(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2] RU[AGA]SZ[19]KM[7.50] PW[Gong Xiaoyu]PB[DH]WR[3d]C[2018 0101 I won by 14.5 as evidence to my casual laziness, I played the entire endgame by feeling, barely counting points/size of move at all. NB later endgame not necessarily recorded in order I made a huge overplay in the opening (after thinking for half an hour ...) even after I comfortably escaped, I didn't actually seem to have much territory, and was under pressure the whole game. However I gained huge amounts points in the endgame as usual. we played together in the pairgo getting 3/4 wins. I tend to think that rengo is the most fun type of go.] ;B[pd] ;W[dp] ;B[pp] ;W[dc] ;B[ce] ;W[cj] (;B[gc]C[standard human move, but very unusual for me, but I thought I'd try it.] ;W[de] ;B[dd]C[experimenting she said she had never seen this before] (;W[ed] ;B[cd] ;W[ee]C[normal] ;B[ec] ;W[fc] ;B[eb] ;W[fb] ;B[db] ;W[gd]C[this seems locally slightly better for B and the position of C10 seems slightly off directionwise] (;B[cg]C[I couldn't figure out if this was big. I suspect alphago would find a way to avoid playing this move, but it is normal shape for pre-alphago play] ;W[kc]C[still very bad aji at G18, K16, but normal] ;B[fq] ;W[cn] ;B[nq] ;W[qf] (;B[nc]C[this move isn't so great as I used to think unless there is something more severe in the W area (perhaps J17?) but I guess this game turned into a pre-alphago sort of game that I wasn't used to.] ;W[rd]C[this is actually pretty annoying in this position] ;B[qc] ;W[qi] ;B[dq] ;W[cq] ;B[cr] ;W[br] ;B[er] ;W[cs] ;B[ep] ;W[dr] ;B[do] (;W[eq]C[online I normally punish this with C5 immediately (I've played it twice with good results), but with the C10 stone, I increasingly felt that the C5 fight didn't really work for B. Also, it is very difficult for W to find a follow up now in the shape as W doesn't have a big enough ko threat. Hence B doesn't have to worry much about this group of stones getting pincered and attacked and hence should tenuki. This was my conclusion in the game, and yet ...] (;B[qk]C[probably a bit much, I was feeling a bit agressive against a 3d] ;W[qm]C[I was losing confidence at this point though] (;B[co]C[I thought this didn't work, but still wanted to fight anyway ...] ;W[eo] ;B[dq] ;W[cp] ;B[dn] (;W[fo]C[even if B lives on both sides, this move is so powerful in the centre that B is still in deep trouble.] ;B[hq]C[there is so much aji at G3, H4, K3] (;W[cm]C[this didn't necessarily feel like the shape to me (unless it just works)] ;B[bo] (;W[fm]C[suboptimal] ;B[dm] ;W[cl] (;B[fl]C[doesn't help/work] (;W[gm]C[super slack] ;B[el] (;W[gl]C[slow shape] (;B[fj] (;W[di]C[too slow surely] ;B[gk] ;W[ch]C[B managed to get out very successfully, and the end result feels slightly better for B but B has to be careful, as territorially though B got B5, W did get the chance to play C12 and the F5 stone still reduces B potential a lot on the lower side. I think I play some slightly slack moves and the game becomes a bit tight still, but it is hard to identify where I should have played] (;B[ik]C[this looks normal, and I don't think I can criticise this as B is too weak and always owes a move here] (;W[jm] (;B[kp]C[is there a better move than