(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[AGA]SZ[19]KM[7.50]
PW[catalin taranu]PB[dhu]C[I played a lot more solid than normal with a view to reducing the centre

61 is the move I am most upset about, as it shows immaturity. costing my shape too much.

other mistakes were mostly time trouble + reading error]
;B[pd]
;W[dc]
;B[pp]
;W[co]
;B[ce]
;W[dh]
;B[ed]C[I'd didn't find myself completely convinced by this move in this position

as if I go into the lower left corner, D12 seems well placed]
;W[ec]
;B[fd]
;W[fc]
;B[gd]
;W[hc]
;B[cq]C[says alphago]
;W[ep]
;B[eq]
;W[fp]
;B[fq]
;W[gp]
;B[gq]
;W[hp]
;B[cj]
(;W[ei]C[I was very happy to see this]
;B[bh]
;W[hq]C[too slow]
(;B[nq]C[biggest point as W is so solid (with H2 and J2 in half sente) that it is almost territory if W plays here]
;W[qj]
(;B[qf]C[catalin said this was slack and I partially agree, but I'm not sure of a better move]
(;W[qm]
;B[qo]
;W[dk]C[W's position on the right seems inefficient, but getting sente to take this point seems ok

still, though in the game I felt uncomfortable letting W take sente here, in hindsight, I think I am very happy with the overall position, as now the B13 attachment is light and not such a big deal]
;B[ck]
;W[dl]
;B[oc]C[R12 is sort of a no mans land]
(;W[cd]
(;B[dd]
;W[cc]
(;B[df]C[the proper move, as I was concerned with W's centre]
(;W[qh]C[really???]
(;B[kq]C[catalin says I should have played one higher due to his next good move

It makes a lot of sense, but I'm not completely convinced]
(;W[kp]C[very nice shape and direction]
;B[lp]
;W[lo]C[the L5 cut is the key of this game as the centre fight is critical

the L3 stone is very small in comparison as it is right next to the W wall (especially with H2 and J2 half sente)]
(;B[pm]C[a pretty good idea despite how bad and crude the shape looks]
;W[pl]
;B[ol]
(;W[pn]C[I didn't actually read this]
;B[om]
;W[qn]
;B[pk]
;W[ql]
(;B[ni]C[I was quite happy to find such a nice shape in the game (it works very naturally with the Q11 peep and I can aim at S11 etc if I get solid), but afterwards felt that it wasn't good enough.

I'm still not clear about this move. Is it more important to make shape and start to connect back now or to reduce the centre immediately?

I was already feeling a bit uncomfortable about the game]
;W[mp]
;B[lq]
;W[op]
;B[oq]
;W[qq]
(;B[pq]C[I quite happy I calmly connected]
;W[ro]
(;B[qk]
;W[rk]
;B[pj]C[very bad move!

I lose so much - the Q11 peep, the S11 peep etc

I think I ran out of my main time of 60 mins here, while Catalin had used up 30 mins]
;W[qi]
;B[rp]
;W[nk]C[I was crying inside at this, B's shape is so bad, but perhaps I got too caught up in a bad mood]
;B[ok]
;W[on]
(;B[mm]
;W[qp]
(;B[rj]C[disastrous move]
(;W[rm]C[I felt like resigning

now I have no good move]
;B[qr]C[for the next 30 moves or so I was constantly tempted to resign, especially as it went from 10 moves in 5 mins to 20 to 30.

but I thought that I don't normally get a chance to face a pro ...]
;W[oh]
;B[jc]
;W[pf]C[nice tesuji, very difficult for B]
;B[pg]C[shows desperation and the centre is probably B's only hope]
;W[qg]
;B[of]
;W[rf]
;B[pe]
;W[oi]
;B[nj]
;W[re]
(;B[rq]C[clearly too small, I didn't even realise it at the time with 15 seconds a move, but when he pointed it out afterwards, it was obvious.

It is around 13-14 points]
;W[nh]
(;B[ln]C[absolute nonsense low on time]
;W[ko]C[W is happy to connect and B has nothing]
;B[kn]C[questionable again

completely gote without even much of a follow up]
;W[lj]
;B[fk]C[shows desperation]
(;W[dj]C[he responded!]
;B[mk]
(;W[qc]C[premature]
;B[mh]
;W[mg]
;B[lh]
;W[nf]
(;B[ij]C[very good shape sense in centre in time trouble

it seems the perfect point, but still I was debating whether or not to resign]
(;W[md]
;B[mc]
;W[lc]
;B[mb]
;W[nd]
(;B[kc]
;W[ld]
;B[lb]
;W[pc]
;B[od]
;W[ob]
;B[nc]C[difficult for W to attack B with the G18 weakness and the P13 eye]
(;W[ji]C[clearly going for an indirect attack, but this is a blatant risky play, on the edge of working and not ]
;B[jg]C[shape to attack

