Not studying go these days; trying to find a goal in life. My was really sick last year, but hopefully he's ok now (time will tell). I changed jobs and get paid more now for lower stress. Before, my son's health and my job gave me some amount of stress, and Go was an outlet for that stress.
Now, stress is reduced a lot. I spend lots of time with my family, and exercise everyday.
But apart from those two items, I have room for doing something else. Some ideas:
* study go
* study korean
* study japanese
* start a business
* contract work to start a second form of income
* move abroad for a year
* sell my house and live someplace bigger
* learn a new hobby
* write a book
* make a blog
* do programming competitions
* read more books
Many possibilities come to mind, but I'm a bit paralyzed by choice. No one thing in particular screams out to me as the right path for my life.
So in the meantime, while I casually ponder this, I keep exercising, spending time with family, and not studying other things.
Is it a waste? I guess not if I don't feel a calling. I'm not living up to potential in many parts of life, but I don't seem to feel bad about it.
I guess that's OK?