I'd like to put up some games with my own thoughts in it, partly because I want people who are 30kyu-20kyu to get a feel for high kyu games, and also so that other players could help me see blindspots of my play that I've never seen or is preventing me from reaching blackbelt-level (1 Dan) thinking.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[900]OT[1x10 byo-yomi]
PW[WindnWater]PB[ktakano]WR[3k]BR[3k]DT[2014-07-31]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]C[This is the first game. I played white, and my opponent is ktakano, KGS 3Kyu]RE[B+66.50]
;B[qd]BL[897.469]C[WindnWater [3k]: Hello
]
;W[od]WL[892.13]C[ktakano [3k]: helo
]
;B[pq]BL[893.13]
;W[co]WL[886.3]
;B[dp]BL[890.9]
;W[po]WL[883.474]C[In retrospect, this seems to be a questionable move. After black 7, White helps to give black good coordination with the 4-4 stone on the left]
;B[op]BL[888.061]
;W[qq]WL[872.951]
;B[qr]BL[884.095]
;W[rq]WL[867.124]
;B[rr]BL[877.219]C[I wasn't expecting black to respond here.]
;W[pp]WL[863.095]
;B[oq]BL[874.611]
;W[qk]WL[854.603]C[I wasn't expecting black to respond here.]
;B[kp]BL[872.831]C[And I thought the game had become comfortable for black after this (conservative) exstention.]
;W[qc]WL[831.16]C[This side may have been the wrong choice.]
;B[rc]BL[870]
;W[pc]WL[820.675]
;B[re]BL[868.84]
;W[kc]WL[811.109]
;B[qi]BL[867.929]
;W[ok]WL[803.691]
;B[ni]BL[865.26]
;W[ec]WL[796.784]C[I put this stone here to coorperate with the upper side, but not only does it seem too low, it also could have been played at starpoint to help the lower left stone.]
;B[dd]BL[863.413]LB[co:A]C[Now A feels strange.]
;W[hc]WL[783.918]C[Clearly a mistake-- the 5-3 stone is more important and should be use to hinder black's developement.]
;B[do]BL[861.315]C[This move becomes slightly severe.]
;W[er]WL[773.536]C[A crazy move-- the opening is my weak point, and I have no clue what to do in peaceful games like this to the point where a calm game nearly equals a loss for me if my opponent doesn't slip.]
;B[dr]BL[857.356]
;W[dq]WL[769.623]
;B[eq]BL[854.685]
;W[cq]WL[767.846]
;B[fr]BL[853.138]
;W[ep]WL[760.401]
;B[fq]BL[850.274]
;W[cp]WL[755.457]
;B[dn]BL[847.917]
;W[cm]WL[746.212]
;B[dm]BL[845.78]
;W[cl]WL[739.619]C[The result is clearly good for black--]
;B[ed]BL[841.185]C[He/She even gets sente to play here, making things even worse for white.]
;W[fc]WL[733.503]
;B[dc]BL[838.728]
;W[mk]WL[723.79]
;B[ch]BL[836.281]
;W[ip]WL[712.18]C[This might be an overplay--]
;B[cr]BL[829.497]C[--This was a big move--]
;W[cn]WL[708.131]C[--And this was a terrible move, almost cowardly in fact--]
;B[bq]BL[826.55]
;W[kq]WL[699.525]
;B[bp]BL[821.794]
;W[lp]WL[680.567]
;B[cj]BL[820.243]
;W[dj]WL[676.047]C[It seems that the simple diagonal was best here.]
;B[ck]BL[814.034]
;W[dl]WL[671.926]
;B[dk]BL[812.49]
;W[el]WL[667.445]
;B[fo]BL[810.041]
;W[gp]WL[660.341]
;B[fp]BL[807.858]LB[hm:A]
;W[ko]WL[658.244]LB[hm:A]C[I didn't want to have to handle two weak groups, but now white gets into trouble. A seems to do well in handling both groups, so maybe that was the superior strategy to go for.]
;B[gl]BL[803.845]C[How is white going to deal with this!?]