B is very thin, but W is a long way from home]
;W[ii]
;B[hi]
(;W[jj]C[this move commits to the fight but it is a bit heavy]
;B[ik]
;W[ig]
;B[hh]
;W[kg]
;B[kh]
;W[jf]
;B[jh]
;W[ih]
;B[if]
;W[mi]C[premature]
;B[lg]
;W[mj]
;B[nl]
(;W[lf]
;B[kf]
;W[je]
;B[le]
;W[mf]
;B[ke]
;W[ie]
;B[ne]
;W[gg]C[the game has been turned around and it is a very close game now and W has to play exactly to win]
(;B[me]C[time trouble]
;W[jl]C[game over]
;B[fh]
;W[fi]
;B[im]
;W[il]
;B[hl]
;W[hm]
;B[in]
;W[gl]
;B[hk]
;W[gk]
(;B[cl]C[bad shape, but if only I played this now, I think I must have recorded the order of moves wrong and W had already defended at H14 before I played this]
;W[cm]
;B[bm]
;W[bn]
;B[dm]
;W[cn]
(;B[gb]
;W[gc]
;B[hb]
;W[hf]
;B[ng]
;W[jk]
;B[mo]
;W[no]
;B[mn]
;W[bg]
;B[ch]
;W[be]
;B[bf]
;W[af]
;B[cf]
;W[bd]
;B[al]C[oops]
;W[cg]C[W+R])
(;B[hj]
;W[jk]
;B[gm]
;W[hn]
;B[gj]
;W[hf]C[hmm]
;B[gn]
;W[ho]
;B[em]
;W[el]
;B[fl]
;W[fn]
;B[en]
;W[fo]
;B[fm]
;W[eg]
;B[dp]
;W[do]
;B[eo]
;W[bq]
;B[br]
;W[bp]
;B[hr]
;W[ir]
;B[gs]
;W[bl]
;B[jq]
;W[jp]
;B[mo]))
(;B[bm])
(;B[bp]C[best locally to prevent B3 in sente]))
(;B[jk]C[a close game

W has lost a massive amount here and B is still threatening to kill via H14 and F12]
;W[hf]
;B[me]
;W[bg]
;B[ch]
;W[be]
;B[bf]
;W[af]
;B[cf]
;W[bd]
;B[cg]
;W[cl]
;B[gb]
;W[gc]
;B[hb]C[but my count after the game was that this is still a W win, but it is very close.]))
(;W[je]
;B[ke])
(;W[kf]
;B[lf]
;W[ke]
;B[ne])
(;W[ie]C[only move and it is knock-out blow]))
(;W[hh]
;B[ih]
;W[kh]))
(;W[hl]C[best]))
(;B[qd]C[this was the best timing]
;W[rd]
;B[kc]
;W[pc]
;B[qb]
;W[pb]
;B[ob]
;W[rb]
;B[od]C[B is much better than the game]))
(;W[mc]C[very powerful]
;B[me]
;W[ne]
;B[md]
;W[nc]
;B[nd]
;W[ob]
;B[lg]
;W[hl]
;B[jl]
;W[gj]))
(;B[hj]C[this is slightly more ambitious, but unrealistic]))
(;W[ik]C[centre biggest]))
(;W[hk]C[shape]))
(;B[kk]C[shape]))
(;B[ij]C[centre much bigger])
(;B[nh]C[catalin said this is B's best chance and he's probably right]))
(;W[rl]
;B[rq]C[this is B's hope])
(;W[ri]
;B[po]
;W[rq]
;B[rl]
;W[sj]
;B[rn]
;W[sp]
;B[nn]
;W[rm]
;B[oo]
;W[sl]
(;B[hj]C[W's centre evaporates])
(;B[jc]
;W[jl])))
(;B[rq]C[only move]
;W[po]
;B[qr]C[still a long game]))
(;B[rn]C[obviously only move, and it is still a long game]
;W[lk]
;B[ng]C[B is fine for life]
(;W[pf]
;B[ij])
(;W[ji]C[D13 is sente and so is N11

maybe W is in the lead now]
;B[ko]C[I'm not clear what is happening here]
;W[jp]
;B[kj])))
(;B[rp]C[best move

upsetting to give up the corner and very unusual style for me, but shows some maturity?]
(;W[qp]
;B[po]
;W[rq]
;B[qk]
;W[rk]
;B[on]C[best]
;W[rl]
;B[ko]C[I was reluctant to play here, but perhaps it is necessary]
;W[kn]
;B[jo]
;W[ln]
;B[jn]
;W[jm]
;B[jr]
;W[kl]
;B[jc]C[B is doing fine])
(;W[rn]C[this is gote for example])))
(;B[po]C[tempting, but the centre is too important this game]
;W[on]
;B[pq]))
(;B[kk]C[perhaps I had to be daring and play into the centre?]))
(;W[pk]
;B[ko]C[this becomes a serious issue

