(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1200]OT[5x60 byo-yomi]
PW[eslidios]PB[Fedya]WR[7k]BR[7k]DT[2018-10-01]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[W+Resign]
;B[pd]BL[1197.955]
;W[dp]WL[1197.219]
;B[pq]BL[1195.338]
;W[dd]WL[1194.604]
;B[fq]BL[1191.299]
;W[cn]WL[1191.863]
;B[jp]BL[1176.949]
;W[nc]WL[1187.402]
;B[qf]BL[1169.94]
;W[jd]WL[1182.859]
;B[cc]BL[1161.022]
;W[dc]WL[1175.094]
;B[cd]BL[1137.727]
;W[ce]WL[1172.429]
;B[be]BL[1128.618]
;W[cf]WL[1169.567]
;B[bf]BL[1117.062]
;W[cg]WL[1166.983]
;B[db]BL[1112.813]
;W[eb]WL[1163.872]
;B[cb]BL[1099.852]
;W[fc]WL[1160.991]
;B[qn]BL[1091.112]
;W[pj]WL[1148.489]
;B[qh]BL[1063.074]C[I dithered between this and Q18. I didn't want to get trapped in the corner.]
;W[nq]WL[1130.068]
;B[lq]BL[1021.184]C[I wasn't certain if this was right, but Leela didn't have much of a problem with it.]
;W[qq]WL[1113.077]
;B[qp]BL[981.367]C[I was uncertain of whether to play here or Q4. I played here because I figured it would be easier to get an eye on the side.]
;W[pp]WL[1091.502]C[Of course, I knew I was going to have to deal with the cross-cut.]
;B[po]BL[973.971]
;W[op]WL[1087.898]
(;B[rq]BL[970.052]C[This is the first move Leela really disliked, preferring R2.]
;W[qr]WL[1085.047]
;B[rr]BL[966.422]
;W[pr]WL[1082.535]
;B[ol]BL[953.972]C[I felt I had to try to escape into the center and put pressure on Q10.]
;W[pl]WL[1061.614]
;B[pm]BL[930.715]
;W[ql]WL[1044.28]
;B[on]BL[913.686]
;W[ok]WL[1038.96]
;B[nl]BL[910.145]
;W[rn]WL[1030.469]
;B[ro]BL[906.324]
;W[hq]WL[1004.378]C[Now I felt like I was in big trouble.]
;B[hp]BL[871.924]
;W[ip]WL[999.757]
;B[iq]BL[848.444]C[The other move Leela really hated. It said I should have played the J5 atri instead.]
;W[gp]WL[996.856]
;B[ho]BL[846.264]
;W[gq]WL[995.285]
;B[cq]BL[844.803]
;W[dq]WL[992.364]
;B[cp]BL[837.698]
;W[co]WL[989.978]
;B[dr]BL[835.668]
;W[er]WL[988.457]
;B[cr]BL[832.639]
;W[eq]WL[977.385]
;B[ar]BL[829.099]
;W[bg]WL[959.934]
;B[lc]BL[791.688]
;W[ld]WL[941.234]
;B[kd]BL[765.811]
;W[kc]WL[935.16]
;B[md]BL[765]
;W[ke]WL[932.929]
;B[mc]BL[762.851]
;W[qc]WL[929.322]
;B[qd]BL[758.218]
;W[pc]WL[924.441]
;B[nd]BL[754.799]
;W[oc]WL[920.459]
;B[od]BL[753.39]
;W[rd]WL[917.357]
;B[re]BL[751.87]
;W[rc]WL[914.959]
;B[rj]BL[740.077]
;W[oh]WL[907.355]C[Somehow my opponents get a better result when they invade when I do, despite picking the same invasion point.]
;B[cj]BL[704.12]C[Leela didn't suggest this at all, but its suggestions for the best move (N10 and O10) give me a ~12% chance of winning.]
;W[ej]WL[904.384]
;B[ek]BL[692.182]
;W[dk]WL[893.75]
;B[dj]BL[686.816]
;W[dl]WL[891.296]
;B[ei]BL[685.206]
;W[fj]WL[888.965]
;B[fi]BL[684.446]
;W[di]WL[882.494]
;B[dh]BL[683.488]
;W[ci]WL[879.691]
;B[ch]BL[682.998]
;W[bi]WL[877.445]
;B[eg]BL[680.365]
;W[gj]WL[857.181]
;B[gg]BL[671.288]
;W[hh]WL[850.591]
;B[gh]BL[669.234]
;W[ff]WL[846.351]C[And now I'm going to struggle to make two eyes. I end up not succeeding, so after another 30 moves of trying, I finally resigned.]
