(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[AGA]SZ[19]KM[7.50]
PW[dh]PB[aw]C[not only did I get so far behind against a 1d, but he only used up 30 mins, and I used up my 90 mins and a round of byo-yomi


but with leela analysis, perhaps I was less behind than I thought. I need to work on such judgement.]
;B[dp]
;W[pp]
;B[dc]
;W[pd]
;B[ch]
;W[fq]
;B[dn]
;W[cq]
;B[dq]
;W[dr]
;B[er]
;W[cr]
;B[eq]
;W[bo]
;B[bn]
;W[co]
;B[cn]
;W[fr]
;B[fp]C[didn't know how to respond, tempted by push cut D5, but seemed early]
;W[gd]
;B[jd]
;W[dd]
;B[ec]C[huh]
(;W[cc]C[silly


leela says it is 3% worse ...]
;B[ed]
(;W[de]
;B[ee]
;W[dg]C[my shape seemed suspect, but I didn't find a better way to exploit it than the game]
(;B[ef]
;W[cg]
;B[cb]
;W[dh]
;B[ci]
;W[di]
;B[cj]
;W[bd]
;B[bc]
;W[cd]
;B[bb]
;W[dj]
;B[ck]C[B didn't need to keep retreating, so I was still content with my result


leela thinks W is slightly ahead]
;W[gj]
;B[ij]
;W[gh]
;B[hg]
(;W[gg]
;B[gf]
;W[hf]
;B[ge]
(;W[if]C[this was too much]
;B[hi]C[good move, J14 is too heavy]
;W[id]C[but leela actually this it is B in trouble in this sequence]
;B[gi]
;W[fi]
;B[fj]
;W[fk]
;B[fh]
;W[ej]
(;B[fg]C[at least C14/15 is an eye]
(;W[je]C[wrong shape, pure empty triangle

but still at 58% for W

This is what I mean about my centre sense having issues]
;B[kd]
;W[ke]C[losing another 2%]
;B[ld]
;W[ic]
;B[le]
;W[ih]
;B[hh]
;W[lf]
;B[ne]C[leela says slack]
(;W[qf]C[losing 7% over N14]
;B[mf]
;W[lg]
;B[he]
;W[ie]
;B[mh]C[ouch, B played well]
;W[kb]
;B[lb]
;W[kc]
;B[lc]
;W[fb]C[trying to live, but still not alive locally, so K13 may well just kill if B is solid]
;B[qh]
;W[qb]
;B[ds]
(;W[cp]C[too automatic to catch the mistake in B's thinking]
;B[nq]C[I'm in trouble this game


but leela says only 51.2 to B]
;W[qn]
;B[pr]
;W[lq]
;B[no]
;W[gp]
;B[qq]
;W[qk]
;B[ro]
;W[og]C[some element of desperation here,

leela says this loses 13%]
(;B[oh]
;W[nr]
;B[oq]
;W[fo]
;B[do]
(;W[lo]
;B[kp]
;W[lp]
;B[ip]C[oh dear, now I really have no points]
;W[in]
;B[jn]
;W[jo]
;B[io]
;W[jm]
;B[kn]
;W[ko]
(;B[ok]C[losing 10%]
;W[im]
;B[rf]
(;W[nh]C[my last chance]
;B[ni]
;W[ph]
;B[ng]
;W[pi]
;B[qe]
;W[pe]
;B[qg]
;W[pg]
;B[pf]
;W[of]
(;B[oe]C[pointless, B is happy just to live I think]
;W[qf]
;B[fs]
(;W[gr]
;B[pf]
;W[qd]
;B[qf]
;W[qi]
;B[rd]
;W[rc]
;B[se]
(;W[rh]
;B[rg]
;W[ri]
;B[sg]
;W[rn]
;B[gs]
;W[hr]
;B[hs]
;W[ir]
;B[is]
;W[cs]
;B[es]
;W[jr]
;B[ob]
;W[pb]
;B[pc]
;W[oc]
;B[od]
;W[qc]
;B[nb]
;W[sc]
;B[sd]
;W[ra]
(;B[hb]
;W[ib]
;B[fc]C[ouch]
(;W[ki]
(;B[jh]
;W[ji]
;B[ig]
;W[jg]
;B[kh]
;W[lh]
;B[ii]
;W[mi]
;B[nh]
;W[mj]
;B[mk]
;W[nj]
;B[oj]
;W[nf]
;B[mg]
;W[oi]C[W+R, B dies instead])
(;B[kj]
;W[lj]C[I didn't notice this can live]
;B[li]
;W[lh]
;B[mi]
;W[ji]
;B[jj]
;W[ig]))
(;W[gb]
;B[hc]))
(;B[jg]C[this may still just kill, but it is less clear as B's shape is weaker]
;W[lh]
;B[ig]
;W[mi]
;B[mg]
;W[li]
;B[nj]
;W[kg]
;B[lk]))
(;W[sc]C[tempted to try for a rip off, but decided against]
(;B[sd]
;W[sg]
(;B[rg]
;W[ri])
(;B[ri]
;W[sf]
;B[rj]
;W[rk]
;B[qj]
;W[pj]
;B[rh]
;W[pk]
;B[re]
;W[sj]))
(;B[ri]
;W[rj]
;B[sg]C[this just lives, and I lose a lot])))
(;W[hr]C[here, but I was in overtime, also, the B2 ko was upsetting]
;B[br]
(;W[bs]
;B[bq]
;W[ar]
;B[aq]
;W[ao])
(;W[cs]
;B[bq]
;W[es]))
(;W[qd]C[a serious possibility]))
(;B[qd]
;W[qc]
;B[rj]
;W[qj]
;B[rk]
;W[rl]
;B[qi]))
(;W[re]C[I thought I was in deep trouble if I played here, but leela likes W]
;B[rn]
;W[nm]))
(;B[hn]
;W[im]
;B[go]C[B is fine]))
(;W[jp]))
(;B[mg]
;W[pi]
;B[jg]C[actually B N13 is sente to kill W]
;W[hb]
;B[gc]
;W[fc]
;B[hd]
;W[gb]
;B[ka]))
(;W[cs]C[should block for liberties]))
(;W[mf]C[probably here is necessary]))
(;W[jc]C[better

63.6%]))
(;B[be]
;W[bf]
;B[ce]
;W[cf]))
(;W[ii]C[still here]
;B[ig]
;W[ih]))
(;W[ii]C[better]))
(;B[dh]
;W[ef]
;B[cg]
;W[ff]))
(;W[ee]C[probably should be here]
;B[cd]
;W[de]
;B[bc]C[for some reason I was scared of this]
;W[ce]
;B[cb]
;W[gf]))
(;W[ed]C[obviously]
;B[fd]C[i have no reason to be scared of this]
;W[fe]
;B[fc]
;W[cd]))