In particular, I feel like I lost my hold on the game at move
... advice on how to handle 
would be much appreciated, but I'd like whatever advice is offered on whatever part of the game people feel like commenting on.(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1800]OT[3x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Marcus316]PB[yamashitaK]WR[4k]BR[5d]DT[2010-08-09]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]C[Marcus316 [4k]: hi, have fun
yamashitaK [5d]: Trollnament game
yamashitaK [5d]: have a nice game !
]RE[B+Resign]
;B[qd]BL[1785.926]
;W[dd]WL[1784.229]
;B[pq]BL[1783.527]
;W[dp]WL[1769.204]
;B[fc]BL[1778.657]
;W[cf]WL[1766]
;B[lc]BL[1776.226]C[Marcus316 [4k]:
great ... time for some micro-chinese. 
yamashitaK [5d]:
why
Marcus316 [4k]: I was referring to your mini-micro upthere
yamashitaK [5d]: ....
saym [3d]: escaper!
saym [3d]: i would run from yamashita keigo, too
Namii [-]: Well he was complaining about his internet problems
Namii [-]:
saym [3d]: ya ^^
Marcus316 [4k]: I apologize
Marcus316 [4k]: my net seems to have taken a dive for a moment
]
;W[po]WL[1501.428]C[yamashitaK [5d]: ok
yamashitaK [5d]: np
]
;B[pl]BL[1760.086]
;W[mp]WL[1469.117]
;B[no]BL[1757.376]
;W[op]WL[1310.11]
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;B[nq]BL[1751.397]
;W[nr]WL[1302.654]
;B[pr]BL[1748.926]
;W[or]WL[1277.203]
;B[mq]BL[1746.817]
;W[qp]WL[1235.423]C[Marcus316 [4k]: is O5 joseki? that seemed odd, but there doesn't seem to be much wrong with the final position.
yamashitaK [5d]: you played joseki until this move
Namii [-]: O5 is a special case joseki
Namii [-]: Rare in pro games
yamashitaK [5d]: r4 usually at r3
Namii [-]: Though I've seen top pros use it
Marcus316 [4k]: didn't seem like there was much choice in the moves ... r3 ... I'll have to look at that later.
]
;B[pn]BL[1614.173]
;W[qn]WL[1220.719]
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;W[oe]WL[825.215]
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;W[kf]WL[813.708]
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;W[dn]WL[585.889]
;B[do]BL[919.18]
;W[eo]WL[583.581]
;B[ep]BL[911.599]
;W[en]WL[582.296]
;B[bn]BL[895.644]
;W[bm]WL[580.753]
;B[an]BL[893.082]
;W[ap]WL[567.273]C[Namii [-]: This is an interesting L&D
Namii [-]: B4 is the right answer
Namii [-]: Then if W A3, black B3 saves the day
Namii [-]: Though even if black plays the wrong variation, w doesn't have closely enough liberties
]
;B[bp]BL[798.072]
;W[aq]WL[563.367]C[falloutti [1d?]: go marcus
falloutti [1d?]:
tenebris [1k]: b is probably surprised, he expected a2 obviously
Namii [-]: Maybe with E3, F2 and then C1, white could've threatened a ko
Namii [-]: I guess black would just have let w live with 2 points gote
]
;B[bq]BL[751.504]
;W[am]WL[560.109]
;B[ar]BL[744.172]C[Namii [-]: yamashitaK played the right answer
]
;W[eq]WL[554.067]
;B[fp]BL[731.622]C[Namii [-]: Ah, nevermind, there's not even a ko
Namii [-]: Damezumari issues etc
Namii [-]: Well this game is over now, Marcus did well against a 5d though
falloutti [1d?]: for a canadian, yes
falloutti [1d?]: ;D;D
falloutti [1d?]: just kidding
]
;W[gc]WL[329.171]
;B[gb]BL[711.689]
;W[fd]WL[319.975]
;B[hc]BL[706.364]
;W[gd]WL[311.868]
;B[ec]BL[691.143]C[Marcus316 [4k]: I've got nothing left to try here. Thanks for the game.
yamashitaK [5d]: thx
Marcus316 [4k]: heh, falloutti ... well for a canadian.
falloutti [1d?]:
Marcus316 [4k]: R14, terrible timing, I think.
Marcus316 [4k]: game felt like it was slipping away from me and I panicked.
yamashitaK [5d]: r14 was ok
yamashitaK [5d]: but you should push
Namii [-]: n12 Is your first "real mistake"
Namii [-]: Kyu-move
yamashitaK [5d]: yeah you pushed me quite a lot
Namii [-]: After that your shape is hopeless
yamashitaK [5d]: and I thought already that I have a very good game
Marcus316 [4k]: once I get out of my element, though, I collapse a bit ...
yamashitaK [5d]: haha I see
Marcus316 [4k]: Q15 threw me off, and is something I need to look at.
