First three games of the Pandanet Online world champinship. I tried to speed review these games, so they are quite brief and don't go into everything about the game-- what I'd call something close to a level 2 review. In the end, though, they still took at least 1.5-2 hours to finish

heh.
For some reason, my brain seemed to not be working as well in these games XD well apart from th fact I'm plainly weak, and know little joseki, my reading seemed to be quite slow and shallow for some reason, so these games aren't of the best quality. But I reviewed them anyway, And it was nice to play stronger players-- I can say with assurity that I had never played more than 15 games against human players stronger than me in my entire go playing career-- for the past year, where I have never played any bots, it was about 3 before these games.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[WindnWater]PB[zhzhjj1]WR[3k]BR[4d]DT[2014-10-08]PC[IGS-PandaNet]RE[B+Resign]
;B[oe]
;W[jj]
;B[qf]
;W[ff]
;B[nc]
;W[cq]C[An unusual and risky opening.]
;B[df]
;W[pp]
;B[dd]
;W[ch]C[And from then on I had no idea of what to do. ]
;B[dh]
;W[di]
;B[eh]
;W[cg]
;B[ef]
;W[fg]
;B[jh]C[Black has punished my mistake.]
;W[nb]C[Another move that came abot due to worrying that I'm already losing the game.]
;B[oc]
;W[mc]
;B[lc]
;W[md]
;B[lb]C[I spent bit of time on my next move.]
(;W[jf]
;B[ld]
;W[lf]C[Black spent som e time on this move too, and...]
;B[lh]C[..Caught me by surprise. It looks obvious now, my brain really wasn't registering

.]
;W[gh]C[I was already losing the game... But I kept going.]
;B[ij]
;W[ki]
;B[kh]
;W[jl]C[I knew I was in a weak position, but I didn't know how I could make territory... So tried to create a fight hoping to cacth up.]
;B[gj]
;W[hi]
;B[hj]
;W[ei]
;B[fi]
;W[fh]
;B[fe]
;W[ii]
;B[ji]
;W[me]
;B[ge]
;W[ig]
;B[ih]
;W[hg]
;B[kf]
;W[ke]
;B[kg]
;W[jd]
;B[le]
;W[mg]
;B[mb]C[I spent a lot of time on the next move.]
(;W[kj]C[It seemed like the only way.]
;B[mh]
;W[el]C[Do or Die!]
;B[hl]
;W[im]
;B[gn]
;W[ho]
;B[go]
;W[hm]
;B[gm]
;W[fl]
;B[gl]
;W[ip]
;B[ie]
;W[je]
;B[do]
;W[ep]
;B[eo]
;W[gp]
;B[dp]
;W[eq]
;B[dk]
;W[ek]C[I couldn't find any way to fight back.]
;B[dl]
(;W[cj]LB[dm:A]C[A would have more oomph to it but...]
;B[dm]
;W[ej]
;B[bk]
;W[bj]
;B[bp]
;W[bd]
;B[ic]
;W[of]C[Finding a place to resign.]
;B[oh]
;W[pf]
;B[qe]
;W[ni]
;B[nh]
;W[cc]
;B[jc]
;W[pk]
;B[qi]
;W[qj]
;B[mj]
;W[ml]
;B[qq]
;W[pq]
;B[qp]
;W[qn]
;B[qo]
;W[po]
;B[rn]
;W[pi]
;B[qh]
;W[qr]
;B[rr]
;W[pr]
;B[qm]
;W[pn]
;B[rl]
(;W[ec]C[Silly mistake.]
;B[dc]
;W[db]
;B[cb]
;W[bb]
;B[eb]
;W[ca]
;B[fb]
;W[ck]
;B[bl]
;W[cl]
;B[cm]
;W[rj]
;B[oi]
;W[pj]
;B[pm]
;W[om]
;B[ol]
;W[ok]
;B[nm]
;W[on]
;B[nk]
;W[nl]
;B[pl]
;W[nj]
;B[mk]
;W[oj]
;B[mi]
;W[ph]
;B[pg]
;W[og]
;B[qg]
;W[ll]
;B[ri]
;W[ng]
;B[br]C[Black is clearly winning the capturing race, so white resigns.])
(;W[eb]C[Of course.]))
(;W[dm]
(;B[ej]C[Blunder.]
;W[dj]
;B[fj]
;W[cl])
(;B[ci]
;W[cj]
;B[ej]
;W[dj]C[Still not working.])
(;B[dj]
;W[ej]
;B[cj]
;W[ci]
;B[cm]C[Now white would have trouble thinking of a response.])))
(;W[nj]
;B[kj]
;W[jk]
;B[gl]
;W[li]
;B[mi]
;W[lj]
;B[mh]
;W[mj]
;B[oh]C[It would be impossible.]))
(;W[mb]
;B[kd]
;W[pb]
;B[pc]
;W[qb]
;B[qc]
;W[mf]
;B[kf]C[I thought it would be pointless for white to play this way.]))
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[Werfeus]PB[WindnWater]WR[5d]BR[3k]DT[2014-10-08]PC[IGS-PandaNet]RE[W+Resign]
;B[qd]
;W[dp]
;B[fq]
;W[cn]
;B[pp]
;W[dc]
;B[dr]
;W[gq]
;B[cq]C[A clear mistake. As I said, while I shouldn'y make excuses for the fact that I'm just weak, my brain was swicthed off today.]
;W[er]
;B[bo]
;W[cp]
;B[bp]
;W[dq]
;B[cr]C[Black is not too bad, I hope.]
;W[nq]
;B[de]
;W[qn]
;B[oo]
;W[qq]
(;B[pq]C[I thought that since white has strength on the lower side, I'd dilute the strength by blocking in this direction. Maybe I was wrong.]
;W[qp]
;B[mp]C[I found out this move is not even joseki.]
;W[lq]
;B[mq]
;W[mr]
;B[lp]
;W[kq]
;B[kp]
;W[jq]
;B[ol]C[I feel that My influence isn't enough for white's territory.]
;W[od]C[White is happy ^^ but not me

