[ee]
;B[fh]
;W[eh]C[white lives without giving anything up - G18 F18 valuable exchange]))
(;B[qi]
;W[ph]
;B[rj]
;W[rf]
;B[rl]
;W[rm]
;B[qk]
(;W[sl]
;B[sk]
;W[rk])
(;W[pl]
;B[si]
;W[sl]
;B[sk]
;W[rk]
;B[fi]
;W[rl]
;B[dg]
;W[fh]
;B[gh]
;W[ee]
;B[dh]
;W[eh]
;B[bi]
;W[ak]
;B[am]
(;W[ce])
(;W[fe]
;B[de]
;W[ce]
;B[dd]
;W[be]
;B[ag]
;W[ae]
;B[af]
;W[bc]
;B[bd]
;W[ad]
;B[cb]
;W[bb]
;B[ba]))))
(;W[ph]C[correct move]))
(;W[ri]C[this would be the mistake I think]
;B[ph]
;W[qi]
;B[oh]
;W[nj]
;B[ni]))
(;B[ei]C[black probably should have captured these white stones

I think white still has a comfortable win though but by much less]
;W[ej]
(;B[fh])
(;B[fi]
;W[fj]
;B[gh]
;W[cn]
(;B[dn]
;W[co]
;B[do])
(;B[bo]
;W[bn]
;B[hi]
;W[ii]
;B[hj]
;W[hk]
(;B[gi])
(;B[ih]
;W[ij]
;B[hg]
;W[jh]
;B[em]
;W[gk]
(;B[rh])
(;B[gn]))))))
(;W[gh]C[it looks like perhaps I should have protected here. I think I have a good advantage.

But my counting is really bad ... and I generally have no idea whether I'm winning or not]))
(;W[ge]C[this one is overwhelmingly huge and it should be a big white win]))
(;B[fp]))
(;W[gp]C[this is tricky and I'm not sure who has the advantage here, but white looks good]
;B[fr]
;W[fp]
;B[hq]
;W[er]
;B[gs]
;W[dr]
(;B[dq]
;W[cr]
;B[jr]
;W[kr]
;B[js]
;W[ks]
;B[hr]
;W[bp]
;B[bo]
;W[bq]
;B[cn]
;W[es]
;B[fs])
(;B[ep]
;W[eo]
;B[cq]
;W[ir]
;B[hr]
;W[is]
;B[hs]
;W[jr]
;B[cr]
;W[fs]
;B[es]
;W[ds])
(;B[jr]
;W[kr]
;B[js]
;W[ks]
;B[hr]
;W[dp]
;B[cq]
;W[dq]
;B[cr]
;W[co]
;B[bo]
;W[cn]
;B[bn]
;W[cm]
;B[bm]
;W[en])))
(;B[fp]
(;W[gq]
;B[er]
(;W[ir]
;B[lm]
;W[mm]
;B[mn]
;W[nm]
;B[nn]
;W[on]C[about 5 points and lots of aji in sente]
;B[ge]
;W[if])
(;W[lm]
;B[ir]
;W[jr]
;B[fs]C[monkey jump]))
(;W[gr]C[this looks like a cool tesuji though]
;B[er]
(;W[lm])
(;W[ge]
;B[ir]
;W[jr]))))
(;W[jl]C[the right side of my centre is the bigger one, not the top due to G15]))
(;B[in]C[closer to the centre seems more natural to me])
(;B[jm]))
(;W[hm]C[huge move]))
(;W[mq]
(;B[nr])
(;B[mr]
;W[hm]C[this is the sort of thing I should be doing])))
(;W[oq]
;B[rn]C[the right side aji is horrible]
;W[qm]
;B[jn]))
(;W[qo]))
(;B[np]
;W[no]
;B[mo]
(;W[oo]
;B[lp]
;W[mq]
;B[lq]
;W[mr]
;B[lr]
;W[lo]
;B[mn]
;W[nr]
;B[ko]
;W[ln]
;B[jp]C[it seems like it might be ok for white but the corner still has aji

