I won this game.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1500]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[adversary]PB[me]WR[1k]BR[1k]DT[2013-06-11]C[I played black this game.]RE[B+Resign]
;B[pd]BL[1490.234]C[Okay, let's get this game goin'!
...
(*Around 10 minutes elapse*)
Hmm, what's he doing? Should I escape so I can play another game? Ah well, I'll just wait...
(*Several thoughts went through my head about the day.**)]
;W[dc]WL[1224.204]C[Wee, he finally played! I'll mix things up and play D4. Diagonal openings are supposed to be for fighting, right?]
;B[dp]BL[1483.801]
;W[qp]WL[1213.558]C[Well, it's symmetrical. I'll just approach one. ]
;B[op]BL[1480.322]
;W[qm]WL[1200.75]C[Hmm, people have been playing this type of move against me lately. I don't really know how to handle it. K4? Then if he does P3 it's natural...
Ah well, let's see what he does in the other corner first.]
;B[de]BL[1474.636]
;W[gc]WL[1193.732]
;B[dj]BL[1465.74]
;W[jp]WL[1129.205]C[Hmm. All of my stones are on the 4th line. It's weird for me to play so high...
But P4 seems like my weakest stone. I guess I'll just go with the flow...]
;B[lp]BL[1379.424]
;W[jn]WL[1114.909]C[Because of R7, M4 and P4 still seem weak. I'll jump out at M6.
He might peep at N5, but I could probably connect at M5 and there'd be aji with P4, and I could attack K6... Let's go for it.]
;B[ln]BL[1370.691]
;W[jl]WL[1108.636]C[Hmm, where in the world do I play? M8 feels natural, but it helps his stones more than me I feel. I'm not super weak...
D4 seems like it could use help. I'll play spread out to be consistent with the rest of this odd game...]
;B[gp]BL[1337.236]
;W[cm]WL[1098.777]C[C5 is my intuition, but then it feels like there would be weakness around 3-3. It's not solid. I could play C9, but then it makes it natural for him to jump out and get closer to connection with K6 group...
I guess I will try to just be solid in the corner soas to not help him much.]
;B[cp]BL[1309.497]
;W[fm]WL[1087.928]C[This seems spread out and weak. Maybe I can attack it? Can I get J7 for free?]
;B[im]BL[1303.147]
;W[kn]WL[1077.584]C[Ug. Well, M7 isn't a terrible exchange.]
;B[lm]BL[1297.627]
;W[hn]WL[1069.486]C[This seems wrong for white. Maybe I can push through and cause him to have weakness that I can exploit later.]
;B[in]BL[1291.812]
;W[io]WL[1058.892]
;B[ho]BL[1290.128]
;W[gn]WL[1046.917]C[Of course I can't cut at K7 right now. He can also be fancy against G4, probably... But J8 would strengthen him.
I'll try to run without helping him. Maybe H8.]
;B[hl]BL[1266.832]
;W[fk]WL[1032.65]C[I should run at H10. It feels a little weak with the H9 cutting point, but in the worst case I could give up J7. That would be bad, but at least I could get out.
(**Post game thinking: If I think that it's an issue to jump at H10, I should play elsewhere. The cutting stones seem very important, but I shouldn't play a move that leaves me unsure about J6's status.**)]
;B[hj]BL[1261.539]
;W[kl]WL[1020.653]C[Well, while it's still free, I'll play J4 to help G4 a bit.]
;B[ip]BL[1249.097]
;W[jo]WL[1013.596]
;B[iq]BL[1247.193]
;W[jq]WL[1006.997]
;B[gi]BL[1241.504]
;W[fi]WL[1000.199]C[F12 is natural, but just hurts D10. Let's see if I can do something fancy with D10 first to help out, and then come back to this battle between strings of stones.]
;B[el]BL[1225.397]
;W[gk]WL[983.766]
;B[hk]BL[1213.837]
;W[em]WL[979.098]C[Man, he never answers my peeps.