]
;B[mc]
;W[ne]
;B[jd]C[I thought that neither player can make many points on the right.]
;W[qf]
;B[pc]C[A bit qustionable...]
;W[oc]
(;B[pb]C[Hmm--]
;W[ob]
(;B[re]C[The shape is funny.]
;W[rf]
;B[gc]
;W[ce]
;B[cf]
;W[cd]
;B[df]
;W[pm]C[It appears white could make territory after all.]
;B[om]
;W[pk]
;B[pl]
;W[ql]
;B[ok]
;W[oj]
;B[nj]
;W[oi]
(;B[cj]
;W[io]
;B[bf]
;W[fb]
;B[gb]
;W[fc]
;B[gd]
;W[be]
;B[pj]
;W[qk]
;B[ni]
;W[oh]
;B[nh]
;W[og]
;B[lf]
;W[im]C[Black has to make over 40 points in the center, which is a big ask.]
;B[ik]
(;W[rc]C[I had misread.]
;B[rb]
;W[rd]C[I overlooked this simple move.]
(;B[sf]C[I was asking for disaster with this move.]
;W[qe]
;B[sd]
;W[sc]
(;B[fr]C[After making a strangely simple misread in the upper right, I paniced and played this clear overplay.]
;W[fp]
;B[eq]
;W[ep]
;B[go]
;W[gr]
;B[es]
;W[gn]
;B[fn]
;W[gm]
;B[fo]
;W[fm]
;B[dn]
;W[dm]
;B[co]
;W[en]
;B[gp]
;W[do]
;B[hq]C[Now I look for a place to resign.]
;W[hr]
;B[ir]
;W[iq]
;B[hp]
;W[jr]
;B[jm]
;W[gj]
;B[hi]
;W[gi]
;B[gh]
;W[jn]
;B[km]
;W[il]
;B[jk]
;W[fh]
;B[fg]
;W[hj]
;B[ii]
;W[le]
;B[ke]
;W[ld]
;B[kc]
;W[mg]
;B[lg]
;W[mh]
;B[lh]
;W[mi]
;B[lj]
;W[mj]
;B[mk]
;W[li]
;B[ki]
;W[mf]
;B[eh]
;W[lc])
(;B[jl]C[It's the only way. Black could hope to catch up somewhere, but the game is alreaady too simple.]))
(;B[qc]
;W[se]
(;B[qa]
(;W[sb]
;B[sa]
;W[qe]
;B[sc])
(;W[qe]
;B[sb]C[Like this, the game is halfway playable for black

