A new year, another 365 days to play and learn Go.
To start the year, I had the fortune of finding a game against an OGS 1-dan player. I'm not gonna pass up an opportunity to play against such a strong opponent and we even reviewed a little bit.
I tried to play my A-game, obviously, and I think I might be able to learn a lot from the mistakes I made. So I hope others here will help me point out more learning opportunities!
Biggest mistakes:
creates two weak groups, or rather sacrifices a stone and gives a big corner for two light stones. not good enough. There's a variation to just live in the corner.

black can hane. but I couldn't read out the cut if black were to hane. I thought there was big trouble with the P16 stones being short of liberties.

my shame. I totally misread. I only saw the ladder if white kept playing atari down and I thought I could take the four white stones. Now I don't know why I thought a 1-dan would play that knight's move in that case, but at the moment I was just trying to play the board and I didn't think about these things

apparently also can hane. Looked dangerous to me, though, because of white G4 later and potentially a cut.
I think from there it was pretty much lost. Another moment of shame when I played

thinking it was sente only to discover at

that the ladder still wasn't broken.

So for all my tsumego these last few weeks, here I go misreading the same ladder twice in a game.

was the last real bad move probably. threatening the cut here was so insignificant.
Moves I'm proud-ish of. After all, this was a 1-dan, and I didn't cower away. So I'm proud of my playing, too. I used my time very well, played slowly and considered every single move.

was well considered even when I played

and expected white to split.

putting pressure on white.

not taking the obvious atari. Although, come to think of it, the obvious atari is probably better

but it looked like a cool sente move with a follow up I managed to read out, and that in itself is pretty cool to me. Knowing you're playing a defensive move and knowing you have a follow up so your opponent will have to answer and you can take sente is awesome.

even though it is probably wrong direction, I like my "fighting" spirit.

I think the correct shape move.

at the moment I liked it, but afterwards there was a ko and then I thought: was 87 a mistake because I wasted a ko threat? so probably not the best move after all
(;FF[4]
CA[UTF-8]
GM[1]
DT[2021-01-01]
PC[OGS: https://online-go.com/game/29701042]
GN[Friendly Match]
PB[Spoonsy]
PW[Chubby Chubby Cat]
BR[9k]
WR[1d]
TM[1800]OT[3x30 byo-yomi]
RE[W+R]
SZ[19]
KM[6.5]
RU[Japanese]
C[Spoonsy: hi have a great game!
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C[Chubby Chubby Cat: Hi.
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C[Spoonsy: twice misread ladder

:p
Chubby Chubby Cat: Haha
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C[Chubby Chubby Cat: Thanks for the game.
Spoonsy: ty for the game
Spoonsy: would you care to review with me?
Chubby Chubby Cat: okay
Chubby Chubby Cat: alright
Spoonsy: cool, thank you!
Spoonsy: will you start it?
Chubby Chubby Cat: yeah
Chubby Chubby Cat: i will find and share you the variation
Chubby Chubby Cat: [object Object]
Spoonsy: hmm I see
Chubby Chubby Cat: you not should have two weak group like real game
Spoonsy: that's definitely better than my result

Chubby Chubby Cat: [object Object]
Chubby Chubby Cat: and this should fight
Chubby Chubby Cat: connect 3 stone is overconcentrate
Spoonsy: i couldn't read the cut at O16
Chubby Chubby Cat: hane better
Spoonsy: it's just a ladder I guess
Spoonsy: or is it?
Chubby Chubby Cat: ah
Spoonsy: it is :p facepalm
Chubby Chubby Cat: ladder where
Spoonsy: if black hane at O15
Spoonsy: I couldn't read out white o16
Spoonsy: I thought it wasn't a ladder because liberty issues with the P16 stones
Spoonsy: but seems i misread
Chubby Chubby Cat: oh
Chubby Chubby Cat: wait a sec i will find the way
Chubby Chubby Cat: [object Object]
Chubby Chubby Cat: some thing like that and try to kill that white
Spoonsy: so black lives in the corner, but gives up a stone
Spoonsy: but has a good attack on white?
Chubby Chubby Cat: yeah
Spoonsy: and even if white lives, black will be thick in the middle I guess
Chubby Chubby Cat: white is not alive
Chubby Chubby Cat: although alive black have influence in outside
Spoonsy: okay, cool. thanks a lot!
Chubby Chubby Cat: and the last
Chubby Chubby Cat: [object Object]
Spoonsy: appreciate you taking the time
Chubby Chubby Cat: that should hane
Chubby Chubby Cat: connect and let i jump is too big
Spoonsy: okay I see
Chubby Chubby Cat: ah
Chubby Chubby Cat: yeah
Spoonsy: i played a bit too solid then
Spoonsy: or too slow
Chubby Chubby Cat: haha
Chubby Chubby Cat: practice make strong
Spoonsy: yeah
Spoonsy: okay thanks for the game and the review!
Chubby Chubby Cat: ok
Chubby Chubby Cat: tyty
Spoonsy: happy new years, too
Chubby Chubby Cat: haha u too
Spoonsy: bye!
Chubby Chubby Cat: bye bye
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