(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[other guy]PB[me]
;B[dp]
;W[pd]
;B[qp]
;W[dd]
;B[qf]
;W[qh]
;B[qc]C[taking territory (and gote) here feels ok]
;W[qd]
;B[pc]
;W[od]
;B[rd]
;W[re]
;B[rc]
;W[qe]
;B[nc]
;W[cn]
;B[dl]
;W[en]
;B[fp]
;W[gn]C[this feels like white is giving black too much in exchange for a speculative attack, so I go full on greed]
;B[ho]C[clearly white doesnt want to give me 5th line territory, so a change of plans is in order]
;W[fl]
;B[co]C[somewhat defends the corner a bit, and seems right timing before I defend d8]
;W[bn]
;B[di]
;W[ck]
;B[dk]
;W[cj]
;B[dj]C[doesnt seem very easy to attack]
;W[lq]
;B[oq]
;W[iq]
;B[hq]C[here I was actually worried about the h4 wedge, but maybe it doesnt work..]
(;W[hr]
;B[gq]
;W[gr]
;B[fr]
;W[ip]
;B[fq]C[trying to be smart and fix the corner aji]
;W[do]
;B[eo]
;W[dn]
;B[bp]
;W[cg]
;B[cl]
;W[bj]
;B[bl]C[I feel like this should be fine, disconnecting white's group, and my group has some forcing moves because of the b12 aji]
;W[gi]
;B[eg]
;W[ce]
;B[ch]
;W[bh]
;B[dg]
;W[bg]
(;B[ci]C[probably stupid]
;W[qm]
;B[rf]
;W[nd]
;B[mc]
;W[pf]
;B[pg]
;W[qg]
;B[of]
;W[sf]
;B[pe]
;W[rg]
;B[fc]
;W[fd]
;B[ec]
;W[dc]
;B[gd]
;W[fe]
;B[df]C[again stupid, it makes me alive but allows white to surround..]
;W[ge]
;B[hd]C[this is tasty though]
;W[gg]
;B[fh]
;W[gh]
;B[bi]
;W[ai]
;B[bk]
;W[jd]
;B[jc]
;W[kc]
;B[ic]
;W[kd]
;B[he]
;W[hf]
;B[kb]C[small, but I wasnt sure about the life and death status of my h17 group]
;W[oh]
;B[md]
;W[me]
;B[le]
;W[lf]
;B[kf]
;W[lg]
;B[kg]
;W[ke]
;B[ld]
;W[kh]
;B[om]C[white's center is getting ouf of control]
;W[qo]C[this feels good for me, as I should be able to connect easily now]
;B[po]
;W[pn]
;B[on]
;W[pp]
;B[oo]
;W[rp]
;B[qq]
;W[rq]
;B[qr]
;W[jr]C[not sure about this move, I certainly didnt plan on killing that group. Maybe I should've though]
;B[mf]
;W[ne]
;B[lh]
;W[mg]
;B[mh]
;W[ng]
;B[jh]
;W[ki]
;B[if]
;W[jg]
;B[jf]
;W[ig]
;B[ql]C[I dont think white should have let me get this, as now my top should be connected already, and j15 seems not that big]
;W[rn]
;B[pm]
;W[qn]
;B[rl]C[the cut is a ladder, this is unexpectedly awsome for black]
;W[so]
;B[rr]C[why not, I see no ko coming and endgamewise this is gigantic]
;W[sq]
;B[ie]
;W[pk]
;B[pl]
;W[nk]
;B[kj]
;W[li]C[not sure white actually had to respond, but well.]
