So, a small update on my game!
I've gotten some great equipment from my brother (what a gift), a new board and glass stones, which is a great motivating to study even harder.
I've also purchased a magnetic board and some more books to help.
Trying to get better I've been reading some books with both life-and-death problems, but also middle-game and opening questions. I'm also browsing through 'shape up' by Chikun, but it's a bit above my level I think. Still, learning some interesting shapes and key points.
I've also finally (up for debate, though) learning some joseki. I'm trying to learn a new one every few days. I look them up, with someone explaining the moves and why this is joseki, then I play it out multiple times, switching colors and sides of the board, then I write them down the next day on a kifu, so my collection will grow. I practise all joseki I know every two days, too.
Besides that, I try to go to the Go club every week or at least 3 times a month, where I play stronger players. I've played less online, though, because I just don't feel the same connection to the game clicking. I love those stones too much. But I should probably at least play a few games a week.
A game I just played was the following, it was pretty okay, I think.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[honeybadger]PB[Ian Butler]WR[18k]BR[20k]DT[2018-02-24]CP[online-go.com]PC[OGS: http://online-go.com/game/11798560]C[Ian Butler: good luck!
honeybadger: hi hf
Worth mentioning may be this was a game clock of 10 minutes + 3x30s. So time was definitely a factor here, deep reading is less likely. I think my max time for a move was like 10 seconds.]RE[B+40.50]
;B[pd]C[honeybadger: hi hf
]
;W[cq]
;B[pq]
;W[cc]
;B[qo]C[He's playing old fashioned with 3-3 but I don't think that'll decide the game on our level. I decided to play an opening I feel relatively safe with.]
;W[dj]
;B[jc]
;W[jd]
;B[kd]
;W[id]
;B[ic]
;W[hd]
;B[lc]
;W[hc]
;B[qg]
;W[ke]
;B[le]
;W[pj]
;B[ql]C[This move was meant to keep him from making a base.]
;W[qk]
(;B[qi]
;W[pi]
;B[ph]
;W[oh]
;B[qj]
;W[pg]
;B[qh]
;W[pk]
;B[og]
;W[ng]
;B[pf]C[I succeeded in taking away the base, but I'm not sure I did it in the most efficient way, since he has some nice thickness now. I got some points in return but not a whole lot.]
;W[nh]
;B[nf]
;W[mf]
;B[me]
;W[kf]C[White has some valuable thickness right now, threatening to become the main theme of this game. I decided to reduce a bit of that with a tail/snake sort of thing, while also figuring out how to break up the party in other ways.]
;B[lf]
;W[mg]
;B[lg]
;W[ne]
;B[of]
;W[lh]
;B[kg]
;W[jg]
;B[kh]
;W[li]
;B[jh]
;W[ig]
;B[jj]
;W[pl]
;B[qm]
;W[rk]
;B[rj]
;W[pm]
;B[pn]
;W[on]
;B[oo]
;W[nn]
;B[no]
;W[mo]
;B[mn]
;W[mm]
;B[ln]
;W[nm]
;B[lo]
;W[lm]
;B[jn]
;W[kn]
;B[ko]
;W[km]
;B[io]C[So far no major mistakes on my side, I think. I've got a nice space on the bottom and also narrowed the middle considerably, I believe.]
;W[hp]
;B[ip]
;W[ho]
;B[hn]
;W[gn]
;B[hm]
;W[iq]
;B[jq]
;W[ir]
;B[jr]
;W[gq]
;B[il]
;W[ih]
;B[ii]
;W[hi]
;B[hj]
;W[gi]
;B[gk]
;W[gj]
;B[fk]
;W[fj]
;B[ek]
;W[ej]
;B[em]
;W[gm]
;B[gl]
;W[en]
;B[fn]
;W[dm]
;B[go]
;W[fo]
;B[fm]
;W[eo]
;B[gp]
;W[hq]
;B[fp]
;W[ep]
;B[fq]
;W[fr]
;B[eq]
;W[er]
;B[hs]
;W[dq]
;B[gn]
;W[is]
;B[gr]
;W[dr]
;B[js]
;W[fs]
;B[hr]
;W[dl]
;B[dk]
;W[ck]
;B[mj]C[My attempt to kill the middle. It won't turn out as supposed to, maybe I went in too deep and should've contained it instead of trying to kill outright?]