]
;B[dl]BL[1206.548]
;W[dm]WL[970.182]C[(**Post-game thinking: Well, I guess he does sometimes.**)]
;B[gm]BL[1204.718]C[Can I cut him somehow? G4 can save itself somehow, maybe.]
;W[fo]WL[953.956]
;B[fl]BL[1199.337]C[Now, let's see his wrath against G4.]
;W[fp]WL[941.434]
;B[fq]BL[1197.324]
;W[eq]WL[934.983]
;B[gr]BL[1165.892]
;W[fr]WL[927.206]
;B[gq]BL[1163.721]
;W[ep]WL[925.145]
;B[er]BL[1162.365]
;W[dr]WL[921.345]
;B[fs]BL[1161.169]C[Yeah, kind of sucks to hurt D4 like that. At least I cut him... But this is pretty big.]
;W[dq]WL[919.54]
;B[gl]BL[1150.885]C[Well, I'd like to attack him further, but he can play H7 if I don't play here, then J8 and L8 would be totally safe. Attacking that later may be key to this game.]
;W[ei]WL[901.169]
;B[gg]BL[1142.824]C[Kill F11 somehow? At least attack it.]
;W[di]WL[893.441]
;B[fj]BL[1140.668]
;W[ef]WL[884.174]C[Hmm, can't really kill it. Maybe I can help D15 somehow.]
;B[ee]BL[1132.306]
;W[ff]WL[879.623]
;B[ec]BL[1112.458]
;W[eb]WL[873.923]
;B[cg]BL[1080.385]
;W[cj]WL[859.914]
;B[ck]BL[1075.902]
;W[ch]WL[822.294]
;B[dg]BL[1070.708]
;W[ge]WL[807.314]C[Hmm, uh oh. Maybe I play C10. He might respond, then I can try B13 or something to try to save C13...]
;B[bj]BL[1065.418]
;W[ci]WL[802.485]C[Wait a second! Maybe I can cut him with F12. Yeah, that might just work.]
;B[fh]BL[1025.745]C[Hmm, that looks pretty. Yes. I feel a little bit better. That bottom left corner is big, though!]
;W[nc]WL[773.723]C[Ug. How do I respond to this? This sucks. This move is great with G17 and G15. I could try to do 3-3, but ultimately, Int to attack the L8 group... M17 is unsatisfactory. He gets points, and I lose out. Q14 is also not great for attacking L8.
(**Post-game thinking: In retrospect, maybe Q14 is not so bad for attacking L8 later.**)]
;B[nd]BL[969.201]
;W[md]WL[766.811]C[Hmm, O15 is normal. But I want to attack L8... I need stones on this side. I'll try something crazy.]
;B[me]BL[966.508]
;W[od]WL[754.556]C[Hmm, yes. The corner is feeling painful, now.]
;B[ne]BL[965.059]
;W[oe]WL[750.129]C[P14 would be kind of consistent with my earlier idea... Attack L8.
But that gives him another huge corner. That just won't do. My previous plan was too aggressive. I've got to recover. I need to get something in the corner.]
;B[oc]BL[957.193]
;W[pc]WL[741.388]
;B[ob]BL[955.686]
;W[pb]WL[735.699]C[Hmm.. O18, N17, N18, M18, M17, M16, L17... Might be OK cause I can atari the O17 group and get the two stones at M18 and L18 if he plays it.
I wonder about the right side. I dunno.]
;B[nb]BL[925.605]
;W[qd]WL[726.523]C[Hmm. I could take his offer and capture O17 and move on. But his right side is looking fancy then.
I should raise the stakes. I don't know if it will work, but is life worth living if you don't live on the edge?]
;B[pe]BL[894.729]
;W[of]WL[722.351]
;B[qe]BL[892.722]
;W[mc]WL[699.442]C[OK. Here we go!]