black gains a lot of territory too]
;W[kn]
(;B[jn]
;W[jm]
;B[im]
;W[in]
;B[jo]
;W[jl]
;B[il]
;W[ik]
;B[jk]
;W[kl]
;B[hk]
;W[ij]
;B[hj]
;W[hn]
;B[gm]
;W[ip]
;B[iq]
;W[io]
;B[kp]
;W[hq]
;B[ir]
;W[jr]
;B[hr]
;W[ks]
;B[ls]
;W[kr]
;B[or]
;W[oq]
;B[is]
;W[gr]
;B[gq]
;W[op]
;B[hp]
;W[ms])
(;B[qq]
;W[pr]
;B[ro]
;W[rr]
;B[rl]))
(;W[mq]C[the aggressive variation]
(;B[oo]
;W[nn]
;B[op]
;W[pq])
(;B[mr]
;W[lr]
;B[nr]
;W[kp]
;B[oo]
;W[nn]
(;B[qq]
;W[qp]
;B[pq]
;W[op]
;B[rp]
;W[ro]
;B[rq]
;W[qn])
(;B[po]
;W[qp])
(;B[op]C[but this is so tricky]
(;W[pq]
;B[po]
;W[qo]
;B[qn]
;W[ro]
;B[rn]
(;W[om]
;B[pm]
;W[pl]
;B[pr]
;W[qr]
;B[oq]
;W[rq]
;B[so]
;W[rp]
;B[os]
;W[ms]
;B[rl]
;W[rk]
;B[ol]
;W[mn]
(;B[pk])
(;B[qk]
;W[rm]
(;B[sl]
;W[sm]
;B[qm]
;W[sk])
(;B[qm]
;W[sl]
;B[pk]
;W[rl]
;B[rj]
;W[ok]
;B[nl]
;W[pj]
;B[sj])))
(;W[rq]
;B[pl]))
(;W[qo]
(;B[qn]
;W[rn]
;B[pn]
(;W[rm]
;B[qp])
(;W[rp]
;B[pl]))
(;B[nm]))
(;W[om]
;B[po]
;W[gm]C[the centre looks too small]))))))
(;W[pq]C[this risks losing all my centre - R10 still has aji, and then G15 is so painful.

K3 isn't strong either]))
(;B[fi]
(;W[fj]
;B[ej]
;W[ei]
;B[di]
;W[eh]
;B[dh]C[this sort of thing is very powerful after reducing the centre]
;W[dk]
;B[el])
(;W[eg]
;B[gi])))
(;W[eg]C[just protect ...])
(;W[in]C[or play a big point]
(;B[eg]
;W[eh]
(;B[fh]
;W[dh]
;B[gh]
;W[jg]
;B[ej]
;W[ck]
;B[bl]
;W[ei]
;B[fi]
;W[ci])
(;B[dh]
;W[ei])
(;B[ei]
;W[dh]))
(;B[ei]
;W[eg]
;B[di]
;W[gf])
(;B[eh]
;W[eg]
;B[dg]
;W[dh])))
(;W[in]C[this sort of move looks better to me. white has a weakness at L14 but should be able to fight.

of course if black cuts at J16, white sacrifices the top two stones]
(;B[id]
;W[ie]
;B[hd]
;W[he]
;B[hc]
;W[gc]
;B[hb]
;W[gb]
;B[ia]
;W[fe])
(;B[kf]
;W[ke]
;B[le]
;W[lg]
;B[kg]
;W[if]
;B[kh])))
(;B[kf]
;W[ke]
;B[le]C[black has the ladder just, but]
;W[lg]
;B[kg]
;W[if]
;B[lh]
;W[mg]
;B[mh]
;W[ng]C[white escapes])
(;B[ke]
;W[kf]
;B[jf]
;W[ie]
;B[jg]
;W[hg]
(;B[lh]
;W[mg])
(;B[mg]
;W[lh]))
(;B[jd]
;W[kd]
;B[ke]
;W[kf]
;B[le]
;W[id]
;B[jf]
;W[ie]
;B[jg]
;W[mf])
(;B[od]
;W[qc]
;B[ng]C[this is proper shape]))
(;B[kf]C[this is the natural counter as white can't connect everything

but...]
;W[mb]
;B[kd]
(;W[jd]
;B[jc])
(;W[jc]
;B[jd]
;W[ic]
;B[pj]C[this fight is now awkward, but white made a huge territory gain on the top]))
(;AE[ld]AB[md]C[In this situation black can attack more strongly]
;B[kg]C[pushing white towards black's thickness and white's weak left]))
(;B[ge]TR[kf][jg][ch][dh]C[this seems better to me - in the middle of the white floating stones, aiming for a more severe attack later])
(;B[jc]C[my plain intention]
;W[fe]C[now this is very different]
;B[ge]
;W[gf]
;B[he]
;W[hf]
;B[hd]
;W[ff]))
(;W[fe]
;B[ge]
;W[gf]
;B[he]
;W[hf]
;B[ie]
;W[if]
;B[je]
;W[gq]
;B[ff]
;W[fg]
;B[ee]
;W[eg]
;B[pj]C[I strongly considered this but it seems I was in an attacking mood - I didn't want my opponent to be solid])
(;W[gf]C[responding loosely locally seems to only make the situation worse]
(;B[ef])
(;B[ge])))
(;B[md]C[normal]))
(;W[nc]
;B[rd]
;W[pi]
;B[qc]
;W[kc]C[but this seems fine]))
(;W[gf]C[Defending the shape against D15 and F15 seems necessary, but I wanted more fighting])
(;W[ie])
(;W[nq]))
(;B[fe]
(;W[ge]
(;B[fd]
;W[ff]
;B[gc]
;W[gf]
;B[ic]C[normal joseki])
(;B[ff]C[I didn't know what happens here, but it will be a fight]
;W[fd]
;B[de]
;W[df]
;B[ee]
(;W[gf]
;B[gg]
;W[fg]C[for example])
(;W[bj]
;B[gf]
;W[je])))
(;W[fd]
;B[de]C[heavy (risky) for white]))
(;B[de]
;W[eg]
;B[ff]
;W[fg]
;B[gf]
;W[jd]))