though to be honest, I'm not sure I would have had the daring to play this variation at the time]
;W[jp]
;B[kn]
;W[mp]
;B[lq]
(;W[mo]
;B[jq]
;W[iq]
;B[mq]
;W[lm]
;B[jl]C[B breaks the centre pretty naturally]
(;W[pn]
;B[jo]
;W[ip]
;B[ln]
;W[mn]
;B[mm])
(;W[ml]
;B[nm])
(;W[lk]
;B[om]
;W[mm]
;B[jj]))
(;W[mq]
;B[mr]
;W[nr]C[looks like a good timing and tesuji but]
;B[mo]
;W[np]
;B[no]
;W[oq]
;B[op]
;W[nq]
;B[pr])))
(;B[pk]C[much better if I'm not aiming at something]
;W[qk]
;B[jj]C[tengen!])
(;B[ko]C[but it doesn't work yet]
;W[jp]
(;B[ln]
;W[mo]
;B[mn]
;W[mp]
;B[lq]
(;W[oo]C[B's shape is too weak to even make shape in sente and W cutting at L6 is severe])
(;W[kn]
;B[jo]
;W[oo]))
(;B[kn]
;W[mp]
;B[lq]
;W[mo]
;B[jq]
;W[iq]
;B[mq]
;W[lm]C[hmm, perhaps it actually isn't clear, but it becomes a lot clearer if B can get the Q7 kikashi])))
(;W[mp]
;B[ko]C[he probably feared this]
;W[mq]
;B[pm]))
(;B[kp]C[if J2 is sente, B has no points, and it isn't clear how this helps reduce W's centre yet (I couldn't see a follow up]))
(;W[lq]C[I was surprised not to see this])
(;W[cg]C[locally annoying]
;B[bf]C[only move, but W loses points in the corner])
(;W[bg]
(;B[cg]
;W[bi]
;B[ch]
;W[ci]
;B[dj]
;W[di]
;B[ej]
;W[fj]C[B in trouble])
(;B[ch]
;W[be]
;B[bf]
;W[af]
;B[cf]
;W[bd]
;B[cg]C[I'm accepting this territory loss])))
(;B[be]C[still want to play here but]
;W[df]
;B[cg]C[W has a multitude of things in sente]
;W[ff]C[but this does seem playable for B still]
;B[fh]C[this peep is annoying

B can delay connecting as H16 is sente]
;W[de]
(;B[dg]
;W[eg]
;B[eh]
;W[gf]
(;B[hd]
;W[ic]
;B[id]C[W's shape is very bad but it isn't clear])
(;B[di]C[maybe this is sufficient]
;W[hd]))
(;B[gf]C[another idea]
;W[dg]
;B[hh])))
(;B[be]C[naturally want to play here but]
;W[ef]C[shape]
(;B[dd]C[no longer sente]
;W[bg]
;B[cg]
;W[ch]
;B[bi]
;W[cf]
;B[bf]
;W[dg]
;B[ag]
;W[bc]
;B[de]C[I felt this was unacceptable])
(;B[df]
;W[dg]C[no good move])
(;B[de]C[only move, but W B13 is very painful])))
(;W[bg]C[Catalin thought that maybe he should have played here and that I should have defended earlier but that seems nonsensical]
(;B[cg]
;W[ch]
;B[bf]
;W[bi]
;B[ag]
;W[ci]C[B is very happy in this variation]
;B[jc])
(;B[ch]
(;W[cg]
;B[dg]
;W[df]
;B[eg]
;W[cf]
;B[eh]
;W[di]
;B[be]
;W[ff]C[this is a lovely tesuji that seems to work here])
(;W[df]C[shape but]
;B[cg]
;W[cf]
;B[bf]
;W[be]
;B[ag]
;W[de]
;B[dg]
;W[eg]
;B[dd]
;W[cd]
;B[ef]C[this cut remains very annoying, though B doesn't have the ladder here so it is probably good for W]
;W[fg]
;B[ee]
;W[ce]C[B doesn't have a great follow up now]
;B[hd]
;W[ic]
;B[id]
;W[jd]
;B[je]
;W[kd]
;B[ke]C[probably B's best hope, and it seems ok for B]))))
(;W[rp]C[I was surprised not to see this]
;B[qo]C[presumably he was scared of ]
;W[ro]
;B[qm]
;W[pq]
;B[oq]
;W[pr]
;B[rn]
;W[dk]
;B[nj]))
(;B[qh]C[Catalin suggested this]
(;W[qm]
;B[qo])
(;W[rp]C[but I was scared of this])))
(;B[nc]C[e.g. this is no mans land as W is already low and not solid])
(;B[pj]C[the only other option I really considered])
(;B[dk]C[these seems to be the proper shape locally but I was concerned about the weakness at B13 or C14 and didn't want to make a heavy group next to the W wall]))
(;W[bh]
;B[ej]C[is this fightable for B? I was nervous]
;W[fh]))