]))
(;B[sb]
;W[qa]
;B[qe]
;W[sd])))
(;AE[pb][re]AB[qb][rc]C[If the stones were like this--]
;W[pb]C[--It would be hard for white to cause any problems.]
;B[qa]
(;W[pd]
;B[sb])
(;W[sb]
;B[pd])))
(;B[jp]C[This one first.])
(;B[ck]C[I'd go one further now if I play here anyway.]))
(;B[pe]
;W[pf]
;B[oe]
;W[of]
;B[nd]
;W[pd]
;B[qe]
;W[qc]C[Aaah XD]))
(;B[qb]
;W[ob]
;B[rc]C[I should probably hav played this way.]))
(;B[qp]
;W[pq]
;B[pm]
;W[ql]))
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]
PW[lql1000win]PB[WindnWater]WR[7d]BR[3k]DT[2014-10-08]PC[IGS-PandaNet]RE[W+Resign]
;B[qd]
;W[dq]
;B[do]
;W[cm]
;B[cq]
;W[gq]
;B[dp]
;W[dr]
;B[fp]C[Joseki is a major weakness of mine, I only got this move from the Kim YunYoung--Liao Xingwen game XD]
;W[fq]C[White plays differently than in the game.]
;B[gp]
;W[hp]
;B[ho]
;W[io]
;B[hn]
;W[in]
;B[hq]
;W[ip]
;B[hm]
;W[im]
;B[dj]C[i'm not good with large scale joseki's.]
;W[hl]
;B[el]
;W[cr]
(;B[oc]
;W[pq]
;B[dd]
;W[qj]
;B[qo]
;W[qm]
;B[qq]C[White is too strong in this area to jump out.]
;W[qr]
;B[pp]
;W[oq]
;B[rq]
;W[rr]
;B[np]
;W[op]
;B[oo]
;W[no]
;B[nq]
;W[nr]
;B[on]
;W[mo]
;B[qh]
;W[ol]
;B[qn]
;W[rm]
;B[pm]
;W[pl]
;B[rn]C[The result is questionable for black at best.]
;W[gm]
;B[fn]
;W[bq]
;B[cp]
;W[bp]
;B[bo]
;W[fc]
;B[df]C[In retrospect, I think the lower one would hve created better balance.]
;W[db]
(;B[hc]C[Hmm--]
;W[cc]
;B[ec]
;W[eb]C[I suddenly realised the ladder isn't favourable. It was very strange, I thought that I had left not reading before a move behind, but my brain must have been really slow.]
(;B[cd]C[Questionable.]
;W[fd]
;B[he]
;W[ff]
(;B[hg]C[The left side is still open, so black can't rely on makin points there.]
;W[nc]
;B[od]
;W[ob]
;B[pb]
;W[kc]C[I spent a long time on the next move.]
(;B[ke]
;W[nd]
;B[oe]
;W[ne]
;B[ld]C[A dodgy exchange.]
;W[mb]
;B[gb]
;W[fb]
(;B[nl]C[Another move which is questionable at best.]
;W[om]
;B[pn]
;W[nm]
;B[ik]
;W[il]
;B[jk]
;W[pa]
;B[qb]
;W[ib]
;B[lc]
;W[lb]
(;B[fm]C[Shocking misread of a 7-move seqeunce most DDk's could see.]
;W[ch]C[Inevitable.]
;B[ci]
;W[bi]
(;B[bj]
;W[di]
;B[cj]
;W[eh]
;B[eg]
;W[fg]
;B[fh]
;W[fi]
;B[gh]
;W[bg]C[Black is dead, so it's game over.]
;B[na]
;W[oa]
;B[jc]
;W[jb]
;B[kd]
;W[hb]
;B[kb]
;W[ka]
;B[ic]
;W[gc]
;B[ja]
;W[ia]
;B[ga]
;W[ej]
;B[ek]
;W[fk])
(;B[dh]
;W[cj]
;B[di]
;W[bk]
;B[cg]
;W[bh]
;B[ck]
;W[bj]
;B[dk]
;W[bl]
;B[bg]
;W[bn]
;B[ao]
;W[an]C[Black won't have any points, so this is unthinkable.]))
(;B[eh]C[The game would at least be within 15 points.]
;W[fm]
;B[em]
;W[gn]
;B[go]
;W[en]
;B[fo]LB[gl:B][dn:A]C[A and B are miai, but I can't understand how I didn't see B.]))
(;B[lc]
;W[lb]
;B[jb]
;W[kb]
;B[oa]
;W[ng]
;B[eh]C[Black is still losing though.]))
(;B[nd]
;W[mc]
;B[le]C[It looks like the only way.]))
(;B[eh]C[No time to defend here...]
;W[id]
;B[hd]
;W[nc]))
(;B[fd]
;W[gd]
;B[gc]
;W[fb]
;B[fe]C[Maybe I should have just done this.]))
(;B[cc]
;W[ic]
;B[lc]C[White's advantage won't be too great.]))
(;B[pp]C[Maybe this point should have been taken first.]))
Also, if you're wondering why it say that I beat LoveLove9d on the site, I was challenged for a game, but then for some reason LoveLove resigned after I played my move as white.
So, I'm going to some joseki study, and I promise that the next game I post I would play better

just wait and see.
edit: fixed a few typographical errors (I blame the keyboard

)
edit: mistakenly typed two l's in typographicall: typographicall

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