;W[mi]
;B[nj]
;W[lj]
;B[lk]
;W[kk]
;B[kj]
;W[ll]
;B[jk]
;W[mk]
;B[jl]
;W[kl]
;B[ni]
;W[oi]
;B[ki]
;W[nk]C[The game like this is about 50-50, I think. But still some possibilities for both players and I wanted to be the first to do something about it.]
;B[ce]
;W[dd]
;B[ch]
;W[de]
;B[cj]
;W[ci]
;B[bi]
;W[bj]
;B[di]
;W[cj]
;B[bg]
;W[dh]
;B[dg]
;W[ei]
;B[df]
;W[ai]
;B[ag]
;W[bh]
;B[ah]
;W[cg]
;B[cf]C[I think this shape is dead. White at B14 kills. Fortunately for me, he doesn't do that.]
(;W[ch]
;B[ae]C[probably not the best move to make eyes. I'm not sure.]
;W[eg]
;B[bc]
;W[bd]
;B[cd]
;W[bf]
;B[af]
;W[ef]
;B[be]
;W[bb]
;B[ac]
;W[ab]
;B[ad]C[By some miracle and some blundering (on both sides, though), I'm alive in white territory.
Still, I feel I should've handled it better. My mistakes should've been punished more severely.]
;W[cb]
;B[hb]
;W[dc]
;B[ga]
;W[qc]C[3-3 invasion.]
;B[pc]
;W[qd]
;B[qe]
;W[re]
;B[rf]
;W[se]
;B[rd]C[too aggressive, I think. Should've played R18 or T14?]
;W[rc]
;B[sf]
;W[sd]
;B[qb]
;W[rb]
;B[pb]
;W[qa]
;B[pa]
;W[ra]
;B[gc]
;W[sb]C[unnecessary move.]
;B[fc]
;W[ec]
;B[eb]
;W[fd]
;B[gd]
;W[fe]
;B[ge]
(;W[gf]
;B[he]
;W[hf]
;B[je]
;W[jf]
;B[ie]C[This probably, more than anything, decides the game. Careless of him.]
;W[if]
;B[db]
;W[ca]
;B[ea]
;W[rl]
;B[rm]
;W[sm]
;B[sn]
;W[sl]
;B[rn]
;W[sj]
;B[si]
;W[sk]
(;B[rh]C[At the moment I thought this was necessary, but (see variation) after looking at it better, I didn't have to play this move.]
;W[mp]
;B[mq]
;W[np]
;B[op]
;W[nq]
;B[oq]
;W[lq]
;B[mr]
;W[nr]
;B[lr]
;W[or]
;B[pr]
;W[ps]
;B[qs]
;W[os]
;B[qr]C[I think this whole sequence was played out a bit risky on my behalf. How could I have dealt with it better?]
;W[gs]
;B[el]
;W[dn]
;B[nd]
;W[da]
;B[lp]
;W[hk]
;B[ij]
;W[jm]
;B[im]
;W[oj]
;B[]
;W[]TW[aa][ba][sa][sc][ed][rd][ee][ff][fg][gg][hg][eh][fh][gh][hh][mh][bi][di][fi][ni][aj][mj][nj][ak][bk][lk][ok][al][bl][cl][ml][nl][ol][am][bm][cm][om][an][bn][cn][ao][bo][co][do][ap][bp][cp][dp][aq][bq][ar][br][cr][as][bs][cs][ds][es]TB[fa][ha][ia][ja][ka][la][ma][na][oa][fb][gb][ib][jb][kb][lb][mb][nb][ob][hc][kc][mc][nc][oc][bd][hd][id][jd][ld][md][od][ne][oe][pe][bf][qf][pg][rg][sg][sh][ji][ri][hk][ik][fl][hl][gm][in][qn][ho][jo][mo][po][ro][so][hp][jp][kp][mp][np][pp][qp][rp][sp][gq][hq][iq][kq][lq][nq][qq][rq][sq][ir][kr][nr][or][rr][sr][is][ks][ls][ms][ns][os][ps][rs][ss]C[Ian Butler: thanks
Ian Butler: it was a great game
So in the end a nice victory. I think I played some of my best moves, but I also profited a lot by mistakes by my opponent. On the other hand, I made some silly moves, too, but less than usually and I'm really playing a bit more strongly and making less big mistakes.
])
(;B[]
;W[ri]
;B[sh]
;W[rh]
;B[sg]))
(;W[he]
;B[gf]
;W[hf]
;B[ff]
;W[ee]
;B[hg]))
(;W[bf]
;B[ch]
;W[be]
;B[cg]))
(;B[pi]C[Would this have been better?]))