;B[mb]BL[890.256]
;W[le]WL[694.7]C[Uh oh. How in the world didn't I see this?
I guess ez4u was right.]
;B[ng]BL[872.885]
;W[og]WL[685.868]
;B[ld]BL[838.7]
;W[rd]WL[673.594]C[Raising the stakes again!]
;B[re]BL[830.751]
;W[rb]WL[668.681]
;B[qh]BL[828.292]C[OK... Live on the top, too, and I can be satisfied with not getting influence to attack L8.]
;W[nh]WL[660.447]
;B[mg]BL[816.767]
;W[ph]WL[642.137]
;B[qi]BL[810.952]
;W[mh]WL[628.585]
;B[lc]BL[805.485]
;W[lg]WL[623.963]C[OK. Now I need to kill something. I've just gotta.]
;B[oi]BL[802.67]
;W[oh]WL[618.706]
;B[lh]BL[799.172]
;W[pi]WL[608.714]
;B[qj]BL[791.56]
;W[qg]WL[599.187]
;B[rg]BL[789.308]
;W[qf]WL[591.198]
;B[rf]BL[787.846]
;W[pj]WL[587.128]C[OK, this is gonna be hard to kill. Somehow I have to indirectly kill L8.]
;B[pk]BL[783.605]
;W[qk]WL[577.519]
;B[rk]BL[779.635]
;W[ql]WL[574.639]
;B[ok]BL[778.602]
;W[li]WL[568.054]
;B[lk]BL[775.918]C[OK, I'm not good at being indirect. But let's try to kill L8. Worst case, I can come back to P12.]
;W[ll]WL[551.297]
;B[mk]BL[763.533]
;W[kj]WL[542.631]
;B[kk]BL[760.633]
;W[jk]WL[536.787]
;B[jj]BL[759.544]
;W[ml]WL[528.876]
;B[nl]BL[757.5]
;W[nm]WL[518.739]
;B[om]BL[735]
;W[mm]WL[504.359]
;B[on]BL[724.944]C[Will it actually work?]
;W[mo]WL[500.734]
;B[mp]BL[716.212]
;W[no]WL[494.761]
;B[oo]BL[713.138]
;W[np]WL[491.756]
;B[nq]BL[711.894]
;W[mq]WL[479.262]
;B[lq]BL[708.314]
;W[oq]WL[475.077]
;B[mr]BL[704.535]
;W[pq]WL[464.49]C[Hmm, stakes are high. Let's keep betting!]
;B[lo]BL[699.785]
;W[kr]WL[450.889]C[Hmm. Tricky. This capturing race has a number of liberties. I guess I should keep an eye.
]
;B[lr]BL[688.805]
;W[nr]WL[444.472]C[Do I have enough liberties if I fill? There's also9 the issue of saving P6 if I don't kill.
I guess I should go for the gold.]
;B[or]BL[685.853]
;W[mq]WL[440.35]
;B[nn]BL[683.882]
;W[mn]WL[431.718]
;B[nq]BL[682.183]
;W[nj]WL[425.276]
;B[nk]BL[667.923]
;W[mq]WL[421.451]
;B[kh]BL[664.071]C[OK, have those stones. I'll take this, thank you.]
;W[nq]WL[411.698]
;B[ki]BL[660.031]
;W[rl]WL[397.665]
;B[sj]BL[656.89]C[Not bad, I guess. I lost M2. Feels OK.]
;W[ir]WL[387.129]C[Wait, wha...? Did he kill me? Oh no, I still have H1.]
;B[hr]BL[646.924]
;W[hs]WL[382.46]
;B[go]BL[639.202]
;W[bq]WL[369.761]C[Hmm. I feel somewhat successful. I guess I should go for points.]
