And my weekly AYD game is in.
Today's opponent was none other than the infamous Calvin Clark of the forums.
He beat me.
(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[6.50]TM[2400]OT[3x30 byo-yomi]
PW[Brian]PB[ticktock]DT[2018-02-07]PC[The KGS Go Server at
http://www.gokgs.com/]C[ticktock [-\]: Hi.
Brian [?\]: hi, have a good game
ticktock [-\]: Thanks. Good to see you.
]RE[B+Resign]
;B[pd]BL[2381.759]C[Brian [?\]: good to see you
]
;W[dd]WL[2387.168]
;B[pq]BL[2377.767]
;W[dp]WL[2375.291]
;B[fq]BL[2373.427]
;W[qo]WL[2372.621]
;B[cn]BL[2362.834]
;W[eo]WL[2360.601]
;B[cq]BL[2359.091]
;W[nc]WL[2316.688]
;B[qf]BL[2334.126]
;W[qk]WL[2303.588]
;B[op]BL[2236.62]
;W[gp]WL[2278.526]
;B[cp]BL[2226.331]
;W[gq]WL[2274.197]
(;B[kq]BL[2210.997]
;W[qh]WL[2248.85]
;B[pb]BL[2187.818]
;W[jd]WL[2241.871]
;B[cf]BL[2163.095]
;W[df]WL[1899.513]
;B[dg]BL[2111.896]
;W[ce]WL[1895.733]
;B[ef]BL[2107.848]
;W[de]WL[1888.17]C[Brian [?\]: i thought you were ahead after c14
Brian [?\]: i don't know how, but just a feeling
ticktock [-\]: I actually hate this joseki for black.
]
;B[eg]BL[2092.287]
;W[cg]WL[1885.826]
;B[ch]BL[2070.903]
;W[bf]WL[1883.353]
;B[fd]BL[2050.138]C[Brian [?\]: i'm supposed to play f16
Brian [?\]: but i just didn't like any result
]
;W[ci]WL[1879.975]
;B[bg]BL[1979.404]
;W[cf]WL[1843.455]
;B[dh]BL[1970.788]
;W[bi]WL[1837.247]
;B[bh]BL[1963.231]
;W[cl]WL[1835.628]
;B[er]BL[1959.583]
;W[bo]WL[1832.344]
;B[co]BL[1948.654]
;W[gf]WL[1822.374]C[ticktock [-\]: This was such a pain.
]
(;B[ej]BL[1851.483]C[Brian [?\]: yeah
]
;W[el]WL[1808.864]
;B[hd]BL[1693.142]
;W[if]WL[1773.397]
;B[ec]BL[1638.607]
;W[dc]WL[1768.204]
;B[jc]BL[1634.779]
;W[kc]WL[1765.322]
;B[ic]BL[1626.212]TR[ee]C[ticktock [-\]: It just seems always too slow to fix that.
]
;W[kb]WL[1763.756]C[Brian [?\]: maybe i should have cut, i guess
]
(;B[gj]BL[1555.418]
;W[gc]WL[1758.358]C[ticktock [-\]: This is so sharp.
]
;B[db]BL[1447.393]
;W[cb]WL[1753.949]
;B[fe]BL[1444.923]
;W[eb]WL[1676.357]
;B[fb]BL[1441.712]
;W[da]WL[1675.347]
;B[gb]BL[1417.782]
;W[rf]WL[1671.971]
;B[re]BL[1396.653]C[ticktock [-\]: You got sente.
]
;W[pf]WL[1670.156]
;B[qe]BL[1392.82]
;W[mo]WL[1667.864]
(;B[lp]BL[1350.421]
;W[oo]WL[1642.683]
;B[fp]BL[1230.07]
;W[kn]WL[1629.405]
;B[fo]BL[1223.789]C[ticktock [-\]: I don't know about this. It's just a shape move.
]
;W[ij]WL[1621.543]
;B[kd]BL[1204.223]
(;W[id]WL[1594.64]
(;B[he]BL[1169.937]C[Brian [?\]: i missed that j16 wasn't sente
Brian [?\]: so i should have just played K15
]
;W[jf]WL[1583.195]
;B[ld]BL[1161.93]
;W[mc]WL[1580.003]
;B[lf]BL[1157.922]
;W[ne]WL[1574.444]
;B[mg]BL[1141.232]C[Brian [?\]: i don't know
]
;W[og]WL[1565.236]C[Brian [?\]: just playing on instinct these days
ticktock [-\]: Some defense seems needed.
]
;B[jh]BL[1074.569]C[Brian [?\]: i thought p13 was bad later
Brian [?\]: seemed like o14 area was annoyihng
]
;W[lh]WL[1464.799]C[ticktock [-\]: Got, this takes up my time.
]
;B[kg]BL[995.913]C[Brian [?\]: after J11 maybe i should k11
ticktock [-\]: I hate the shape for black.
Brian [?\]: or maybe just L10 nowo
Brian [?\]: just give up those stones
]
;W[ih]WL[1450.571]
;B[ii]BL[939.81]C[Brian [?\]: h11 didn't really do anythin
Brian [?\]: g
]
;W[hi]WL[1423.252]
;B[ji]BL[923.539]
;W[hc]WL[1405.676]C[ticktock [-\]: I don't understand the timing.
ticktock [-\]: Why H17?
Brian [?\]: hmm
Brian [?\]: i dunno
ticktock [-\]: Byoyomi, maybe I would, though.
]
(;B[ib]BL[877.358]
;W[hj]WL[1392.082]
;B[hh]BL[854.212]C[Brian [?\]: yeah, my 23:26 byo-yomi
]
;W[mh]WL[1345.13]
;B[ig]BL[781.082]C[ticktock [-\]: Is it enough for white?
