OK. So I thought about playing this move:
$$Wcm81 Has captured: B - 2, W - 1
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$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | . . . 0 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O O . O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . . . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ ---------------------------------------
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[go]$$Wcm81 Has captured: B - 2, W - 1
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$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | . . . 0 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O O . O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . . . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ ---------------------------------------[/go]
I was afraid white would play like this:
$$Wcm91 Has captured: B - 2, W - 1
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$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . B . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . 3 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . B O B . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | . . . B . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O O 1 O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . 2 . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
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[go]$$Wcm91 Has captured: B - 2, W - 1
$$ ---------------------------------------
$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . B . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . . 3 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . B O B . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | . . . B . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . O O 1 O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . 2 . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ ---------------------------------------[/go]
And I thought it would be hard for me to do something with those stones. I was afraid that those stones would be weak (in retrospect, though, maybe I prefer this diagram).
So I thought that I should play a move that helps this group. But at the same time, my large group in the bottom left was also weak. I didn't like this. So I thought, OK, I will play a move that threatens to connect my stones AND helps for eyespace. So I was thinking this:
$$Wcm91
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$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . B . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 2 O O . O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . . . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . 1 . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
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[go]$$Wcm91
$$ ---------------------------------------
$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . B . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 2 O O . O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . . . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . 1 . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ ---------------------------------------[/go]
for connecting.
When Magicwand played as he did, I became worried about eyespace for the group:
$$Wcm91 Has captured: B - 2, W - 1
$$ ---------------------------------------
$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | x x X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | x x . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | x X . 1 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 6 5 X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | 4 3 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 2 O O 7 O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . y . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . y y . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
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[go]$$Wcm91 Has captured: B - 2, W - 1
$$ ---------------------------------------
$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . . O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | x x X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | x x . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | x X . 1 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 6 5 X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | 4 3 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 2 O O 7 O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X . . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . . . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . y . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . y y . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ ---------------------------------------[/go]
I thought that the area with the "x"s didn't have a lot of space for living. But now that I think about it, the area with "y"s was probably also there if we played this way. So maybe my fear was not warranted.
Anyway, when I was afraid of making eyespace with that group, I felt, "OK. I should change plans. I need to get eyespace for that group. Then I will escape with my large group. So I switched to this:
$$Wcm91 want to get eyespace
$$ ---------------------------------------
$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . a O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . 0 . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . X . 1 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | 8 2 6 5 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 3 O O 4 O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X 7 . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . c . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . b . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . d . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
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[go]$$Wcm91 want to get eyespace
$$ ---------------------------------------
$$ | . . . . . . . X . . . . X . O . O . . |
$$ | . . . . . . O X O . O X O O . O O X . |
$$ | . . . . . O X X X . . X X O O O X . . |
$$ | . . . X . . O X . X . . X O X X X . . |
$$ | . a O O . O . . . . . . X O . X O . . |
$$ | . 0 . . . . . X . O . . X O . X . . . |
$$ | . . X . . . . . . . . O O X X . . . . |
$$ | . . . . . . . . . X . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . X . 1 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | . . X O X . . . . , . . . . . , . . . |
$$ | 8 2 6 5 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ | 3 O O 4 O . . . . . . . O . . . . . . |
$$ | X X X 7 . . . . . . . X X X . O . . . |
$$ | . O X X . c . . . . . . . . . X X . . |
$$ | O . O X . . . . . . . O . O . . . . . |
$$ | . . O X . O . . O , O X . . . X . . . |
$$ | . . O X . . b . . . . . . O . . . . . |
$$ | . O X X . d . . . . . . . . . X . . . |
$$ | . O . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . |
$$ ---------------------------------------[/go]
Then I thought, "OK, this group is safe now and has eyespace. Now I just have to worry about the bottom group. But there is the chance he will answer at "a", and even if he does not, I have "b" and "c" as miai.
But now that he took away my option of "b", I don't know if I like the idea of running. I have no eyes, and it is dangerous, now...
So I think that I did make a bad decision. This was the thought process I used to arrive there, though.