;B[kl]
;W[fo]
;B[ep]
;W[in]
;B[hn]
;W[hm]
;B[go]
;W[fn]
;B[io]
(;W[jo]
;B[im]
;W[jn]
;B[gk]
;W[hl]
;B[gj]
;W[ij]
;B[ml]C[I was under time pressure, and I think w can just cut this]
;W[hp]
;B[gp]
(;W[np]
;B[op]
;W[lm]
;B[mm]
;W[ll]
;B[ln]
;W[lk]
;B[mk]
;W[lj]
;B[eb]
;W[db]
;B[oj]
;W[nj]
;B[ok]
;W[pj]
;B[mj]
;W[mi]
;B[ni]
;W[nh]
;B[nl]
;W[rj]
;B[pi]C[this doesnt actually work, but I couldnt figure it out in under 30seconds, and neither could my opponent]
;W[qi]
;B[oi]
;W[ph]
;B[kn]
;W[km]
;B[cf]C[this was anytime sente for w]
;W[bf]
;B[da]
;W[ca]
;B[ea]
;W[cb]
;B[fi]C[coming in there was also very big, as it takes away eyespace]
;W[bo]
;B[cp]
;W[fs]
;B[es]
;W[gs]
(;B[er]
;W[nq]
;B[or]
;W[mo]
;B[mn]
;W[nr]
;B[ko]
;W[kp]
;B[hj]
;W[hi]
;B[hk]
;W[ik]C[what a horrific shape]
;B[sd]
;W[oc]
;B[ob]
;W[gl]
;B[ek]
;W[ap]
;B[aq]
;W[ao]
;B[bq]
;W[fk]
;B[se]C[I think this might be bigger]
;W[pf]
;B[fj]
;W[be]
;B[aj]
;W[os]
;B[ps]
;W[ns]
;B[ff]
;W[gf]
;B[lo]
;W[lp]
;B[rk]
;W[qj]
;B[sm]
;W[sn]
;B[no]
;W[el]C[this was pretty big, I didnt realize that if white has an eye with 2 liberties, he doesnt have to defend at j8]
;B[dm]
;W[em]
;B[mp]
;W[mq]
;B[sj]
;W[si]
;B[sk]
;W[ah]
;B[am]
;W[sr]C[this was probably bigger than my move]
;B[rm]
;W[de]C[this looks like 0 points]
;B[rs]
;W[bm]
;B[mo]
;W[fg]
;B[ef]
;W[an]
;B[al]
;W[ss]
;B[ee]
;W[ed]
;B[qk]
;W[cm])
(;B[br]C[I was wondering wether I could be smart here, but then I thought maybe black can a3, but looking at it now I dont think black could]
;W[aq]
;B[ap]
;W[er]
;B[ds]
;W[cr]
;B[dr]))
(;W[cq]
;B[bq]C[I dont think there's anything here]))
(;W[jn]C[I was expecting this, but maybe w still feels uneasy about his bottom group?]))
(;B[gg]C[this seems much better]))
(;W[hp]
;B[ip]
;W[gp]
;B[go]
;W[gq]
;B[fq]
;W[gr]
;B[fo]C[maybe this is actually awful for white, hm]))
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[other guy]PB[me]
;B[dp]
;W[pd]
;B[qp]
;W[dd]
;B[qf]
;W[qh]
;B[qc]C[taking territory (and gote) here feels ok]
;W[qd]
;B[pc]
;W[od]
;B[rd]
;W[re]
;B[rc]
;W[qe]
;B[nc]
;W[cn]
;B[dl]
;W[en]
;B[fp]
;W[gn]C[this feels like white is giving black too much in exchange for a speculative attack, so I go full on greed]
;B[ho]C[clearly white doesnt want to give me 5th line territory, so a change of plans is in order]
;W[fl]
;B[co]C[somewhat defends the corner a bit, and seems right timing before I defend d8]
;W[bn]
;B[di]
;W[ck]
;B[dk]
;W[cj]
;B[dj]C[doesnt seem very easy to attack]
;W[lq]
;B[oq]
;W[iq]
;B[hq]C[here I was actually worried about the h4 wedge, but maybe it doesnt work..]
(;W[hr]
;B[gq]
;W[gr]
;B[fr]
;W[ip]
;B[fq]C[trying to be smart and fix the corner aji]
;W[do]
;B[eo]
;W[dn]
;B[bp]
;W[cg]
;B[cl]
;W[bj]
;B[bl]C[I feel like this should be fine, disconnecting white's group, and my group has some forcing moves because of the b12 aji]
;W[gi]
;B[eg]
;W[ce]
;B[ch]
;W[bh]
;B[dg]
;W[bg]
(;B[ci]C[probably stupid]
;W[qm]
;B[rf]
;W[nd]
;B[mc]
;W[pf]
;B[pg]
;W[qg]
;B[of]
;W[sf]
;B[pe]
;W[rg]
;B[fc]
;W[fd]
;B[ec]
;W[dc]
;B[gd]
;W[fe]
;B[df]C[again stupid, it makes me alive but allows white to surround..]