]
;W[ob]WL[1326.621]C[Brian [?\]: apparently
]
(;B[gi]BL[725.953]C[ticktock [-\]: Now all I tihnk is your problems must be as big as mine.
]
;W[kk]WL[1314.714]
;B[kj]BL[673.464]
;W[lj]WL[1310.346]
;B[qp]BL[665.202]
;W[ro]WL[1297.747]
;B[rg]BL[650.98]C[Brian [?\]: i guess that's a good thought
]
;W[np]WL[1287.205]
;B[nq]BL[646.489]
;W[qb]WL[1283.027]
;B[pa]BL[607.752]
;W[bn]WL[1280.07]
;B[gr]BL[598.672]
;W[cm]WL[1259.146]
;B[rh]BL[589.337]C[Brian [?\]: r18 lost a lot of points
]
;W[ri]WL[1255.33]
;B[jo]BL[552.484]
;W[jn]WL[1071.923]
;B[io]BL[519.302]
;W[hm]WL[1067.224]
;B[in]BL[484.972]C[Brian [?\]: another instinct move
ticktock [-\]: A bit crude
Brian [?\]: i'm not thinking enough these days
]
;W[im]WL[1063.979]
;B[qg]BL[453.996]
;W[ph]WL[1046.231]
;B[jk]BL[374.435]
;W[jj]WL[1035.567]
;B[ki]BL[367.446]
;W[ik]WL[1026.836]
;B[li]BL[362.334]
;W[mj]WL[1020.119]
;B[mi]BL[358.863]
;W[ni]WL[1018.09]
;B[nj]BL[322.188]
;W[jl]WL[1008.582]
;B[nh]BL[313.205]
;W[oi]WL[1006.965]
(;B[lg]BL[308.736]C[Brian [?\]: but it was more like something i might consider answering
]
;W[ko]WL[923.848]
;B[mp]BL[241.333]
;W[no]WL[874.971]
;B[si]BL[225.592]
;W[rj]WL[870.646]C[Brian [?\]: i thought you'd O13
]
;B[rp]BL[222.489]C[Brian [?\]: instead of M13
Brian [?\]: not a big difference i guess
]
;W[jp]WL[865.995]
;B[ip]BL[198.495]
;W[go]WL[852.132]
;B[hq]BL[143.866]
;W[sp]WL[776.114]
;B[sq]BL[141.048]
;W[so]WL[770.381]
;B[rq]BL[138.984]
;W[iq]WL[748.4]
;B[jq]BL[75.815]
;W[fk]WL[545.43]
;B[oc]BL[46.751]
;W[fn]WL[490.365]
;B[nb]BL[9.51]
;W[mb]WL[478.189]
;B[oa]BL[5.259]
;W[gh]WL[428.936]
;B[gg]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[fh]WL[425.793]
;B[fg]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[hf]WL[412.216]
;B[hg]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[me]WL[338.284]
;B[le]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[dq]WL[221.276]
;B[dr]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[br]WL[215.655]
;B[cr]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[bp]WL[205.177]
;B[bq]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[aq]WL[203.766]
;B[ng]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[hb]WL[195.58]
;B[ha]BL[30]OB[3]
;W[jb]WL[193.814]
;B[ia]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[ga]WL[181.914]
;B[fa]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[ja]WL[180.653]
;B[ga]BL[30]OB[2]
;W[ea]WL[179.39]
;B[fc]BL[30]OB[2]C[Brian [?\]: thanks for the game
ticktock [-\]: Thanks
])
(;B[ng]C[ticktock [-\]: I give control.
Brian [?\]: if you'll answer anyway i mean
Brian [?\]: that's it
ticktock [-\]: Somewhere around here I counted a close game.
Brian [?\]: i felt like you were ahead at this point
Brian [?\]: especially after q19
Brian [?\]: i needed like 15 points or something it seemed
Brian [?\]: but there's just noplace left
Brian [?\]: anyway, well played
Brian [?\]: i think it's our first game
ticktock [-\]: I think it is.
ticktock [-\]: It's a pleasure and good luck on the rest of the league. These fights are hard me, so I expect I'll drop.
Brian [?\]: well, maybe i'll join you and we can play again next month
Brian [?\]: we'll see
]))
(;B[qc]C[ticktock [-\]: A few months ago I would answer.
]))
(;B[hb]C[Brian [?\]: instinct
Brian [?\]: haha
ticktock [-\]: I won't do that.
]))
(;B[ld]))
(;W[ke])
(;W[je]
;B[ld]
;W[mc]
;B[lf]))
(;B[pn]C[ticktock [-\]: Maybe better?
Brian [?\]: maybe. i'd probably n3
]
;W[mq]C[Brian [?\]: it's a tradeoff i guess
]
;B[qn]C[ticktock [-\]: I don't think you get the big center this way.
Brian [?\]: i guess L5 or K4
]
;W[ko]))
(;B[kd]C[ticktock [-\]: I cut here too late, I think.
]))
(;B[he]C[ticktock [-\]: What about here?
Brian [?\]: seems ok, too
Brian [?\]: turned out for you ok, i guess
])
(;B[fe]C[Brian [?\]: if you h15 i might K14
Brian [?\]: but i don't know if it's good
ticktock [-\]: There's just no way I wanted to answer here.
]))
(;B[er]C[ticktock [-\]: Would you answer if I play here?
]
(;W[hn]C[Brian [?\]: hmm, not sure if i'm good to ask, but i'd probably play L3
ticktock [-\]: Like joseki or not?
])
(;W[kq]
;B[qp]C[ticktock [-\]: I might continue. The cut isn't so big, I guess.
])))
At no point did I feel ahead in the game, but it was fun, I guess.