;W[gm]WL[636.801]
;B[fm]BL[801.504]
;W[fl]WL[633.453]
;B[gk]BL[795.601]
;W[fj]WL[628.877]
;B[gj]BL[792.665]
;W[gi]WL[605.069]
;B[ij]BL[787.296]
;W[ei]WL[597.219]
;B[di]BL[784.204]
;W[fk]WL[595.183]
;B[eh]BL[780.978]
;W[fh]WL[593.071]
;B[hi]BL[779.066]
;W[hh]WL[587.942]
;B[ih]BL[776.716]
;W[eg]WL[585.227]C[Black could Ignore here.]
;B[dh]BL[771.171]
;W[ji]WL[577.499]LB[hg:A]C[I instictively played this peep, but white should have in fact just extended to A or haned at B--]
;B[hg]BL[768.707]C[I missed the most obvious response. ]
;W[gh]WL[571.019]C[Now the game's tricky for white.]
;B[ii]BL[766.817]
;W[ff]WL[554.171]
;B[gg]BL[760.117]
;W[fg]WL[552.047]
(;B[ge]BL[758.705]C[A very aggressive move, but I'm not sure if it's correct.]
;W[cf]WL[520.914]
;B[ej]BL[754.813]
;W[fi]WL[519.35]
(;B[fd]BL[750.673]C[I thought this was a mistake at the time, but it seems that black has no other option--]
;W[bi]WL[514.056]
;B[bg]BL[747.836]
;W[bf]WL[511.116]
;B[cg]BL[738.915]
;W[df]WL[499.555]
;B[ek]BL[736.026]
;W[al]WL[493.378]
;B[bj]BL[721.514]
;W[aj]WL[474.33]
;B[af]BL[704.46]
;W[bd]WL[468.301]
;B[be]BL[700.273]
;W[ce]WL[462.568]
;B[ae]BL[699.265]
;W[ah]WL[447.047]
;B[ag]BL[692.148]
;W[cd]WL[438.267]
;B[cc]BL[689.687]
;W[bc]WL[434.407]
;B[bb]BL[687.254]
;W[bk]WL[431.464]C[At this point I felt that the game was extremely good for me, but due to the fact that I have a history of wrecking 50% of my "won games" by very simple mistakes, I did not think the game was won in any way, and had no confidence in myself to wrap up the game.]
;B[lc]BL[643.113]C[Trying to make the game messy.]
;W[kb]WL[413.356]LB[ld:A][og:B]C[This is a bad move caused by fear of messing up. A is better, even B would have been a stronger move.]
;B[nc]BL[640.203]C[A sharp move.]
;W[ob]WL[402.641]
;B[nb]BL[635.149]
;W[qg]WL[395.862]
;B[qf]BL[627.427]
;W[of]WL[387.342]
;B[pg]BL[623.755]
;W[me]WL[380.462]LB[md:A]C[Should've hit the vital point directly at A.]
;B[le]BL[621.054]
;W[md]WL[378.204]
;B[ld]BL[619.741]
;W[mc]WL[375.86]
;B[lb]BL[618.368]
;W[mb]WL[374.345]
;B[ma]BL[617.478]
;W[og]WL[362.825]
;B[ph]BL[609.414]
(;W[oc]WL[347.418]C[Hmm--]
;B[qb]BL[600.936]
;W[nd]WL[343.703]
;B[na]BL[598.341]
;W[ka]WL[341.057]
;B[la]BL[597.091]
;W[mg]WL[336.739]
;B[jd]BL[594.59]
;W[eb]WL[330.896]
;B[jc]BL[591.217]
;W[ib]WL[326.908]
;B[jb]BL[589.391]
;W[gb]WL[324.124]
;B[ia]BL[584.465]
;W[ha]WL[311.464]
;B[kd]BL[564.907]
(;W[lf]WL[307.629]C[Slack.]
;B[ic]BL[556.405]
;W[db]WL[303.921]
;B[cb]BL[552.352]
;W[fa]WL[297.774]
;B[hb]BL[551.149]
;W[gd]WL[290.207]
;B[hd]BL[548.406]
;W[ib]WL[285.781]
;B[gc]BL[545.916]
;W[hb]WL[284.246]
;B[li]BL[538.386]C[Painful for white.]
