I decided to play another game online today. Since I reviewed a pro game recently, I wanted to review one of my own games, again. So I played one. The time limits were 30 minutes per person plus byo-yomi, but I feel that this is not enough time for me these days. Oh well.
(;CA[utf-8]GM[1]FF[4]ST[2]RU[Japanese]AP[CGoban:3]SZ[19]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]DT[2013-12-13]
PB[opponent]PW[Kirby]KM[6.5]TM[1500]RE[W+Resign]MULTIGOGM[1]
;B[pd]BL[1498.14];W[dp]WL[1497.2];B[qp]BL[1494.8];W[dc]WL[1492.58]C[I usually don't play 3-4, but I've been studying trick plays in this area a bit.
I don't usually play trick plays, but I figure I should practice them if I want to understand the real joseki well.]
;B[ce]BL[1489.39]C[Unfortunately, I only know high 3-4 trick plays so far

];W[op]
WL[1475.05]C[So I approach bottom right, to keep approaches even.];B[mq]BL[1483.18]
;W[qq]WL[1470.82]C[Now, I am hoping he does trick play! Because I know a few!]
;B[pq]BL[1474.88];W[pp]WL[1469.26];B[oq]BL[1473.76]C[But, he just does a joseki. \:-(]
;W[nq]WL[1451.11];B[np]BL[1472.54];W[nr]WL[1448.61];B[qr]BL[1471.03];W[rq]WL[1442.94]
;B[or]BL[1470.01];W[qo]WL[1354.56];B[mr]BL[1465.86];W[no]WL[1347.52];B[mp]BL[1464.39]
C[Now, as I understand, white has defects, so it doesn't make sense to try to make much of a moyo here. I used to play like Q10, but I think it's wrong.
So I play G3 now, because I think it's big area for him.
In retrospect, maybe pincer (like variation).
]
(;W[gq]WL[1336.42];B[qj]BL[1455.25]C[I wasn't going to make a wall anyway, so I'm OK with this.
I decided to approach top right, since he has stone on right.]
;W[nc]WL[1322.96]
(;B[lc]BL[1450.12]
(;W[qf]WL[1285.58]C[To be honest, I don't know if this is better than 3-3, but I've been studying double approach a little bit, so I decided to try it out.]
;B[nd]BL[1435.91];W[md]WL[1259.71]C[I expected N17, like in variation.]
(;B[ne]BL[1424.61]C[He played here.
I thought, Hmm. I can play N17, but then white can be chased.]
(;W[qd]WL[1160.8]C[So in the end, I decided to play as if he had played N17, but this meant that P16 was not sente for w.]
;B[qc]BL[1413.43];W[pc]WL[1021.51]C[Seemed complicated, but many variations seemed OK for w.]
;B[oc]BL[1202.63];W[pb]WL[1018.88]
(;B[mc]BL[1196.85]C[He played here.];W[pe]WL[1012.41];B[od]BL[1195.33]
(;W[ob]WL[926.073]C[This was misread. I think he can play as in the variation.]
(;B[nb]BL[1187.69]C[I guess I was lucky, because he didn't punish P18. I think P18 was overplay.]
;W[rc]WL[923.126];B[qm]BL[1185.28]C[Kind of don't want to deal much with Q4 stones... I don't want them to die, either. I'd like to keep R7 weak, just in case I have future possibility to attack two stone extension later... So I played P6.]
(;W[on]WL[862.315]
(;B[fc]BL[1169.4]C[In retrospect, maybe it was better for w to play G17 instead of P6, because w can probably live here, and F17 pincer is very nice for him.]
;W[de]WL[763.927];B[df]BL[1167.36];W[ee]WL[760.15];B[cd]BL[1166.12];W[ec]WL[755.73]
;B[cc]BL[1164.1];W[gc]WL[746.34]C[It hurts to give up C17, and I don't know if this is the right move here.
My plan was to reduce top, and let him get a bit on the left.]