;B[hg]BL[662.885]
;W[ih]WL[843.541]
;B[he]BL[658.655]
;W[hd]WL[838.34]
;B[ge]BL[621.165]
;W[gf]WL[832.762]
;B[hf]BL[609.413]
;W[ef]WL[812.681]
;B[jf]BL[601.924]
;W[kg]WL[803.32]
;B[hi]BL[505.207]
;W[gi]WL[799.987]
;B[hj]BL[504.38]
;W[gk]WL[777.893]
;B[jh]BL[501.071]
;W[jg]WL[740.052]
;B[ig]BL[474.242]
;W[ii]WL[736.626]
;B[ij]BL[471.608]
;W[ji]WL[732.714]
;B[kh]BL[470.659]
;W[ki]WL[728.99]
;B[lh]BL[468.973]
;W[kf]WL[642.386]
;B[li]BL[462.743]
;W[kj]WL[639.802]
;B[ie]BL[431.726]
;W[id]WL[617.742]
;B[je]BL[429.726]
;W[fh]WL[609.271])
(;B[qr]
;W[rq]C[I didn't think either S2 or S4 got me a good result, but Leela suggests P2 for black here.]))
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[1200]OT[5x60 byo-yomi]
PW[eslidios]PB[Fedya]WR[7k]BR[7k]DT[2018-10-01]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]RE[W+Resign]
;B[pd]BL[1197.955]
;W[dp]WL[1197.219]
;B[pq]BL[1195.338]
;W[dd]WL[1194.604]
;B[fq]BL[1191.299]
;W[cn]WL[1191.863]
;B[jp]BL[1176.949]
;W[nc]WL[1187.402]
;B[qf]BL[1169.94]
;W[jd]WL[1182.859]
;B[cc]BL[1161.022]
;W[dc]WL[1175.094]
;B[cd]BL[1137.727]
;W[ce]WL[1172.429]
;B[be]BL[1128.618]
;W[cf]WL[1169.567]
;B[bf]BL[1117.062]
;W[cg]WL[1166.983]
;B[db]BL[1112.813]
;W[eb]WL[1163.872]
;B[cb]BL[1099.852]
;W[fc]WL[1160.991]
;B[qn]BL[1091.112]
;W[pj]WL[1148.489]
;B[qh]BL[1063.074]C[I dithered between this and Q18. I didn't want to get trapped in the corner.]
;W[nq]WL[1130.068]
;B[lq]BL[1021.184]C[I wasn't certain if this was right, but Leela didn't have much of a problem with it.]
;W[qq]WL[1113.077]
;B[qp]BL[981.367]C[I was uncertain of whether to play here or Q4. I played here because I figured it would be easier to get an eye on the side.]
;W[pp]WL[1091.502]C[Of course, I knew I was going to have to deal with the cross-cut.]
;B[po]BL[973.971]
;W[op]WL[1087.898]
(;B[rq]BL[970.052]C[This is the first move Leela really disliked, preferring R2.]
;W[qr]WL[1085.047]
;B[rr]BL[966.422]
;W[pr]WL[1082.535]
;B[ol]BL[953.972]C[I felt I had to try to escape into the center and put pressure on Q10.]
;W[pl]WL[1061.614]
;B[pm]BL[930.715]
;W[ql]WL[1044.28]
;B[on]BL[913.686]
;W[ok]WL[1038.96]
;B[nl]BL[910.145]
;W[rn]WL[1030.469]
;B[ro]BL[906.324]
;W[hq]WL[1004.378]C[Now I felt like I was in big trouble.]
;B[hp]BL[871.924]
;W[ip]WL[999.757]
;B[iq]BL[848.444]C[The other move Leela really hated. It said I should have played the J5 atri instead.]
