I lose > 50% of games against stronger players. I win > 50% of games against weaker players. I think stylistically I'm playing so close to the edge that games favor the stronger player (that is, I'm leaving lots of weaknesses in my position in exchange for leaving weaknesses in my opponent's position.) (I'm open to other ideas, of course

).
In this game specifically, I felt like I was either playing too passively in parts, or not coming back to positions to defend them at the appropriate time. And it felt like my opponent was overplaying in places to capitalize on my weaknesses (which is a fine thing to do in a handicap game, after all), but apparently he didn't think so.
Anyway, this is the full game. Comments please
This is the position we were arguing about. I couldn't find a good refutation in game (I did read out what I actually did play, for the record), but I would be surprised indeed if this were kosher, just because I've
never seen the super long jump as an answer to any endgame problems I've seen. But my opponent swore up and down that it wasn't an overplay, so I dunno. I did end up with sente (which I admittedly squandered), so maybe that was refutation enough?';
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Numsgil [4k]: st?
Numsgil [4k]: santa trogdor
Numsgil [4k]: silly turniquette
Numsgil [4k]: super transformer
Numsgil [4k]: (tm)
sualc [2k]: trademark
Numsgil [4k]: 
Numsgil [4k]: super tesuji?
sualc [2k]: you see overplay where no one exsists
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Numsgil [4k]: but that doesn't mean I can refute it
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Numsgil [4k]: well I mean is it a standard move you know
Numsgil [4k]: or something you off-the-cuffed
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Numsgil [4k]: like after you did it too late?
sualc [2k]: i wasnt concentrated enough
Numsgil [4k]: maybe you should drink less water (:P)
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Numsgil [4k]: even less concentrated than usual
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sualc [2k]: exactly
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Numsgil [4k]: but it's been years
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sualc [2k]: thx
Numsgil [4k]: even if you were a bit unreasonable on the board 
sualc [2k]: why ?
Numsgil [4k]: because I lost
sualc [2k]: ?
Numsgil [4k]: (it's a joke)
sualc [2k]: ?
Numsgil [4k]: a funny thing people say to other humans
sualc [2k]: not really
Numsgil [4k]: maybe Frnech people don't joke?
sualc [2k]: Fmech?
Numsgil [4k]: French
Numsgil [4k]: sorry
Numsgil [4k]: typo
sualc [2k]: there are jokes and jokes
Numsgil [4k]: that's goo
Numsgil [4k]: *good
Numsgil [4k]: I was worried for a second
sualc [2k]: no reason
Numsgil [4k]: well cya around then
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