;B[fd]BL[1159.77];W[ef]WL[741.667];B[dg]BL[1157.37];W[fb]WL[737.633];B[gd]BL[1154.36]
;W[hc]WL[735.874];B[gf]BL[1152.16];W[eg]WL[709.1];B[eh]BL[1146.72];W[dh]WL[700.888]
;B[ch]BL[1138.69];W[di]WL[698.619];B[fh]BL[1137.48];W[ci]WL[680.462];B[bg]BL[1131.47]
(;W[fg]WL[617.405]C[Bad move! I read out G13 (see variation), but I didn't think of H13 later.
Anyway, since I didn't think of good variation for G13, which I now think is good, I played this. I was worried about the health of D11, along with the cutting stone.
Seemed risky, but I had to fight back against G16 in some way.]
;B[gg]BL[1129.33];W[gh]WL[616.195];B[ej]BL[1126.6];W[fj]WL[602.827]C[I figured if he atari at G11, it hurts G13, and helps me.
Plus, I like this point in this kind of shape.]
;B[ei]BL[1121.51];W[dk]WL[588.824];B[ek]BL[1105.97];W[dl]WL[586.482];B[el]BL[1102.68]
;W[dm]WL[584.861];B[bi]BL[1097.41];W[bk]WL[577.819]C[Last game, I forgot about this kind of shape being captured, so I was sure not to miss it this time!]
;B[gk]BL[1094.51]C[Now I figured I had to fight with cutting stone, since he has two groups.
In retrospect, maybe not a good idea, because of M17 power.
Maybe I just let the cut linger, and play a different move.]
;W[hh]WL[567.791];B[ie]BL[1086.63]C[At this point, I started to realize it seems difficult to effectively attack black. So I should calmly protect my group in gote, and see what to do next after.]
;W[jc]WL[485.428];B[ig]BL[1082.2];W[ih]WL[482.705]C[This was mistake. He is strong here. I should give up the stones.]
;B[ij]BL[1075.31];W[he]WL[471.823];B[hd]BL[1070.72];W[id]WL[470.711];B[jd]BL[1067.68]
;W[ic]WL[469.01];B[je]BL[1065.22];W[jg]WL[453.491]C[Misread, again! This was not a good part of the game for me.]
;B[ji]BL[1033.89];W[if]WL[436.448];B[hf]BL[1029.61]C[Those stones look pretty hopeless. So I decided to move on.]
;W[rl]WL[415.079]C[I wanted to see what happened here. Maybe if I somehow got stones in center, I could bring out K13 later. It is too early now, but let's just see what happens with his response.]
;B[ql]BL[1025.04];W[rm]WL[405.077]
(;B[ol]BL[1013.96]C[I don't know why he didn't play S9 (variation). Hean still play P8 if he wants to after.]
;W[rk]WL[400.24]C[Since he didn't take S9, I took it.];B[qh]BL[1009.4]C[Now, center was getting lots of potential for black. I had to do something. Seemed risky, but seemed to be enough space and aji to do as far as P12.]
;W[oh]WL[353.961]
(;B[mh]BL[1001.47]C[He seemed passive here, but again I didn't connect. I was a bit greedy.]
;W[oj]WL[340.389];B[pj]BL[986.521];W[ok]WL[319.88];B[om]BL[983.202];W[pk]WL[316.376]
;B[qk]BL[981.604];W[pi]WL[312.407];B[ni]BL[969.817];W[oi]WL[308.661];B[qi]BL[958.71]
C[Again, I probably should connect, but I figured I'd be safe.];W[mk]WL[303.676]
;B[mm]BL[955.137];W[kk]WL[283.42];B[pg]BL[942.74]C[Now he cuts!];W[og]WL[280.136]
;B[of]BL[940.494];W[pf]WL[267.736]
(;B[mf]BL[904.998]C[Later, I wonder if he really needed to do this (see variation).]