;W[mi]WL[267.088]C[White has to live in an ugly way.]
;B[mj]BL[533.656]
;W[mh]WL[257.786]
(;B[nk]BL[529.805]C[A slip!]
;W[lj]WL[252.893]
;B[nj]BL[528.482]
;W[ki]WL[249.739]
;B[lk]BL[526.654]
;W[kj]WL[246.993]
;B[ml]BL[525.035]C[Whit is lucky, but, although white seems alright, now very weak at the bottom.]
;W[nr]WL[234.178]LB[rj:B][on:A]C[I don't know what the best move here would be.]
;B[mq]BL[518.715]
;W[mr]WL[223.59]
;B[lq]BL[512.399]
;W[lr]WL[219.275]
;B[mp]BL[510.6]
;W[lo]WL[217.577]
;B[pl]BL[507.97]C[Sharp!]
;W[or]WL[213.03]
;B[pr]BL[505.728]
(;W[qm]WL[206.357]C[Hmm--]
;B[pn]BL[503.139]
;W[on]WL[203.138]C[White is walking on a tightrope.]
;B[pm]BL[500.118]
;W[nn]WL[195.895]
;B[oo]BL[497.788]
(;W[qn]WL[164.465]C[Losing move.]
;B[qo]BL[488.325]
;W[qp]WL[161.063]
;B[ro]BL[487.266]
;W[sq]WL[150.634]
;B[rn]BL[479.966]
;W[rm]WL[147.844]
;B[sp]BL[470.159]
;W[rj]WL[63.683]
;B[ri]BL[462.927]
;W[ol]WL[58.105]
;B[rp]BL[452.985]
;W[pk]WL[54.11]
;B[mo]BL[447.946]
;W[om]WL[45.428]
;B[sr]BL[445.844]
;W[mn]WL[38.274]
;B[ln]BL[443.944]
;W[ig]WL[1.644]C[Time to resign do-or-die move.]
;B[if]BL[425.405]
;W[jg]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[kk]BL[414.142]
;W[oa]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ja]BL[411.458]
;W[kb]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[jf]BL[400.581]
;W[gf]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[hf]BL[398.085]
;W[gd]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[fe]BL[395.521]
;W[ie]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[kg]BL[389.412]
;W[jh]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[jj]BL[379.908]
;W[lh]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[kh]BL[377.672]
;W[li]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[kf]BL[376.635]
;W[he]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[je]BL[370.447]
;W[hm]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[nf]BL[365.722]
;W[jk]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ik]BL[361.828]
;W[jl]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[il]BL[360.589]
;W[jm]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[im]BL[359.672]
;W[in]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[jn]BL[358.454]
;W[kn]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[hn]BL[356.919]
;W[lm]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[io]BL[352.9]
;W[jp]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[pe]BL[346.608]
;W[rb]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ra]BL[343.921]
;W[oi]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[oh]BL[340.565]
;W[sb]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[sc]BL[338.209]
;W[ho]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[go]BL[330.747]
;W[fn]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[hp]BL[321.695]
;W[em]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[iq]BL[309.492]
;W[ir]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[hr]BL[306.261]
;W[jr]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[oj]BL[299.537]
;W[si]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[sh]BL[295.553]
;W[sj]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[rg]BL[288.897]
;W[bo]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ql]BL[278.522]
;W[rl]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[po]BL[276.445]
;W[ll]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[qj]BL[265.917]
;W[gc]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ac]BL[252.449]
;W[ad]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ab]BL[251.261]
;W[en]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[eo]BL[247.826]
;W[ap]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ar]BL[244.591]
