Often times, I feel that there are more possible positions in Go then cells in my brain
Now, I spend a lot of time studying Life and Death but still can't seem to make this happen in my own games - especially handicap games. I feel that there are plenty of people here who can relate; people who seriously study life and death and still have trouble applying this training actively to their games.
I struggle to kill something because if I don't, I'm feel certain I will lose on points. I feel that the gap is very hard to close unless something dies (incorrect thinking??).
Given 6-7 stones, a strong kyu player will lose nearly 100% of his or her games when playing against a professional skilled in tesuji. Is the weaker player making mistakes, or is the stronger player using a style that supports this tactical finesse?
Is it simply a matter of understanding what is going on with top precision gained through many hard years of active L&D practice, or is it "something else"?
Your thoughts on life as we know it and how to release the Terrible Tesuji™ and terrorize with it are welcome.