;W[km]WL[222.577]C[I figured M8 peep could be answered with N8, probably.]
(;B[ln]BL[901.19]C[In retrospect, L7 was probably bad, but I don't think he punished me.]
;W[ki]WL[205.253];B[kh]BL[898.654];W[li]WL[202.535];B[jk]BL[867.759];W[lh]WL[199.603]
;B[lg]BL[865.713];W[kg]WL[196.895];B[jh]BL[862.652];W[ng]WL[194.293];B[mg]BL[859.556]
;W[nf]WL[192.956]
(;B[me]BL[797.516]C[Again, does he need to worry (see variation)?
Anyway, at this point, I can connect with P15 at any time. If that fails, I can run.
I figured these were miai, so I will take my corner territory, now!]
;W[dq]WL[168.453];B[oe]BL[794.077]C[Running it is, then!];W[lm]WL[147.457];B[nn]
BL[789.432];W[kn]WL[135.755];B[ml]BL[773.233];W[mj]WL[97.1];B[ll]BL[767.399];W[kl]
WL[91.398];B[lo]BL[766.213];W[il]WL[47.226]C[A bit of a slack move, because I can't capture K11. Maybe better to just run out in a normal way.]
;B[fn]BL[751.421];W[hj]WL[40.954];B[hk]BL[744.998];W[ik]WL[34.704];B[jf]BL[718.144]
;W[jl]WL[23.7];B[jj]BL[716.466];W[hn]WL[1.081]C[This move had sneaky intention. I want to take away black's eye space to play G10 and force him to capture.]
;B[iq]BL[707.576];OW[5]W[ip]WL[30];B[hq]BL[702.649];OW[5]W[hp]WL[30];B[gr]BL[701.637]
;OW[5]W[fq]WL[30];B[fr]BL[699.97];OW[5]W[er]WL[30];B[jp]BL[697.127];OW[5]W[jq]WL[30]
C[Misread.];B[jr]BL[694.971];OW[5]W[jo]WL[30];B[kp]BL[692.728];OW[5]W[fs]WL[30]
;B[hr]BL[687.012];OW[5]W[gj]WL[30];B[fk]BL[666.187];OW[5]W[fm]WL[30];B[em]BL[660.582]
;OW[5]W[en]WL[30];B[gm]BL[659.564];OW[5]W[fo]WL[30];B[gn]BL[658.038];OW[5]W[go]
WL[30];B[hm]BL[656.856];OW[5]W[im]WL[30]C[Seemed OK. Only weakness seemed to be D6 cut.]
;B[dj]BL[636.014];OW[5]W[cj]WL[30];B[bj]BL[611.088];OW[5]W[ck]WL[30];B[hi]BL[603.288]
;OW[5]W[gi]WL[30]
(;B[ii]BL[599.935]C[He did self atari, so I won the game. However, I thought about variation if he didn't do self atari, and maybe w is still ahead, since I have komi (see variation).]
;OW[5]W[kj]WL[30]C[Kirby [2d\]\: thanks
])
(;B[kf];W[ii];B[hg];W[hl];B[fi];W[gl];B[hi];W[cb];B[bb];W[db];B[kb];W[jb];B[kc]
;W[ka];B[la];W[ja];B[oa];W[qb];B[rr];W[rp];B[qn];W[rn];B[pn];W[oo];B[rf];W[re];B[rg]
;W[rj];B[ri];W[si];B[sh];W[sj];B[se];W[sd];B[sf];W[gs];B[hs];W[es];B[sq];W[sp];B[sr]
;W[po];B[mo];W[pl];B[pm];W[lk];B[kj];W[mi];B[nh];W[nk];B[nl];W[aj];B[ah];W[ba];B[ab]
;W[pa];B[na];W[fe];B[ge];W[ko];B[kq];W[ph];B[qg];W[qe];B[bc];W[ca]C[With random endgame moves (which are almost assuredly not optimal), white is ahead by a large margin (more than 30 points).