;W[ao]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[gn]BL[238.755]
;W[aq]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[br]BL[235.855]
;W[sm]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[kl]BL[229.71]
;W[km]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[mk]BL[228.714]
;W[jq]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[hq]BL[210.858]
;W[jo]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[in]BL[206.982]
;W[mm]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[hl]BL[204.349]
;W[pj]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[pi]BL[202.745]
;W[fm]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[nl]BL[199.269]
;W[is]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ca]BL[194.771]
;W[da]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[sn]BL[177.995]
;W[ps]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[qs]BL[175.262]
;W[hs]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[gs]BL[172.389]
;W[os]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[nq]BL[149.554]
;W[no]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[de]BL[146.558]
;W[dg]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[bm]BL[138.012]
;W[am]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[bn]BL[127.775]
;W[ai]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ci]BL[126.726]
;W[ak]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ef]BL[106.332]
;W[bh]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[ee]BL[101.528]
;W[dj]WL[10]OW[1]
;B[]BL[101.526]
;W[]WL[10]OW[1]TW[ea][ga][fb][ae][be][af][ag][bg][cg][ch][dh][eh][ci][di][bj][cj][ej][ck][dk][ek][rk][sk][bl][sl][bm][an][bn][ln][kp][kr][js][ks][ls][ms][ns]TB[aa][ba][ka][oa][pa][qa][sa][kb][mb][ob][pb][rb][sb][kc][mc][oc][pc][qc][id][md][nd][od][pd][rd][sd][he][ie][ke][me][ne][oe][qe][se][lf][mf][of][pf][rf][sf][ig][jg][lg][mg][ng][og][qg][sg][jh][lh][mh][nh][qh][rh][ji][ki][li][mi][oi][hj][kj][lj][hk][ho][so][ep][gp][pp][qp][gq][qq][rq][sq][er][gr][as][bs][cs][ds][es][fs][rs][ss]C[WindnWater [4k]: thanks
I should have resigned this game a long time ago!

I got lost in playing out the endgame and forgot about the fact I might be annoting my opponent, woops!])
(;W[ro]
(;B[qo]
;W[qp]
;B[qn]
;W[rn]
;B[ql]
;W[rm]
;B[rl]
;W[sp]
;B[mn])
(;B[qp]
;W[qo]
;B[qn]
;W[rn]
;B[ql]
;W[rm]
;B[sq]
;W[rp]
;B[rl]
;W[sp]
;B[mn])))
(;W[on]
;B[nn]
;W[no]
;B[oo]
;W[pn]
;B[mo]
;W[ql]C[White seems ahead.]))
(;B[lj]C[This would have been an even tougher hand.]
;W[oi]
;B[oj]
;W[pj]
;B[nj]
;W[oh]
;B[pi]))
(;W[kg]
;B[lh]
;W[mh]
;B[mi]
;W[kh]
;B[li]
;W[jf]))
(;W[oa]
;B[na]
;W[ka]
;B[la]
;W[mg]
;B[oc]
;W[pd]
;B[pb]
;W[kg]C[A better outcome for white.]))
(;B[bg]
;W[bf]
;B[df]
;W[dg]
;B[cg]
;W[de])
(;B[df]
;W[dg]
;B[cg]
;W[de]
;B[bf]
;W[ce]
;B[be]
;W[cd]
(;B[bc]
;W[bd]
;B[ad]
;W[cc]
;B[bb]
;W[cb]
;B[db]
;W[ca]
;B[ee]
;W[ef]
;B[gd]
;W[gc]
;B[he]
;W[ig]C[Black can't deal with this cut.])
(;B[bd]
;W[cc]
;B[bc]
;W[cb]
;B[ig]
;W[fe]
;B[he]C[Black will be behind.])))
(;B[cf]
;W[ig]
;B[jg]
;W[if]
;B[li]
;W[kk]
;B[jh]
;W[im]
;B[no]))
Right now, I'm doing 30 tsumego a day and replaying 9 pro games a day (in varying amounts of detail).
Now I said that I was going to quickly post on Go in Britain, I might end up putting in these small bits of stuff like this in and between the journal, heh.
It seems that there are a number of 4D+ players, which is surprisingly good, but I was struck by the fact that there were hardly any under 18 Dan players, so I wonder weather this is normal for most western countries
I could be making a mistake, because I consider my progress to be at snailspace (it would be 3 years since I learnt Go in October) and yet at my pace, by the end of november I would've just turned 15, and next years I'd definately be a Dan player. I felt slightly weird.