Hello everyone,
first of all a big sorry to Shaddy and to emerus! I read your comments and posts a while ago already, but being home over christmas has kept me pretty much completely from doing anything related to Go..

But both comments were very much appreciated and I want to say: Thank you very much!
Weekly Update #5
First of all I wish all readers a happy, healthy and successful new year! I hope that you won't break the resolutions you made and that you'll play many enjoyable and / or exciting games of Go this year and, of course, get stronger as well.
After one week without an update there's at least a little bit to report now. This time of the year is a classic time to make resolutions so I decided to make one concerned to Go: I already said that I play way too little and that's why I decided last week that I shall be
playing 400 games this year on the 19x19 board, be it free or rated games, games played online or at the club. I excluded the small boards because it might be a cheap way to get a large number of games quickly and because playing on smaller boards emphasizes tactics over strategy and I want to improve in both aspects. (Surely not only) For me, that's a really tough number and I'm not sure if I'll get there, but starting from next week I'll do my very best. I don't know yet what will happen if I get to play them all or if I don't reach this number of games, because I couldn't imagine neither a reward nor some kind of "punishment" (any ideas?) that fits the occasion yet. However, I won't think about too much for now but instead concentrate on playing the games first. I'm sure that in the course of doing so something will come to my mind. And if it will be "only" improving a stone or two I wouldn't complain either.

This decision will also bring up some statistics and I must admit that I really like them. ^^; That's why from now on I'll provide them at the end of each weekly report. If you have any suggestions of what else might be interesting to track there, please let me know.
Tsumego: I only did a small number of tsumego. I continued with Cho Chikun's Encyclopedia of Life & Death Vol. 1 and went back 200 problems or so from where I think I was last time, so I'm back to about the 300th problem now. I had some difficulties with some of the problems but I hope that once I pick up the routine again it will be as easy as before.
Studying: I only read a few pages in Attack and Defense last week, so I can hardly claim that I studied. But that will change because next week Guo Juan's group classes will start. I'll miss the first lesson because I'll be in Madrid at the Kisei event

(anyone else of you coming there?), but I do not intend to miss any more of the lectures. I hope it'll help me to study more and, at least as important, to find out what to study first. I already have a lot of books and feel weak in a large number of areas, but I honestly have no idea where to start my studies.
Playing: I played 2 games this week and reviewed them both with a stronger player. That's not as much as I should have played (when I think about the average number of games to play per day), but as I'll be participating in a few tournaments this year I can afford some days without playing (I'll always have to consider that in the course of the year, though, and keep an eye out for not slacking up too much - that's why I put the number of days that already passed and that remain in the statstics as well).
I'm happy to report that I already reached a first remarkable landmark for me, I beat a KGS 3k without handicap stones!

(I'll add these kind of small successes to my statistics and by the end of the year I hope I'll have a large paragraph of smaller and larger landmarks I can celebrate and get some fresh motivation from)
Although I'm really happy about this win (even though it was "only" a free game), I must admit that he played very strangely sometimes, e.g. once killing 1 stone instead of playing a large sente move. It was a fighting game from the start and I made a few mistakes (guess what!

) but he made at least as many and I think that his mistakes were way more costly for him than mine were for me. In the end he resigned after about 150 moves when I had killed two of his groups and was leading by maybe 60-70 points (my guess, the KGS score estimator said something of about 80 but that was too much in my opinion). I'm ashamed to say that I had no territory that didn't contain (or hadn't contained) at least one of his stones..

I guess I'll have to work on being able to pull the plug at some point, another opponenty might have had the chance to maybe stage an upset and turn the game around again..
Next weekend I'll be playing the first
tournament of the year. I don't have any high expectations because I didn't study a lot in the last weeks, but I'm really motivated to give it my best shot because it annoys me that I'll have to play as 7k again (the rank is strictly connected to the EGF rating and because mine dropped so much after the last
disas tournament, it's 7k again..). Maybe that's not the best attitude because wanting to win (or even wanting to play the best you can) can make you play worse, but acquiring a better one and keeping the emotions under control is still on my "have to work on"-list.
Next sunday there won't be an update because we'll still be in Madrid (I honestly cannot put into words how excited I already am that we're going!!), so don't expect anything before tuesday at least. But, if you are interested in it, I'll post a little report on the event and maybe a picture or two as well if you like. Just let me know!
I wish you all a splendid week!
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+++ Playing statistics +++
Date: 5 January 2014
Games played/to be played: 2 / 398
Days passed/to come: 5 / 360
Games won: 2
Games lost: 0
Jigo: 0
Winning percentage: 100%
Landmarks: First win against KGS 3k on 5 January 2014 (unrated game, own rank: 4k, color: black, no komi)