With optimal endgame, maybe black closes the gap a bit, but I think white would still win, even without self atari.]))
(;B[oe]
(;W[me];B[nc]
(;W[lf]C[W can't do this.];B[le])
(;W[le];B[ke]C[Just doesn't work.]))
(;W[mi]C[If I exchange this, however...]
(;B[nh];W[me];B[nc];W[lf]C[Now he's in trouble.
So, he probably doesn't answer O12.])
(;B[me];W[nh]C[This might result.]))))
(;B[ll];W[ml];B[lm];W[lk];B[kl];W[nm];B[nl];W[nn];B[nk];W[nj];B[mj]C[Now I'm not so sure that was the case.]))
(;B[km];W[nf];B[oe];W[me];B[nc];W[mg];B[jl]C[What can white really do? I don't know if he can live or not, but I don't think he had to be concerned that much about that area.]))
(;B[pg]C[I don't know how it will turn out if he immediately blocks, but I figured with K13, the space, and cuts around Q10 area... Something had to work.
In retrospect, maybe this was too wild and crazy.
That being said, I don't know where to play instead.]))
(;B[rk];W[qn];B[ol]C[Seems better that he got S9 in, doesn't it?]))
(;W[gg]C[I think this is better.];B[fg];W[ff];B[hf];W[hg]
(;B[if];W[gi]C[Good for w.])
(;B[ig];W[gi];B[hi];W[gh];B[gj];W[fi];B[jf]C[Maybe black will sacrifice?
I'm not sure.])))
(;B[gc]))
(;W[gc]C[Maybe this is bigger. As long as I don't die in the bottom right, it counters his influence on top. ]
(;B[rr];W[rp]C[White seems safe, but it's very unlikely l will get to attack R7 in the future, since he can pressure me.])
(;B[po];W[oo];B[pn];W[rr];B[rs];W[rn];B[rp];W[sp];B[sr];W[ro]C[White willl probably be OK.])))
(;B[rd];W[qe];B[qb];W[rb];B[rc];W[qa];B[sb];W[ra];B[nb]C[White fails.]))
(;W[rc]C[I should just play here (or R18).])
(;W[qb]C[This is better than the game.]))
(;B[ob];W[pe];B[od];W[qb]C[I thought this was OK, as there's still aji around N17, plus I make lots of territory.])
(;B[qb];W[ob];B[od];W[mc]C[This seemed OK, too. I could even think about S18 aji later.]))
(;W[mc];B[oc]C[Seems bad for w, because then if I move with the R14 stone, black can attack N16. Just feels heavy.]
;W[qc];B[pb];W[qd];B[kd]C[I didn't want some sort of fight like this.]))
(;B[mc];W[qd]
(;B[oc];W[qc]C[This is one way... Or...])
(;B[qc];W[od];B[ne];W[pc];B[pe];W[oe];B[of];W[oc];B[pf];W[nf];B[me];W[qe];B[ph]
;W[qb];B[rc];W[rb];B[qg];W[rg];B[rh];W[rf]C[This is another way.])))
(;W[qc]C[Maybe d3 makes more sense. If he blocks on "wider side" like proverb...]
(;B[qd];W[pc];B[od];W[nb];B[me]C[White has sente, so I feel OK about it, I guess.])
(;B[pc];W[qd];B[pe];W[pb];B[ob];W[qb];B[oc];W[qf]C[Here, he gets sente, but R10 is silly.
So... Maybe 3-3 is OK here.])))
(;B[pf]C[I think this is also playable for black.]))
(;W[cg]C[Maybe this is better than G3. Though, I don't want him to approach @ F3 that much, this pincer feels more active.]))
There were some key moments in this game, where my reading was lax, and I could have lost by a lot. My opponent was a bit lax, and just responded. Because he didn't punish me strictly, I was able to win, but against another opponent, or in a different game, I would have lost.
I need to be careful of this.