;W[ge]
;B[hd]C[this is tasty though]
;W[gg]
;B[fh]
;W[gh]
;B[bi]
;W[ai]
;B[bk]
;W[jd]
;B[jc]
;W[kc]
;B[ic]
;W[kd]
;B[he]
;W[hf]
;B[kb]C[small, but I wasnt sure about the life and death status of my h17 group]
;W[oh]
;B[md]
;W[me]
;B[le]
;W[lf]
;B[kf]
;W[lg]
;B[kg]
;W[ke]
;B[ld]
;W[kh]
;B[om]C[white's center is getting ouf of control]
;W[qo]C[this feels good for me, as I should be able to connect easily now]
;B[po]
;W[pn]
;B[on]
;W[pp]
;B[oo]
;W[rp]
;B[qq]
;W[rq]
;B[qr]
;W[jr]C[not sure about this move, I certainly didnt plan on killing that group. Maybe I should've though]
;B[mf]
;W[ne]
;B[lh]
;W[mg]
;B[mh]
;W[ng]
;B[jh]
;W[ki]
;B[if]
;W[jg]
;B[jf]
;W[ig]
;B[ql]C[I dont think white should have let me get this, as now my top should be connected already, and j15 seems not that big]
;W[rn]
;B[pm]
;W[qn]
;B[rl]C[the cut is a ladder, this is unexpectedly awsome for black]
;W[so]
;B[rr]C[why not, I see no ko coming and endgamewise this is gigantic]
;W[sq]
;B[ie]
;W[pk]
;B[pl]
;W[nk]
;B[kj]
;W[li]C[not sure white actually had to respond, but well.]
;B[kl]
;W[fo]
;B[ep]
;W[in]
;B[hn]
;W[hm]
;B[go]
;W[fn]
;B[io]
(;W[jo]
;B[im]
;W[jn]
;B[gk]
;W[hl]
;B[gj]
;W[ij]
;B[ml]C[I was under time pressure, and I think w can just cut this]
;W[hp]
;B[gp]
(;W[np]
;B[op]
;W[lm]
;B[mm]
;W[ll]
;B[ln]
;W[lk]
;B[mk]
;W[lj]
;B[eb]
;W[db]
;B[oj]
;W[nj]
;B[ok]
;W[pj]
;B[mj]
;W[mi]
;B[ni]
;W[nh]
;B[nl]
;W[rj]
;B[pi]C[this doesnt actually work, but I couldnt figure it out in under 30seconds, and neither could my opponent]
;W[qi]
;B[oi]
;W[ph]
;B[kn]
;W[km]
;B[cf]C[this was anytime sente for w]
;W[bf]
;B[da]
;W[ca]
;B[ea]
;W[cb]
;B[fi]C[coming in there was also very big, as it takes away eyespace]
;W[bo]
;B[cp]
;W[fs]
;B[es]
;W[gs]
(;B[er]
;W[nq]
;B[or]
;W[mo]
;B[mn]
;W[nr]
;B[ko]
;W[kp]
;B[hj]
;W[hi]
;B[hk]
;W[ik]C[what a horrific shape]
;B[sd]
;W[oc]
;B[ob]
;W[gl]
;B[ek]
;W[ap]
;B[aq]
;W[ao]
;B[bq]
;W[fk]
;B[se]C[I think this might be bigger]
;W[pf]
;B[fj]
;W[be]
;B[aj]
;W[os]
;B[ps]
;W[ns]
;B[ff]
;W[gf]
;B[lo]
;W[lp]
;B[rk]
;W[qj]
;B[sm]
;W[sn]
;B[no]
;W[el]C[this was pretty big, I didnt realize that if white has an eye with 2 liberties, he doesnt have to defend at j8]
;B[dm]
;W[em]
;B[mp]
;W[mq]
;B[sj]
;W[si]
;B[sk]
;W[ah]
;B[am]
;W[sr]C[this was probably bigger than my move]
;B[rm]
;W[de]C[this looks like 0 points]
;B[rs]
;W[bm]
;B[mo]
;W[fg]
;B[ef]
;W[an]
;B[al]
;W[ss]
;B[ee]
;W[ed]
;B[qk]
;W[cm])
(;B[br]C[I was wondering wether I could be smart here, but then I thought maybe black can a3, but looking at it now I dont think black could]
;W[aq]
;B[ap]
;W[er]
;B[ds]
;W[cr]
;B[dr]))
(;W[cq]
;B[bq]C[I dont think there's anything here]))
(;W[jn]C[I was expecting this, but maybe w still feels uneasy about his bottom group?]))
(;B[gg]C[this seems much better]))
(;W[hp]
;B[ip]
;W[gp]
;B[go]
;W[gq]
;B[fq]
;W[gr]
;B[fo]C[maybe this is actually awful for white, hm]))
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[me]PB[other guy]
;B[pd]
;W[dp]
;B[qp]
;W[dc]
;B[oq]
;W[qj]
;B[qh]
;W[qm]
;B[de]
;W[fc]
;B[cc]
;W[cb]
;B[cd]
;W[eb]
;B[ci]
;W[ck]C[threatening the invasion in blacks shape. my mind is blank as what else to do. I dont want to give black c6 approach to make nice shape on the side. and I dont have any idea what to do about the upper right, both r14 and r17 seem too early, while o17 seems pointless.]