this? this proper shape does everything in one move, but the efficiency might not be sufficient. after W played K4, this W group didn't really look thin anymore so perhaps I had a more severe more] ;W[qp] ;B[qq] ;W[qo] (;B[kl]C[I thought I should be doing something against this W group, but I couldn't really find anything severe] ;W[km] (;B[ll] ;W[lm] ;B[ml] ;W[jp] ;B[jq] ;W[ip] ;B[kq] ;W[fp] (;B[hd] (;W[hc] ;B[ic] (;W[hb]C[?] ;B[ge] ;W[fd] ;B[id]C[surely B is too happy] ;W[ib] (;B[kd] ;W[ld] (;B[ke] ;W[mc]C[once W gets this, my shape looks very bad L16 or L15 seems wrong] (;B[nd]C[I took a long time for this move] ;W[le] ;B[lf] (;W[mf]C[I am not convinced that W should give up the centre points to separate. But maybe it is best and shape just messed up the follow up against the corner.] ;B[lg] ;W[mg] ;B[mh] ;W[gg] ;B[hg]C[I'm not really clear if this works] ;W[gh]C[but W backed off in proper shape] ;B[hh] ;W[rq]C[ginormous] ;B[qr] ;W[rc] ;B[mb] ;W[lb] ;B[rb]C[I was reasonably confident living here] (;W[qd]C[very bad move] ;B[pb] ;W[eq]C[around 9 points] ;B[nh]C[much bigger (W P15 is painful if W gets this point)] ;W[pj] ;B[pl] ;W[pm]C[huh?] ;B[ol] ;W[gq] ;B[hr] ;W[gr]C[around 11 points] ;B[bg]C[around 18 points, W's endgame moves pale in comparison] ;W[rr]C[around 10 points] ;B[qg]C[W in trouble this is a game winning move (though B was probably slightly ahead without it already)] ;W[rg] ;B[pg] (;W[ri]C[this can't be right] ;B[rh] ;W[qh] ;B[rf] ;W[sh] ;B[qe] ;W[re] ;B[pf] ;W[sf] ;B[eh]C[this loses points, but I was thinking about ko threats, but I probably should have just played N15 and be done with it actually I think I was also trying to defend against bad aji at H11] ;W[bh] ;B[al] ;W[bl] ;B[me]C[eventually I decide I don't have enough ko threats] ;W[qs]C[over 5 points in sente] ;B[or] ;W[qf] ;B[gf] ;W[rk]C[around 5 in reverse sente but very weird that W never captured at Q15, it gains at least 2 points in sente.] ;B[hp]C[6 points ish?] ;W[nj]C[around 7 in sente! compared to P11] ;B[mj] ;W[eg] ;B[gi] ;W[fg] ;B[rf] ;W[ag] ;B[af] ;W[ah] ;B[cf] ;W[nk] ;B[mm] ;W[po] ;B[op] ;W[nn] ;B[om] ;W[hs] ;B[ir] ;W[nb] ;B[md] ;W[ma] ;B[jc] ;W[jb] ;B[lc] ;W[ld] ;B[ql] ;W[rl] ;B[oi] ;W[oj] ;B[qj] ;W[pi] ;B[mk] ;W[jl] ;B[jk] ;W[oo] ;B[ps] ;W[rs] ;B[mp] ;W[am] ;B[hl] ;W[hm] ;B[il] ;W[im] ;B[sc] ;W[ob] ;B[oc] ;W[qf] ;B[pe] ;W[bp] ;B[an] ;W[bn] ;B[bm] ;W[ak] ;B[rf] ;W[se] ;B[dk] ;W[dl] ;B[em] ;W[ck] ;B[ni] ;W[ei] ;B[fi] ;W[ej] ;B[ek] ;W[ko] ;B[lo] ;W[jo] ;B[ho] ;W[ln] ;B[no] ;W[mn] ;B[mo] ;W[fh] ;B[on] ;W[pn] ;B[rj] ;W[sj] ;B[ph] ;W[ea] ;B[cc] ;W[dg] ;B[da] ;W[fa] ;B[is] ;W[gs] ;B[gp] ;W[fr] ;B[oa] ;W[na] ;B[pa] ;W[am] ;B[ao] ;W[ap] ;B[in] ;W[jn] ;B[iq] ;W[hn] ;B[io] ;W[go] ;B[en] ;W[fn] ;B[qf] ;W[dj] ;B[fk] ;W[sg] ;B[le] ;W[lc]TW[ga][ha][ia][ja][ka][la][gb][kb][mb][gc][dh][eh][rh][ai][bi][ci][si][aj][bj][bk][sk][al][sl][bm][rm][sm][gn][kn][qn][rn][sn][ro][so][ep][rp][sp][aq][bq][dq][fq][sq][ar][cr][er][sr][as][bs][ds][es][fs][ss]TB[aa][ba][ca][qa][ra][sa][ab][bb][cb][qb][sb][ac][bc][dc][pc][ad][bd][jd][od][ae][be][he][ie][je][ne][oe][bf][hf][if][jf][kf][mf][nf][of][ig][jg][kg][mg][ng][og][ih][jh][kh][lh][oh][hi][ii][ji][ki][li][mi][gj][hj][ij][jj][kj][lj][hk][kk][lk][lp][np][lq][mq][oq][pq][jr][kr][lr][mr][nr][pr][js][ks][ls][ms][ns][os]) (;W[re]C[weird