;B[cc]BL[610.283]
;W[cb]WL[361.092]
;B[dd]BL[607.009]
;W[db]WL[352.5]
;B[bc]BL[605.299]
;W[fc]WL[345.655]
;B[bl]BL[592.121]
;W[bm]WL[339.088]
;B[qc]BL[566.56]
;W[rc]WL[323.245]
;B[pa]BL[563.743]
;W[qb]WL[316.991]C[**Actually counted the game at this point. Came to the conclusion that I felt like I was behind.**
I'm behind, so I've gotta get points in this area.]
;B[hd]BL[466.668]
;W[fe]WL[301.198]
;B[he]BL[462.162]C[OK, some points.]
;W[ic]WL[294.4]C[Hmm. Something around H18? That just won't work well if he does H14 later... I've got center points, I shouldn't be too greedy.]
;B[jd]BL[417.372]
;W[jc]WL[287.452]
;B[hb]BL[395.438]
;W[hc]WL[282.547]
;B[ia]BL[375.985]C[Oh wait, L18 stops this. Maybe L19 M19 K18 for ko, then.]
;W[kb]WL[272.534]
;B[ka]BL[369.301]
;W[la]WL[267.412]
;B[jb]BL[356.434]
;W[ib]WL[256.468]C[Oh yeah. Woops.]
;B[ds]BL[347.176]
;W[cs]WL[241.388]C[Hmm. I could play it safe, but I'm behind on points. I've gotta go for the gold.]
;B[cr]BL[344.199]
;W[es]WL[237.657]
;B[fn]BL[341.401]
;W[en]WL[228.834]
;B[ds]BL[339.609]
;W[bs]WL[148.006]
;B[cq]BL[323.985]
;W[br]WL[142.755]
;B[bp]BL[319.508]
;W[es]WL[136.853]
;B[jr]BL[314.272]
;W[fr]WL[120.996]C[What? I think J1 is pretty big. I save M2, afterall. Maybe I'm getting closer to the gold.]
;B[is]BL[310.429]
;W[kq]WL[110.4]
;B[ks]BL[297.96]
;W[gs]WL[102.989]
;B[fs]BL[296.459]
;W[id]WL[92.478]
;B[ie]BL[293.683]
;W[hf]WL[83.509]
;B[if]BL[284.063]
;W[hg]WL[60.741]
;B[gf]BL[270.935]
;W[je]WL[48.141]
;B[kd]BL[267.5]
;W[ig]WL[33.145]
;B[jf]BL[262.593]
;W[kg]WL[15.936]
;B[lj]BL[248.049]
;W[jg]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[kf]BL[237.415]
;W[bb]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ab]BL[234.625]
;W[bg]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[bf]BL[230.333]
;W[bi]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[eh]BL[224.266]
;W[cl]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[bk]BL[209.038]
;W[aj]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[al]BL[202.802]
;W[ed]WL[30]OW[5]C[Hmm. Looks like bad aji around C16... But I think A7 is pretty big. If he lets me save B4, that's a lot of points!]
;B[am]BL[172.942]
;W[bo]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ao]BL[164.506]
;W[do]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[co]BL[134.467]
;W[bn]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[an]BL[131.312]
;W[cn]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[ap]BL[129.513]
;W[ce]WL[30]OW[5]C[Hmm. Tricky. I guess D14 doesn't look too terrible.]
;B[df]BL[32.416]
;W[be]WL[30]OW[5]
;B[cf]BL[22.699]
;W[sl]WL[30]OW[2]
;B[sh]BL[2.004]
;W[pn]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[er]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[po]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[ds]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ri]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[rj]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[es]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[ma]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[ja]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[ds]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[se]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[sf]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[es]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[gd]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[fd]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[ds]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[lf]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[ke]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[es]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[sd]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[fr]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[sb]BL[30]OB[5]C[Wee!]
;W[sc]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[ra]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[se]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[qa]BL[30]OB[5]C[Rest of game is a bit uneventful.]
;W[ej]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[dk]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[gj]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[ek]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[fj]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[hi]BL[30]OB[5]
;W[pf]WL[30]OW[1]
;B[oj]BL[30]OB[5])