;B[fq]
;W[cn]
;B[dr]
;W[cq]C[maybe a bit slow, bit Im fairly thick on the board now, so I can fight]
;B[hp]
;W[nq]C[if I play k3 directly, I feel black might just pincer at m3. Also, I kind of expected black to pincer at l3 or m3 right now, because it seems my follow up isnt so great (p2 hane in sente, then I need to run)]
;B[op]
;W[or]
;B[pr]
;W[jq]
;B[iq]
;W[jp]
;B[np]
(;W[mr]C[I misread this, in retrospect I should maybe have gone n3]
;B[mq]
;W[nr]
;B[lq]
;W[lr]
;B[jr]C[this is the move I missed, very nice for black]
;W[kr]
;B[ir]
;W[qr]
;B[pq]
;W[ps]
;B[rr]
;W[rs]
;B[rq]
;W[lo]C[I think if I go l3 directly, black would go m5, so this seems better]
;B[mo]
;W[kp]
;B[mm]
;W[ho]
;B[go]
;W[ip]
;B[gp]
;W[hn]
;B[ln]
;W[nn]
;B[mn]
;W[ro]C[this might be a big mistake in direction of play, as my middle group is in more trouble than my 2 space extension. Still, taking the vital point there felt so nice, maybe I got greedy..]
;B[jn]
;W[in]
;B[ko]
;W[lp]
;B[mp]
;W[kq]
;B[dm]
;W[cm]
;B[dk]C[now I start to feel in trouble, because b is getting influence, fixing his c13 weakness and my center group is very sad]
;W[cl]
;B[hl]
;W[il]
;B[ik]
;W[jm]
;B[jk]
;W[kl]C[I think this is trying to be too smart, capturing l5 is very small. but at least I seperate blacks bottom group]
;B[mk]
;W[kk]
;B[hm]
;W[im]
;B[kj]
;W[gn]
;B[dj]
;W[hk]
;B[hj]
;W[gk]
;B[gj]
(;W[gl]
;B[lj]
;W[fj]
;B[fi]
;W[ei]
;B[ej]
;W[cg]C[probably too late now, oh well..]
;B[dg]
;W[ch]
;B[cj]
;W[dh]
;B[eg]
;W[cf]
;B[df]
;W[fh]
;B[fk]
;W[eh]
;B[gf]
;W[gg]
;B[hf]
;W[ff]
;B[fe]
;W[hg]
;B[if]
;W[gi]
;B[fj]
;W[ii]
;B[ig]C[this is a setback, but still, in the end I think my invasion ended much better than it probably should have]
;W[fg]
;B[ee]C[only move I think]
;W[hi]
;B[ij]
;W[ji]
;B[jj]
;W[gd]
;B[ge]C[so now I lived in sente, tho black might get good endgame around b10, threatening to take my eye and annoy my c7 group]
;W[id]C[in retrospect this feels small and open from below, since blacks group isnt easy to surround]
;B[nc]
(;W[qf]
;B[qi]
;W[pj]
;B[qe]
;W[pf]
;B[oh]
;W[kg]
;B[kf]
;W[lf]C[I was in time pressure here and played a rather vulgar sequence..]
;B[ke]
;W[le]
;B[kd]
;W[mc]
;B[md]
;W[ld]
;B[lc]
;W[kc]
;B[mb]
;W[lb]
;B[mc]C[black is happy..]
;W[nh]
(;B[jc]
;W[pe]
;B[qd]
;W[oi]
;B[og]
;W[nf]
;B[rf]
;W[rg]
;B[re]
;W[nl]
;B[ml]C[after that I messed up some more in endgame and even died with my center, but since I'll take gote here (I have to r13) black will get c2. That plus the aji around m13 and b10 make me feel like it's a very hard game for white anyway])
(;B[oi]C[I dont really know what to do here as white..]))
(;W[ke]C[maybe I should follow up here?]))
(;W[lj]C[maybe here now?]