but shape])) (;W[sb]C[locally still painful] ;B[qb] ;W[nb] ;B[ob] ;W[ma] ;B[oa] ;W[oe] ;B[od])) (;W[li]C[I felt that there seemed plently for W to do in the centre with the L14 cut, but I don't know])) (;B[mf]C[I tried to find a good move in the centre, but couldn't find one]) (;B[lh])) (;B[lc]C[I was probably feeling good about the game and didnt feel like aiming at these complications, but I am not that convinced that B is that ahead right now])) (;B[ld]C[more shape] ;W[kd] ;B[ke] ;W[je] ;B[jf])) (;W[gb]C[surely])) (;W[ge] ;B[je]C[this was my plan but maybe I was overly focused on the centre? it turned out much more difficult that I expected to make points there])) (;B[rq]C[perhaps this is still normal?])) (;B[lm]C[this may well be better] ;W[jp] ;B[jq] ;W[ip] ;B[kq] ;W[ln] ;B[ll] ;W[gq] ;B[gr] ;W[gp] ;B[rq]C[maybe?])) (;B[io]C[this may still be the shape point but it is a lot worse efficiency when L4 is already there])) (;B[io]C[I considered this I can't explain why I discarded it as in hindsight it seems better. I think I was concerned W might have a good move like K9 or K5, or aim more severely at the K3 weakness, but I'm not convinced there is anything.]) (;B[jp]C[defending against K4 shape in the game, but leaving problems of it's own at L4])) (;W[ip]C[I think this is better] ;B[iq] ;W[kp]C[W may be able to play L9 depending on B's response below])) (;B[il]C[I'm not sure this is really realistic]) (;B[jp]C[or here] ;W[il] ;B[ij]C[but I don't know])) (;W[dh])) (;B[di]C[shape, but I didn't think that it worked yet])) (;W[ip]C[shape to aim at playing D12 or H9 instead])) (;W[el]C[possible] ;B[em] ;W[gl] ;B[fk] ;W[ek]) (;W[gl] ;B[el] ;W[gk]C[even like this F8 is a bad move])) (;B[el]C[only move])) (;W[el]C[this is the real shape and B is in deep trouble, though probably W has to play H4 first]) (;W[hp] ;B[iq] ;W[el] ;B[dm] ;W[dl] ;B[fn] ;W[fp] ;B[eq] ;W[en] ;B[em] ;W[fm] ;B[gn] ;W[gp]C[surely B is dead])) (;W[em]C[this was my first instinct] ;B[cm] ;W[bn]C[it isn't even very easy for B to live (remember that W has H4 etc in sente)]) (;W[bo]C[this is a shape though too submissive B can't atari B6 as B gets captured in tombstone style] ;B[dm]C[so this was my plan])) (;W[en]C[even this looks very risky for B] ;B[dm] ;W[em] ;B[dl] ;W[fp] ;B[el]C[here?] ;W[gq] ;B[di])) (;B[qo]C[normal (need to focus on the corners)])) (;B[qn]C[alphago style?]) (;B[qj]C[I considered this overly territorial move, but I think it feels a bit much])) (;W[cp]C[normal for alphago])) (;B[qi]C[I would play this sort of move if we took this position again.])) (;B[cq] ;W[cf]C[locally] ;B[bf]C[if double hane, B might capture outside and sacrifice the corner] ;W[be]C[but this seems severe] ;B[bd] ;W[bg] ;B[ae]C[is it ok to let W spend another move here? I strongly suspect alphago wouldn't mind this result for B])) (;W[cd]C[I think this works well enough in this position] ;B[ed] ;W[cf] (;B[cc] ;W[be] ;B[bd] ;W[ce] ;B[ec] ;W[bc] ;B[db]C[C10 is further away than C11 which should make it even better for W in this alphago joseki (master vs ke jie)]) (;B[be]C[this seems very difficult for B]))) (;B[cq]C[I didn't feel comfortable playing 3-3 in this position with C10 a good distance from the wall.]))