This really wasn't unexpected. Especially since I did something different. I decided I'd only play next to my previous stones or one space jumps (sometimes I'd jump over the white stones). Why did I do this strange thing - you may ask. Well, I had played some games with KataGo were I first setup some impossible situation and either tried to live a group or kill a group. Yet, if you look at points loss in these games it is not that remarkable and this is despite myself not even trying to play to win the normal game of Go.
Now, what is a big mistake? When discussing games and variations these days it is likely that someone will quote the computer and its points loss or percentages. Such discussions appear to always be underpinned by the point of view, one that I regard as something of a fallacy, that larger points loss means it's a worse mistake. A counterpoint to this view is that there are mistakes that the player already knows how to avoid and then there are mistakes that the player never saw coming. When we put it this way, mistakes don't appear to have much to do with the how big the points loss is.
In the first case, above, it doesn't matter how big the mistake is the player already knows to avoid it. Not that, avoiding making mistakes of this sort doesn't require lot of practice. In the second case, it is not clear from the context what the remedy is; maybe there is something new that needs to be learned. However, what if every time you are in danger of making mistakes you could see it coming and defuse the problem? If you can do this and not play worse moves than you would make if the dangerous situations were allowed, then you would be much, much, tougher player. Right?
It is in this context that I offer the following game where I only played one space jumps and next to my own stones as a study. How bad can bad moves really be before it becomes ridiculous? Maybe next time you make a bad move you can think if you could simply have played some one space jumps
Maybe someone cares to guess which is the worst move in terms of points loss and how bad it was? Or suggest better one spaces