;B[lk]
;W[jj]
;B[ki]
;W[ij]
;B[ii]
;W[jl]
;B[ji]C[seems better for w than the game]))
(;W[mq]
;B[nr]
;W[mr]))
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[me]PB[other guy]
;B[pd]
;W[dp]
;B[qp]
;W[dc]
;B[oq]
;W[qj]
;B[qh]
;W[qm]
;B[de]
;W[fc]
;B[cc]
;W[cb]
;B[cd]
;W[eb]
;B[ci]
;W[ck]C[threatening the invasion in blacks shape. my mind is blank as what else to do. I dont want to give black c6 approach to make nice shape on the side. and I dont have any idea what to do about the upper right, both r14 and r17 seem too early, while o17 seems pointless.]
;B[fq]
;W[cn]
;B[dr]
;W[cq]C[maybe a bit slow, bit Im fairly thick on the board now, so I can fight]
;B[hp]
;W[nq]C[if I play k3 directly, I feel black might just pincer at m3. Also, I kind of expected black to pincer at l3 or m3 right now, because it seems my follow up isnt so great (p2 hane in sente, then I need to run)]
;B[op]
;W[or]
;B[pr]
;W[jq]
;B[iq]
;W[jp]
;B[np]
(;W[mr]C[I misread this, in retrospect I should maybe have gone n3]
;B[mq]
;W[nr]
;B[lq]
;W[lr]
;B[jr]C[this is the move I missed, very nice for black]
;W[kr]
;B[ir]
;W[qr]
;B[pq]
;W[ps]
;B[rr]
;W[rs]
;B[rq]
;W[lo]C[I think if I go l3 directly, black would go m5, so this seems better]
;B[mo]
;W[kp]
;B[mm]
;W[ho]
;B[go]
;W[ip]
;B[gp]
;W[hn]
;B[ln]
;W[nn]
;B[mn]
;W[ro]C[this might be a big mistake in direction of play, as my middle group is in more trouble than my 2 space extension. Still, taking the vital point there felt so nice, maybe I got greedy..]
;B[jn]
;W[in]
;B[ko]
;W[lp]
;B[mp]
;W[kq]
;B[dm]
;W[cm]
;B[dk]C[now I start to feel in trouble, because b is getting influence, fixing his c13 weakness and my center group is very sad]
;W[cl]
;B[hl]
;W[il]
;B[ik]
;W[jm]
;B[jk]
;W[kl]C[I think this is trying to be too smart, capturing l5 is very small. but at least I seperate blacks bottom group]
;B[mk]
;W[kk]
;B[hm]
;W[im]
;B[kj]
;W[gn]
;B[dj]
;W[hk]
;B[hj]
;W[gk]
;B[gj]
(;W[gl]
;B[lj]
;W[fj]
;B[fi]
;W[ei]
;B[ej]
;W[cg]C[probably too late now, oh well..]
;B[dg]
;W[ch]
;B[cj]
;W[dh]
;B[eg]
;W[cf]
;B[df]
;W[fh]
;B[fk]
;W[eh]
;B[gf]
;W[gg]
;B[hf]
;W[ff]
;B[fe]
;W[hg]
;B[if]
;W[gi]
;B[fj]
;W[ii]
;B[ig]C[this is a setback, but still, in the end I think my invasion ended much better than it probably should have]
;W[fg]
;B[ee]C[only move I think]
;W[hi]
;B[ij]
;W[ji]
;B[jj]
;W[gd]
;B[ge]C[so now I lived in sente, tho black might get good endgame around b10, threatening to take my eye and annoy my c7 group]
;W[id]C[in retrospect this feels small and open from below, since blacks group isnt easy to surround]
;B[nc]
(;W[qf]
;B[qi]
;W[pj]
;B[qe]
;W[pf]
;B[oh]
;W[kg]
;B[kf]
;W[lf]C[I was in time pressure here and played a rather vulgar sequence..]
;B[ke]
;W[le]
;B[kd]
;W[mc]
;B[md]
;W[ld]
;B[lc]
;W[kc]
;B[mb]
;W[lb]
;B[mc]C[black is happy..]
;W[nh]
(;B[jc]
;W[pe]
;B[qd]
;W[oi]
;B[og]
;W[nf]
;B[rf]
;W[rg]
;B[re]
;W[nl]
;B[ml]C[after that I messed up some more in endgame and even died with my center, but since I'll take gote here (I have to r13) black will get c2. That plus the aji around m13 and b10 make me feel like it's a very hard game for white anyway])
(;B[oi]C[I dont really know what to do here as white..]))
(;W[ke]C[maybe I should follow up here?]))
(;W[lj]C[maybe here now?]
;B[lk]
;W[jj]
;B[ki]
;W[ij]
;B[ii]
;W[jl]
;B[ji]C[seems better for w than the game]))
(;W[mq]
;B[nr]
;W[mr]))