(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[AGA]SZ[19]KM[7.50]
PW[dh]PB[ak]
;B[dp]
;W[pp]
;B[dd]
;W[pd]
;B[nq]
;W[qn]
;B[jp]
;W[cn]
;B[cl]
;W[cq]
;B[dq]
;W[cp]
;B[do]
;W[dn]
;B[co]
;W[bo]
;B[bp]
;W[bq]
;B[bn]
;W[ap]
;B[en]
;W[bm]
;B[dm]
;W[an]
;B[fm]
;W[el]
;B[cm]
;W[bn]
;B[em]
;W[fc]
;B[id]
;W[cf]
;B[cc]
;W[he]C[I got to play this move, hooray!]
;B[ie]
;W[hf]
(;B[nd]
;W[ee]
;B[de]
;W[df]
;B[fd]C[??? this makes no sense]
;W[ed]
;B[ec]
;W[eb]
;B[dc]
;W[gd]
(;B[ef]C[???]
;W[fe]
;B[eg]
;W[bd]
;B[bc]
(;W[ce]
;B[db]
;W[fb]
;B[ch]
;W[bh]
;B[bi]
;W[bg]
;B[ci]
(;W[ab]C[big mistake]
;B[bb]
;W[ca]
;B[ac]
;W[da]
;B[ad]
;W[ae]
;B[af]
(;W[be]C[mistake?]
(;B[cg]C[huge mistake]
;W[ba]
;B[aa]
;W[ea]
;B[pf]
;W[rd]
;B[nf]
;W[nc]
;B[mc]
;W[oc]
;B[no]
;W[oq]
;B[nr]
(;W[nm]C[my problems started here

this is a fake connection]
;B[on]
;W[np]C[!!]
;B[mp]
;W[om]
(;B[pm]C[but this is still powerful]
;W[pn]
;B[pl]
;W[ok]
;B[pk]
;W[pj]
;B[qj]
;W[ol]
;B[pi]
;W[oj]
;B[qi]
;W[rl]
;B[rk]
;W[lk]C[too timid]
;B[jk]
;W[mi]
;B[km]
;W[lm]
;B[kn]
;W[or]C[huge reverse sente endgame]
;B[op]
;W[pq]
;B[hh]
;W[ki]
;B[lh]
;W[li]
(;B[ii]
;W[ln]
;B[lo]
;W[kl]
;B[jl]
;W[mb]
;B[lc]
;W[lb]
;B[mn]
;W[mm]
;B[kk]
(;W[kj]
;B[ll]
;W[mk]
;B[qe]
;W[re]
;B[rf]
;W[dr]
;B[er]
;W[cr]
(;B[fq]
;W[ns]
;B[ms]
;W[os]
;B[mr]
;W[kc]
;B[le]
;W[oi]
;B[kd]
;W[jc]
;B[ic]C[only at this point did I realise that I didn't have enough points]
;W[ib]
;B[qd]
;W[qc]
;B[hb]
;W[jb]
;B[hc]C[I may still have to fight the A18 ko]
;W[gg]
;B[dg]
;W[cb]
;B[ah]
;W[bf]
;B[ai]
;W[ag]
;B[gh]
;W[kf]
;B[if]
;W[jd]
;B[je]
;W[ke]
;B[ld]
;W[lf]
;B[mf]
;W[kh]
;B[nh]
;W[oh]
;B[pg]
;W[oe]
;B[ne]
;W[pe]
(;B[qf]
;W[ng]
;B[mg]
;W[mh]
;B[lg]
;W[kg]
;B[hg]
;W[og]C[W is relieved to capture this double sente 3 points]
;B[of]
;W[ff]
;B[fg]
;W[gf]
(;B[ia]C[losing 2 points]
;W[ja]
;B[ha]
;W[gc]
;B[se]
;W[rc]
;B[od]
;W[pc]
;B[bl]
;W[nn]
;B[oo]
;W[mo]
;B[ka]
;W[kb]
;B[mn]
;W[jj]
;B[ij]
;W[mo]
;B[po]
;W[qo]
;B[np]
;W[qm]
;B[qk]
;W[ph]
;B[qh]
;W[sd]
;B[sf]
;W[sk]
;B[sj]
;W[sl]
;B[ql]
;W[rm]
;B[rq]
;W[rp]
;B[ds]
;W[cs]
;B[es]
;W[al]
;B[ak]
;W[jh]
;B[ig]
;W[ml]
;B[ih]
;W[mn]
;B[kl]
;W[am]C[W+0.5

I'm a bit confused about the ko situation, but B got the last dame, so it probably didn't matter.

B lost at least 4 points in endgame, and didn't quite have enough ko threats to fight for N6 (it was played out in the game, and I think losing the S17 threat may have lost B the game)])
(;B[ha]
;W[gc]
;B[ja]))
(;B[mh]C[tempting to fight the semeai, but probably no good for B]
;W[kg]
;B[jg]
;W[og]
;B[of]
;W[ng]
;B[mg]
;W[qf]
;B[ml]
;W[nl]
;B[nj]
;W[ni]
;B[mj]
;W[qg]))
(;B[es]C[2 points better]))
(;W[ll]C[better]))
(;B[mb]C[I thought this was bigger]))
(;B[pn]
;W[pm]
;B[qm]C[now this is less powerful]
;W[po]
;B[op]
;W[ql]))
(;W[kl]C[I was too lazy to try to live inside]))
(;B[ba]C[seki]))
(;W[bf]
;B[be]
;W[cd]
;B[ae]
;W[ba]
;B[dg]
;W[cb]
;B[aa]
;W[ea]
;B[po]
;W[ab]
;B[qo]
;W[ag]))
(;W[ad]C[I should have played here]
(;B[ah]
;W[ac]
;B[bb]
;W[ca]
;B[dg]
;W[ab]
;B[cg]
;W[bf]
;B[ag]
;W[af]
;B[ai]
;W[da])
(;B[ac]
;W[da]
;B[ca]
;W[bb]
;B[ah]
;W[ea]
;B[cb]
;W[cd])))
(;W[be]C[should be here, it is hard to kill W]
;B[ch]
;W[bh]
;B[bi]
;W[bg]
;B[ci]
;W[af]
;B[db]
;W[fb]
;B[ac]
;W[da]
;B[ca]
;W[bb]
;B[ad]
;W[ea]
;B[cb]
;W[ab]
;B[cg]
;W[ae]
;B[dg]
;W[ce]
;B[ah]
;W[cd])
(;W[dh]C[possibly here]))
(;B[fb]C[expected]
;W[fe]
;B[gb]
;W[pf]))
(;B[hd]C[B said he regretted tenuki]
(;W[gd]
;B[fe]
;W[ge]
;B[eg]
;W[mc])
(;W[ee]C[I had been planning this, but in the review found the weakness]
;B[de]
;W[df]
;B[fd]C[this time it is to play here ...])))