Marcus316 [4k]: I'd love to stay longer, but I have to get to work. Thanks again!
])
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1800]OT[3x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Marcus316]PB[yamashitaK]WR[4k]BR[5d]DT[2010-08-09]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]C[Marcus316 [4k]: hi, have fun
yamashitaK [5d]: Trollnament game
yamashitaK [5d]: have a nice game !
]RE[B+Resign]
;B[qd]BL[1785.926]
;W[dd]WL[1784.229]
;B[pq]BL[1783.527]
;W[dp]WL[1769.204]
;B[fc]BL[1778.657]
;W[cf]WL[1766]
;B[lc]BL[1776.226]C[Marcus316 [4k]:
great ... time for some micro-chinese. yamashitaK [5d]:
why Marcus316 [4k]: I was referring to your mini-micro upthere
yamashitaK [5d]: ....
saym [3d]: escaper!
saym [3d]: i would run from yamashita keigo, too
Namii [-]: Well he was complaining about his internet problems
Namii [-]:
saym [3d]: ya ^^
Marcus316 [4k]: I apologize
Marcus316 [4k]: my net seems to have taken a dive for a moment
]
;W[po]WL[1501.428]C[yamashitaK [5d]: ok
yamashitaK [5d]: np
]
;B[pl]BL[1760.086]
;W[mp]WL[1469.117]
;B[no]BL[1757.376]
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;B[nq]BL[1751.397]
;W[nr]WL[1302.654]
;B[pr]BL[1748.926]
;W[or]WL[1277.203]
;B[mq]BL[1746.817]
;W[qp]WL[1235.423]C[Marcus316 [4k]: is O5 joseki? that seemed odd, but there doesn't seem to be much wrong with the final position.
yamashitaK [5d]: you played joseki until this move
Namii [-]: O5 is a special case joseki
Namii [-]: Rare in pro games
yamashitaK [5d]: r4 usually at r3
Namii [-]: Though I've seen top pros use it
Marcus316 [4k]: didn't seem like there was much choice in the moves ... r3 ... I'll have to look at that later.
]
;B[pn]BL[1614.173]
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;B[bn]BL[895.644]
;W[bm]WL[580.753]
;B[an]BL[893.082]
;W[ap]WL[567.273]C[Namii [-]: This is an interesting L&D
Namii [-]: B4 is the right answer
Namii [-]: Then if W A3, black B3 saves the day
Namii [-]: Though even if black plays the wrong variation, w doesn't have closely enough liberties
]
;B[bp]BL[798.072]
;W[aq]WL[563.367]C[falloutti [1d?]: go marcus
falloutti [1d?]:
tenebris [1k]: b is probably surprised, he expected a2 obviously
Namii [-]: Maybe with E3, F2 and then C1, white could've threatened a ko
Namii [-]: I guess black would just have let w live with 2 points gote
]
;B[bq]BL[751.504]
;W[am]WL[560.109]
;B[ar]BL[744.172]C[Namii [-]: yamashitaK played the right answer
]
;W[eq]WL[554.067]
;B[fp]BL[731.622]C[Namii [-]: Ah, nevermind, there's not even a ko
Namii [-]: Damezumari issues etc
Namii [-]: Well this game is over now, Marcus did well against a 5d though
falloutti [1d?]: for a canadian, yes
falloutti [1d?]: ;D;D
falloutti [1d?]: just kidding
]
;W[gc]WL[329.171]
;B[gb]BL[711.689]
;W[fd]WL[319.975]
;B[hc]BL[706.364]
;W[gd]WL[311.868]
;B[ec]BL[691.143]C[Marcus316 [4k]: I've got nothing left to try here. Thanks for the game.
yamashitaK [5d]: thx
Marcus316 [4k]: heh, falloutti ... well for a canadian.
falloutti [1d?]:
Marcus316 [4k]: R14, terrible timing, I think.
Marcus316 [4k]: game felt like it was slipping away from me and I panicked.
yamashitaK [5d]: r14 was ok
yamashitaK [5d]: but you should push
Namii [-]: n12 Is your first "real mistake"
Namii [-]: Kyu-move
yamashitaK [5d]: yeah you pushed me quite a lot
Namii [-]: After that your shape is hopeless
yamashitaK [5d]: and I thought already that I have a very good game
Marcus316 [4k]: once I get out of my element, though, I collapse a bit ...
yamashitaK [5d]: haha I see
Marcus316 [4k]: Q15 threw me off, and is something I need to look at.
Marcus316 [4k]: I'd love to stay longer, but I have to get to work. Thanks again!
])