;W[gp]WL[996.856]
;B[ho]BL[846.264]
;W[gq]WL[995.285]
;B[cq]BL[844.803]
;W[dq]WL[992.364]
;B[cp]BL[837.698]
;W[co]WL[989.978]
;B[dr]BL[835.668]
;W[er]WL[988.457]
;B[cr]BL[832.639]
;W[eq]WL[977.385]
;B[ar]BL[829.099]
;W[bg]WL[959.934]
;B[lc]BL[791.688]
;W[ld]WL[941.234]
;B[kd]BL[765.811]
;W[kc]WL[935.16]
;B[md]BL[765]
;W[ke]WL[932.929]
;B[mc]BL[762.851]
;W[qc]WL[929.322]
;B[qd]BL[758.218]
;W[pc]WL[924.441]
;B[nd]BL[754.799]
;W[oc]WL[920.459]
;B[od]BL[753.39]
;W[rd]WL[917.357]
;B[re]BL[751.87]
;W[rc]WL[914.959]
;B[rj]BL[740.077]
;W[oh]WL[907.355]C[Somehow my opponents get a better result when they invade when I do, despite picking the same invasion point.]
;B[cj]BL[704.12]C[Leela didn't suggest this at all, but its suggestions for the best move (N10 and O10) give me a ~12% chance of winning.]
;W[ej]WL[904.384]
;B[ek]BL[692.182]
;W[dk]WL[893.75]
;B[dj]BL[686.816]
;W[dl]WL[891.296]
;B[ei]BL[685.206]
;W[fj]WL[888.965]
;B[fi]BL[684.446]
;W[di]WL[882.494]
;B[dh]BL[683.488]
;W[ci]WL[879.691]
;B[ch]BL[682.998]
;W[bi]WL[877.445]
;B[eg]BL[680.365]
;W[gj]WL[857.181]
;B[gg]BL[671.288]
;W[hh]WL[850.591]
;B[gh]BL[669.234]
;W[ff]WL[846.351]C[And now I'm going to struggle to make two eyes. I end up not succeeding, so after another 30 moves of trying, I finally resigned.]
;B[hg]BL[662.885]
;W[ih]WL[843.541]
;B[he]BL[658.655]
;W[hd]WL[838.34]
;B[ge]BL[621.165]
;W[gf]WL[832.762]
;B[hf]BL[609.413]
;W[ef]WL[812.681]
;B[jf]BL[601.924]
;W[kg]WL[803.32]
;B[hi]BL[505.207]
;W[gi]WL[799.987]
;B[hj]BL[504.38]
;W[gk]WL[777.893]
;B[jh]BL[501.071]
;W[jg]WL[740.052]
;B[ig]BL[474.242]
;W[ii]WL[736.626]
;B[ij]BL[471.608]
;W[ji]WL[732.714]
;B[kh]BL[470.659]
;W[ki]WL[728.99]
;B[lh]BL[468.973]
;W[kf]WL[642.386]
;B[li]BL[462.743]
;W[kj]WL[639.802]
;B[ie]BL[431.726]
;W[id]WL[617.742]
;B[je]BL[429.726]
;W[fh]WL[609.271])
(;B[qr]
;W[rq]C[I didn't think either S2 or S4 got me a good result, but Leela suggests P2 for black here.]))
The engines don't seem to be crazy about the Kobayashi, thus
. )
..
Access to Leela can tell if this is bad for
.
This move doesn't look right.
Q4 seems natural -- Leela ?
?
"felt I had to escape to the center..."
o10 seems a natural candidate.
P9 seems natural -- Leela ?
the shapes and variations here are so common IMO the local lessons are worth this game.
Leela -- take ?
does Leela have a variation where
start with B5 hane -- fundamental shape.
Good.
I don't know about big trouble, but you have wasted a lot of moves on the right side.
Maybe so, but the left side and center look big to me. Maybe G-08?
Why not extend? The C-06 stone is not a ladder breaker.
Huh?
Somehow?
Desperation. At least Leela's moves threaten something. And at your level, overcoming an 38% chance of winning (by Leela's reckoning) is not unusual. It's probably more like a 42% or even 45% chance, unless you let your pessimism get the best of you.
You do not have to save all of your stones. You can give up your two stones on the 12th rank. Sacrifice your stone on E-09. Atari twice, starting at G-10, and then make a solid connection at G-11. Your stones will be hard to kill.
, did you really analyze this situation in detail? If have a few more questions on that position (Edit: For both questions you may assume the existence of the white wall around D16, which is not shown in the diagrams...).
and thus, the reason for playing J5 instead J3 on move
, which undercuts White's potential eye space on the right side, and the nose jab, Black 115, a very nice tesuji in the center. Too bad you missed the chance to save your stones with Black 119. Next time.