Shenoute wrote:I only added a few comments on general matters, not precise sequences of moves. As always, these are just ideas and they could be way off the mark.
As a general comment, I felt you played a bit passive in the first 80 moves, not developing a plan for your stones and not taking advantage of b's weakness(es). Starting from move 82, it seems you shifted to frenzy mode

, trying to hard to attack and creating weak(-ish) groups here and there. Did you feel behind at that point of the game (= had you counted) ?
I can't say I felt behind. It was more that I felt lost. I saw that black had weakness, but I didn't know where to start an attack. The three stones on the right were more than frustrating for me. I knew they had to be weak. I knew that black shouldn't be able to live that easily. That I should be able to attack and profit. But I had no clue where to start.
(So you didn't do the right thing because you're bad at this game? That makes sense.
)
Situations like this is why I want to study and get stronger. When I see my opponent do something I want to know if it is a mistake. And if it looks like a mistake, I want to know how to take advantage of it. Not knowing is quite upsetting.
So as the game went on I got more and more frustrated with my lack of attacking ability. I agree that

at G5 looked like it didn't do much for black, but again, I didn't see how to take advantage of it. Then I saw that both groups could become weak, but I just didn't know what to do. So, I decided to tenuki and help my own weak group - which in retrospect was not weak, figuring that I should follow the proverb of "Don't know what to play locally? Then tenuki." and knowing that black could only help one of his groups.

was supposed to be the start of a large scale attack on both the wall and the right group. Then I saw that

connected and I was getting desperate. It felt like everything I was trying was failing. So when I saw that black's wall on the bottom left could be disconnected from the group in the upper left, I took the chance with

. I wanted to have something that I could attack - ideally, I wanted to have both the group on the right and the wall on the bottom to attack.
(Trying to force your opponent to have two weak groups? As if he'd just let that happen...
) The group created with

and

was supposed to be for removing possible eyes.

was a misread. I thought the capture was sente and that black owed a move to defend the corner from the R3 cut. As it turned out, he did not.

was played out of fear that my corner group could become weak. In retrospect, they are both obviously mistakes.
I should have counted after

since I had over 5 minutes of time to play one move. Sadly, the move I picked was

and I didn't use much of my time. So another important lesson this game taught me was to use my stone time more wisely in Canadian time games.
(Because you didn't know that before? It's the easiest time system in the world - just use all your time when you are at 1 stone to read and count. Everyone knows that...
)
I have been in a bad habit of not counting in general. I was good about it several months ago, but I stopped. That will need to change if I want to reach the dan levels.